And here is yet another story, from me … and before you say anything about me not finishing my stories I have started .. I will definitely finish them soon! Also, I just want to say sorry for lack of update but tech has been hell for the past little while – i.e. this weekend, I have 14 Assignments to do since they all have to be handed in by Thursday at the latest. But, then again on the bright side, after Thursday, I am finished with tech until September, so you can expect more updates after then.

So … this story is basically, what should have happened in Season 4 Episode 12, when Sookie was talking to Bill and Eric in Bill's house. I can tell you that this will be a multi chapter story but I don't know how long the story will be, or much of what will happen in the story since I don't yet know myself, but it will probably include some of the same events for Season 5, although only time will tell.

Disclaimer: Not Mine.

Enjoy! And have fun over the Diamond Jubilee weekend ….

SPOV

As I sat on the sofa in Bills house, sitting between Bill and Eric. Enough. I thought to myself. I am putting a stop to this shit right now. It's time for my decision. I took a deep breath and forced myself to get up off the sofa.

"I can't stand this anymore. It's like being ripped in half. No matter what I do somebody I love gets hurt." I said, and then thought "usually Eric, because I always make fucked up choices. But at least I knew that this choice was right. This choice was the right one.

Bill slowly shifted his glance from me to Eric, before getting up and starting to speak. Of course I thought. Of course he had to get the first word in.

"Sookie, I just want for you to be happy. And if being with Eric is what makes you happy then you have my blessing."

Huh. What the fuck?

I turned around to face Eric, pleading with him to understand what I was about to do was right, and slowly a hopeful look began to spread across his thousand year old face as he got up off the sofa. I couldn't help the tears that formed in my eyes. Eric slowly walked over to me, with all of his usual confidence and swagger gone. In that instant he looked almost human and I knew that I had made the right decision. By this stage Eric was standing in front of me, and he slipped his hand around my face, softly cradling it. He lowered his head so that he was staring straight into my eyes, and I could oh so easily lose me within the depths of his gorgeous baby blues. I could also see distantly – well it seemed distant even though in reality it was probably five feet away that Bill had something that looked like genuine sadness, although I knew better than to trust or believe in anything about Bill.

"See Sookie….Bill is fine with it." Eric said softly massaging my cheek with his thumb.

Yeah. He looks it. But I found myself not caring. I couldn't bring myself to give a fuck about what he thought and while I was thinking about Bill, I couldn't bring myself to look into Eric's eyes while thinking of Bill, so I looked at the floor again, and I could feel Eric's eyes looking for mine.

"Bill had his chance and he blew it." Eric continued, now sounding slightly panicked. "He lied to you…." Eric said. Sounding even more panicked, and all I wanted to do was wrap myself around Eric and tell him that everything was going to be alright but I knew that I had to wait for the proper opportunity to do so. Looking behind Eric, I could see that Eric was trying to find out what was happening, and when Eric caught me looking in Bills direction, he slowly pulled his hand away.

"to protect me" I said, looking up into Eric's eyes. "And I lied to him too. And you have lied to both of us so many times that we can't even count. What a mess." What a mess. This situation was really a mess.

I forced myself to take another deep breath, and walked over to Bill. I couldn't even make myself look at Eric as I did this, because I knew I would lose my nerve if I did, even with just the smallest glance in his direction. I slowly took a hold of both of Bill's hands in mine, and gave him a small smile, even though it nearly killed me to do it.

"I forgive you. I know you have loved me every bit as much as I have loved you." I said, and I didn't have to even look at Eric to know what his face would be like. "And we have both hurt each other just as deeply. I hope you can forgive me." I said, and I truly did. I hoped that he could forgive me for everything I had done to him in the past – note how I said past, not present.

"Like I have a choice, Sookie. You are the love of my life." Bill said, and I was nearly sick but I managed to stop the bile from rising in my throat long enough to choke out a reply.

"I know" I said, and I could feel through the bond that Eric and I shared that he was feeling hurt, rejected and sad, but I hoped that I could improve his melancholy mood with my next words. "This just makes this that much harder," and instantly I was hit with a wave of hopefulness coming from Eric, and I turned to smile at him before walking back over to him once again.

"If I am really honest, it just wasn't sweet, innocent, goofy Eric that I fell in love with. As viscous and untrustworthy as you can be, there is a goodness in you" I said, and the expression that crossed Eric's face looked like he couldn't believe what was happening. "And that breaks my heart, because I have always wanted you." I finished.

Eric just gave me another one of his genuine smiles. "You won't be sorry." He said.

"I know I won't … baby" I said, and stretched up to kiss him. Our lips met in a rough but still passionate kiss. My fingers entangled in Eric's hair as he wrapped his arms around my waist. Bill just stood there, expressionless and unmoving. Very quickly, Eric slid his tongue along my lower lip, seeking entrance which I readily gave to him. I couldn't help the moan that escaped from my lips and I was met by a groan erupting from Eric's mouth, and in just that second, my underwear was completely and utterly soaked, and I was able to feel Eric's rather prominent erection digging into me. I began to grind myself against him eliciting yet another groan from him, but all too soon, he pulled away, and I growled immediately missing him.

Eric just smirked, "Are you mine, Sookie?" he asked.

"Yes, Eric … I am yours. I love you." I told him, staring straight into his eyes. I felt a gush of wind, and I looked around, seeing that Bill had left the room.

"I am yours too, Lover. I love you too" he replied, and I smirked, reaching forward to touch his erection. The growl that came from Eric's throat was second only to lions mating in the Sahara, and a grin spread across my face as a wicked idea came crossed my mind, and even though I had never ever done it before, I found myself even wetter with anticipation, if that were even possible.

And so … do we like? Should I continue?

And, what do you think Sookie is planning on doing? Review to let me know ….