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Nights in the clearing

Hurt

Jacobs POV:

"Edward! Please, stop it!" I whimpered.

"Why should I? I know, what´s going on in your mind, you want me" he said as he smiled at me viciously. He pressed me against a rock in the middle of the clearing; I had no chance to defend myself, even if I had tried.

His hand on my hot body felt icy, I looked into his face – his beautiful, perfect face with these gorgeous black eyes and wished he would not be so cruel. I thought about kissing his wonderful lips…

"Do not even think about it, mutt" he shouted "I will never kiss you!"

While he pushed me against the rock, he tore my pants and penetrated in me without any tenderness. He fucked me hard, did not care about breaking several of my ribs – again. I wanted to scream, I wanted to stop him but finally I gave up and let him do, whatever he wanted – like I did it every fucking night.

"Good dog" he whispered

Edward was my only thought and he knew it. He recognized that some of my ribs and my left arm were broken, but why should he care? He never cared about me, whether I feel good, or even Okay. He thinks only on his own pleasure. Knowing what will happen next, I closed my eyes. His sharp teeth dug in my neck and this time I really started to cry out loud. It hurt more, than the other times and while I tried to calm down a bit I realized, that tears ran down my cheeks – he noticed as well and like it forced him to hurt me even more his teeth pierced deeper into my flesh. I felt his arousal and despite all the hurt, I still wanted to give him everything.

The last thing I thought was Fine, at least I´m going to die in his arms then everything gets dark and I passed out.

When I awoke I was alone. It had to be early afternoon. God, I was unconscious for hours. My broken ribs are on their right place again and onto my neck I had a brand new mark – reminds me that I am his, now and forever. Fucking imprint

Why must he find out? Three month ago he saw it in my mind – only one little thought – and everything changed Fucking mind reader

Every night, he wanted me to come to "our clearing" and in the beginning, I really believed this will be perfect, only he and I, two people sharing something special. But it isn´t perfect

I´m drawn to him, I´m fallen for him, he is the one and only – my imprint. I tried hard to show him my love, to proof that it will be the best for him to be with me. That I will be whatever he wanted me to be. So, three month later I know exactly what he wants Sex and blood. He is not the gentleman Bella think he is. He is cruel and demonic – at least to me.

And what am I doing? Love him

I will fight it You can´t

I will never come back to this place You will

I will life without that freaking, glorious leech Edward

I ran back to La Push, and will stay there foolish

The first night without seeing him made me feel agony even when he hurts me again and again I`m destined to love him again fucking imprint I tried to get things clear in my mind go to him I wrote down what I would tell him if he would talk to me – what he never will do and if, only to order me what to do or to insult me – it made me feel a little better.

The next day I went to the clearing and posted my message on one of the huge trees there. I phased and ran back home as fast as I could.

Never again, I promised myself Liar