I do not own Naruto. I hope you guys like this story. Sorry for spelling errors.

Being able to protect my friends.

That is my dream.

It's not a real dream, but it was the only dream I could come up with for someone like me.

I never want them to get hurt anyways.

I wanted to protect them from the people that came after me.

But how can I protect them when they are in danger of getting hurt from me.

I had to learn to control the power that I have been burdened with.

I have two of my friends, one that was very close to me and one that is like a brother, that could understand my burden and pain because one was burdened with the same thing I am, and the other could understand my pain. But I want someone who could understand the two together with me.

Blood. Violence. Pain.

Those were all that I have come to know. The world that I have come to see it.

The word happiness is no longer in my vocabulary. Or a thing I have no hope to feel.

All I feel is regret, coldness, and the pain that I receive, cause, and endure all alone.

I endure it all for my friend's. At least that's what I tell myself.

I am a hero.

I am a monster.

And love in my life?

What love?

Who needs love?

I do.

I did love once.

I once thought it could solve all the problems. But I was wrong.

I thought my life would change for the better.

But that was when I was younger.

Now it's all gone.

But even though I have all the pain and burdens I have now I'm still a fighter.

I will regain all I have lost.

My feelings.

My happiness.

My love.

My life.

Life is full of unexpected things. I knew that things would change sooner or later. This I expected.

But I never expected they would change so soon. For my life to change so drastically.

How I would be saved from my darkness.

And how it all started with a Monday in September.

And by someone I never would have suspected.

I knew the risks, pain, and burdens that I would have to endure if I wanted to go down the path that I wanted to go down.

The people that I call friends, that introduced to that path, endured it.

But my family wouldn't like the path I have chosen.

Mainly my father.

Fortunately he didn't know.

Because it was already too late. My friends and I chose our path at an early age.

My friends and I already endure a lot of pain and burdens down the path we chose.

But mostly I did.

After all, doesn't the leader endure most of the pain.

That also made me the target of our group.

But the pain and burdens made me who I was, but mostly my friends did.

I chose to endure most of the pain and burdens my friends would have had, but I also wanted to protect them from the pain. But also for the people I would be helping.

That's what pushed me. To fight the pain for all of them

But also my dream pushed me too.

Even though I might not be able to reach my dream I would still like to try to pursue it.

But it is also a dream that my dad also doesn't like.

No one really understands my pain and burdens.

My pain that I have endured.

And the burdens of protecting my friends and secrets.

I want someone that understand them together.

But I have the love of my friends and sister helping me with the pain.

Maybe not the burdens and most of the pain, but their love helps a little.

But I didn't know my life would change because of someone tipping off my dad.

I thought my world would crumble, but it didn't.

I never expected to be saved from my darkness.

I also never expected to be saved by the someone that saved me.