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I ruin I ruin I ruin, Lovino thought as he pushed the razor deeper into his scarred and bloody arm. His name was Lovino, from rovino which was from rovinare,"to wreck or collapse", to ruin. He was to be hated for his entire life. His grandfather reminded him of that every single day. Of course, it would also help if his grandfather didn't own several fucking strip clubs where everyone was beautiful and perfect, on the outside at least. Then again, Lovino was just as bad as them, inside, and especially out.

He avoided mirrors whenever possible. He had dark brownish auburn hair that hung limply with a wild curl dangling to the side. His dull hazel eyes were dark and unwelcoming. His little brother on the other hand, had golden, honey brown hair and warm, innocent eyes. He had an easy, friendly smile and a forever light and happy demeanor. Even his name, Feliciano from "felice" meant "happy one". Lovino was always cold and sharp tongued. He wasn't easy to like, unlike Feliciano, even if it was a stranger.

Lovino hissed as an old wound opened again (wait, why would it hurt anyway? Wasn't he just mutilating himself even more?). A bit of his blood dripped onto the carpet. The carpet was a dark red anyway, so it didn't matter. Even if it wasn't, no one would notice or care anyway. Somebody knocked on the door and Lovino scrambled to the connecting bathroom.

"Fratello? Can I come in?" It was Feli.

"Uh, yeah. I'm in the bathroom though."

"Oh that's okay. I just wanted to ask you if you could drive me to the store. I need to get school supplies but Grandpa is too busy."

Lovino wouldn't do this for anyone but his little brother, even if he hated him sometimes. He wouldn't let Feli drive himself either. He was a horrible driver and Lovi didn't want to risk his beautiful Ferrari. Even if his entire family hated him, at least they were rich enough for Lovi to buy whatever he wanted.

"Yeah, sure. Be ready in fifteen minutes."

"Veh~! Thanks fratello!"

Lovino heard him walk down the hall, then went back out into his bedroom, keeping his mangled arm out of the way. He rummaged in his side drawer for the bandages he kept there. The roll was almost completely gone. He wold have to get some more. He ripped a strip off with his teeth and skillfully wrapped his arm up. Then he changed into a leather jacket and skinny jeans. Even if it was only for school supplies, he should look good when going out.

Lovino grabbed his wallet and car keys from off of his desk. He also took his aviator shades, partly to cover his dark circles and partly just to look cool.

"Veh~ Fratello, you ready?" Feliciano called from the foot of the stairs.

"Yeah, I'm coming." Lovino walked quickly down the stairs, wincing as his arm accidentally brushed against the wall.

"Veh~, you okay?" Feli asked when he noticed Lovino flinch.

"Uh, I'm fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Mind your own business, dammit," Lovino said coldly.

Feli looked at him with his wide eyes filled with hurt. "O-Oh. Sorry fratello."

"It's okay... sorry..." Lovi muttered.

Feli and Lovi walked silently to the garage where they met their grandfather.

"Grandpa Romulus!" Feli yelled excitedly and jumped into his arms.

"Feli! My favorite grandson!" Romulus cried and embraced Feli happily. "What are you doing?"

"I'm going to get school supplies with Lovi."

"With Lovi?" Romulus said in a cold voice. "Do you want me to take you?"

"Nah, it's alright. I'm sure you're busy."

"Okay then." Romulus let go of Feli. When he walked past Lovi, he said quietly, "You better take care of him. Just because he may like you doesn't mean anyone else does."

Lovino walked past his grandfather with no expression on his face, but inside, he was crying.

PruHun (Elizaveta/Gilbert): The Way I Love You

Nordics (DenNor, SuFin) (Anders/Lukas, Berwald/Tino): The Things I'd Do for You)

HK/Taiwan (Leon/Mei): This Torn Heart I Have

USUK (Alfred/Arthur): The Hero I Need

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