A/N the amounts of reviews, alerts and favorites received for the last chapter completely blew me away so I've decided to add this chapter. Hope you will enjoy it.

Brittany's P.O.V

When you stop to think about it it's kind of funny how life works. One second you think you're happy and in love then something happens and make you question everything you know. I thought I was in love with Artie. Then Santana came along and changed everything. I smiled at the thought.

I knew what she had to do, probably before she even realized it. I just never expected to feel like this when she told me. The funny thing is I'm not even sure how I feel. I know I'm sad but it's like the sadness just reached a whole new level. The smile I was wearing a couple of seconds ago disappeared as soon as it appeared.

Santana was leaving today but she didn't want me there. She didn't want to say goodbye to me. I probably should be happy to know that but that feeling I had kept me from it.

I was walking around town trying to fight the urge to go to her house. We had spent all last night together just cuddled up together, talking about nothing really serious and just enjoying being together. We both knew the year ahead would be hard and we just needed some time together before it all started. Before she left she kissed me so long and deep I found myself falling for her.

I found myself at the docks. Where it all started. I felt tears burning my eyes and I just fought them. I couldn't cry, I just wouldn't. I sat down and watch the waves crashing on the rocks. It looked so peaceful. The exact opposite of what I what I was feeling.

I heard footsteps coming closer and I looked up to see Quinn making her way towards me. She gave me a weak smile before sitting right next to me. She never said a word. She put her hand on my knee to let me know she was there for me.

Tears were running down my face at that point and I just let them.

Why did it felt like goodbye?