I do not own any of the lost girl cast even though I wish I did...lol...Anyways I hope you enjoy this first chapter. If you do please review so I know If I should continue or not.

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me

"Kenzi, come on. Everyone is at the Dal and you are not skipping out on us again." Bo called up to her friend and hoped like hell that Kenzi would actually break down and go.

Every since they had defeated the Garuda three weeks ago, Kenzi had slowly distanced herself from them all to the point to where her only contact with any of the group was only Bo. The others had all stopped by countless times to see the human among them and she had come up with excuse after excuse why she couldn't see any of them. Trick would stop by with top shelf liquor, Hale with the last game of robot hookers, and Dyson with pizza and wine but nothing seemed to catch Kenzi's interest.

"Bo, I just want to stay in tonight. You...you go ahead and go out. I'll be fine here by myself." Kenzi called down.

She was up in her room, the door locked just like it had been for the last few weeks. She bit her lip to stifle a groan as she rolled up her right sleeve to look at the orange/red tint of her arm. It had started out on her forearm with a dark purple and black spreading through her veins and across the rash, it had now spread up her arm and onto her shoulder. For weeks she had been doing some research from books that Bo had in her room when she began to study her race. For weeks she had come up with absolutely nothing. She squeezed her eyes shut to force away the tears that sprung to her eyes from the pain. She was pulled from her own misery when Bo started an assault on her door, by banging on it loudly with her fist. Kenzi pulled her sleeve back down and opened the door.

"I told you..." She was cut off when Bo grabbed her unaffected arm and dragged her out of the room.

Bo looked at Kenzi over shoulder and took in her attire as she lead her down the stairs. "Good, you're dressed. I would of hated to take you in pajamas." Kenzi was dressed in black jeans with black stiletto boots laced up to over her knee, with a red long sleeve shirt and a black tank-top over that.

Kenzi groaned as she realize that Bo had resorted to abduction to get Kenzi to come out. Her pleas were ignored as she was forced into the car and before she could get out, Bo was in the car and starting the ignition. She was ignored all the way to the bar until she had not choice but to follow the succubus into the Dal. It was Saturday night and the bar was full with its usual crowd.

"Kenz, I'm going to go find the others so go get us some drinks." She watched Bo turn to walk away but just as quickly she turned back. "If you leave I will kick your ass," and then she was gone.

Kenzi frowned and went over to the bar, she didn't even have to wait. Trick had spotted her as soon as she appeared and he came over with a big smile.

"Nice to see you again, Kenzi." He told her.

"You too, Trickster. Sorry I've been absent for awhile, I know it was dull without me." She said, forcing a smile not wanting to let anyone know that something was wrong.

"Well my top shelf stayed stocked." He laughed as he filled up four beers and some shots for Kenzi. "I'll have the waitress bring these over. Dyson and Hale are at the pool table." He told her before moving off to tell the waitress about their drinks.

Kenzi took off to the pool table pushing past the crowd and almost screaming as her right side was repeatedly hit, causing her pain to grow. "I definitely need a drink" She whispered to herself as she got to the table.

"Lil momma." Hale said loud to be heard over the noise. He walked over to her and just like they always, one of their handshakes commenced.

She laughed when they finished and hugged Hale. She may have protested to coming out but she had to admit that it felt good to be back among friends. Dyson grinned when he saw Kenzi walk over to them, he had to admit to himself that he had missed the human while she was staying away. He didn't realize fully how much she was an asset to his life until she wasn't in it. He knew she was important to him, especially after all she had done for him but now he knew just how important. She looked up from talking to Hale and caught his gaze, she smiled at him and walked over.

"Hey, wolf-man" She said, using one of the many nicknames that she had given him.

"Hi, human." He smirked as he hugged her and that was when it hit him.

He inhaled deeply catching her usual scent of almond and black cherries like a sweet amaretto, but mixed with it was the heavy scent of death. Worry lanced through him and he gripped her tighter against him. He didn't realize how long he was standing there just holding her but it was broken when Hale cleared his throat, causing Dyson to look at him. He saw Hale and Bo looking at him strangely, his gaze went down to Kenzi and she was looking up at him to. She searched his eyes as he searched her blue-gray gaze, he saw the confusion there and then worry, that lead to understanding. A sad smile appeared on her lips as she whispered so only he could hear... "You know..." It wasn't a question but a statement. He released her and cleared his throat before reaching for his drink. He couldn't talk to her now but he would soon.

The night progressed with no more confused gazes or long hugs. The gang played pool, caught up, and drank till their hearts content. Bo had called Lauren to come down and they left a short time after she arrived, Hale and Dyson promised they would get Kenzi home safely. Eventually Hale got caught up with that waitress he would meet off and on which left just Dyson and Kenzi. Dyson didn't bring anything up about what he had learned, he just continued to have a good time with the tiny human until Trick called last call.

"Come on, Kenz. Time to get you home." He told her, she nodded and followed him out to his car without saying a word. They stayed quiet all the way to the shack and even still as he walked her up.

Kenzi lead Dyson inside the shack she shared with Bo, and walked over to the counter where she saw a note from Bo. She read over it before turning to Dyson.

"Looks like Bo, decided to crash at Lauren's." She told him.

"Good. We need to talk." He told her, never one for many words or to beat around the bush.

"I know...but Dyson you have to promise not to get mad."

"Mad?" He asked perplexed. "Why would I get mad, Kenzi?"

He watched confused as she shook her head before catching hold of the hem of her shirt and lifting it up and over her head. She dropped it onto the counter, leaving her top half only in a strapless bra with red lace around the top . Dyson swore under his breath before walking over to stand directly in front of her. The wolf inside him howled as anger and sorrow warred within him. He held his hand out and gently guided his finger tips from where the harsh colors stood out stark against her alabaster skin. He started at her wrist, examining ever part of the deadly mark all the way up till he got to the top of her right breast. Kenzi shuddered under his touch, but she couldn't tell if it was from worry and pain or...something else entirely. She looked up at him and saw the worry in his blue eyes, clearing her throat past the lump in her throat she broke the silence.

"I'm dying, Dyson...aren't I?" she asked quietly, though deep down she knew the answer. She just needed to hear it confirmed.