A/N: So the poll I put up had a tie between Mreg AU and Mpreg in show times, so I'm doing both! Merthur is my baby soo more than happy to do two! The other has also been posted. Enjoy..;)
Disclaimer: I don't own Merlin, if I did Merthur would exist!:P
Warnings: MalexMale, Mpreg and swearing (No slash yet I will put up a huge warning)
"Will you be my Queen Guinevere?"
"Arthur..but I'm not-"
"I don't care if your not a real princess, you are one to me"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes" he chuckled
"Then yes Arthur, I'd love to be your Queen" she smiled wrapping her arms around his neck and pulling him into a kiss.
"We will have a celebration tonight and in the morning Camelot will have a Queen" he beamed ignoring the undescribable feeling invading him gut
"I love you Arthur"
"I love you Guinevere" he whispred back kissing her once again.
That night like Arthur had said there was celebrations, everyone was excited about the royal engagement. Well nearly all... Merlin had been by Arthurs side for over four years and loved him for most of them. The point when he realised was probley when Arthur went against Uther to save him after he drank the poison from the goblet. Which is why he felt so awful thinking about the envy he had for Gwen even though she was such a good friend to him. She was so sweet and he knew how much she loved Arthur but it didn't make the hurt go away.
"Merlin?"
"Yes Gaius?" he said shaking his head and pushing the thoughts away.
"Are you quite alright?"
"Yes of course why wouldn't I be?" Merlin said trying to convince the older man but failing miserably
"You know it amazes me that you think you can lie to me" Gaius said looking Merlin dead in the eye
"It's not something that can be helped"
"Would it be because a certain King is about to marry?"
"How did you know?"
"I might be old but I'm not blind"
"I hate myself for feeling this way but-"
"You can't help the way you feel my boy. After all you and him would have died for each other and I'm sure he still would"
"I know" Merlin sighed
"Attention everyone" Arthur shouted calling the rooms attention "I'd like to thank you all for helping me celebrate the happiest day of my life and I'd like you all to raise your glasses to Guinevere"
"To Guinevere" the room echoed in unison all holding up their glass. Merlin at this point had begun to cry but thankfully the shadows were he was stood made it hard to tell.
"Merlin, why don't you go to the Kings chambers and prepare his clothes the party shall be over soon"
"I can't, there's no one to take over my duties here"
"I'll do it" Gaius said holding out his hand for the pitcher of wine Merlin was holding
"I can't ask you to do that"
"Well you can either do this or explain to Arthur why you've been crying?" the physician asked cocking an eyebrow
"Thank you" Merlin whispered handing him the wine and rushing out the hall. He ran towards his masters chambers and once inside burst into floods of tears. He knew the day would eventually arrive when he would need a queen to produce and heir but it just came around quicker than he'd have liked it too. He sat and sobbed and sobbed for so long he lost track of time, he did eventuall get up and pulling back the Kings sheets before looking in his wardrobe for the correct cerimonial clothes. Suddenly the door opened and Arthur walked in, "There you are Merlin"
"I was just finding you clothes for tomorrow and then I'll be going"
"Are you alright?" Arthur asked when he heard a crackle in his manservants voice
"I'm fine sire, how are you?"
"You can't lie to me Merlin, now tell me what's that matter?" Arthur pushed walking towards the other boy.
"Do you need to wear anything specific?"
"I'm ordering you to stop what your doing turn around and tell me what had happened"
"Nothing happened I'm just tired" the dark haird boy protested hoping Arthur didn't force him to turn around. But he wasn't that lucky, Merlin jumped when he felt a hand on his shoulder and it pulling him. He tried to not to but Arthur was much stronger than him. Whenthe blonde yanked him round and saw the tear tracks that still marked Merlins face he sighed and asked again what was wrong with him. Merlin just stayed silent wanting nothing more than to run away from the King.
"Did someone hurt you?"
"No"
"You leave half was through my engagement feast, I come to my room to find you crying and you expect me to believe nothing is wrong with you?"
"Yes" Merlin answered
"Fine, you do realise that you just lied and defied a direct order from the king?"
"You can't order me to tell you something" he snapped, it coming out harsher than the big eared boy intended
"Your my friend yet you won't tell me? We have differnet definitions of the word apparently" Arthur said the hurt in his voice clear.
"For fucks sake Arthur! Do you really want to know what's the matter with me? And before you answer you better be damn sure because I'm 100% sure that your going to hate me afterwards"
"Yes Merlin I'm sure! Like I've said your my friend, I could never hate you" Arthur said looking slightly shocked at Merlins outburst
"I left the feast because I can't bare to watch you with Gwen! I cried because I don't want to loose the person I love most in the entire world!"
"If you have feelings for Gwen I'm not going to hate you for it, she's a beautiful woman"
"It's not Gwen I love you clotpole! It's you!" Merlin shouted tears streaming down his face. Arthur just stared wide eyed not entirely sure what to say...
A/N: Thank you for reading and don't forget to review! :) xoxoxo