A/N: so after some of the reviews I got saying to continue this story I decided why the hell not. I originally made for this just to be a one-shot cause I was pretty bored and felt like writing something. But now I'm continuing it so yay for having to worry about another story to update. Well I'm kind of rambling so on with the story.
The Beginning chapter 2
The atmosphere in the Host Club was a bit different the next day, but it's not like you could tell unless you were looking for it. The Hitachiins could tell though because they were the ones that were causing it.
The way they looked into each other's eyes, was a bit off. The lines they rehearsed for the act were a bit off. There was now a secret tension between the two when they held each other's faces close. Such simple petty things, but yet these were the makings of crumbling walls to their sacred world.
Would they say anything to each other about these things? Definitely not, they both felt as if they were already treading on thin ice with one another. One wrong turn and it would shatter, of course though they were over exaggerating things in their head as always. It's not like they knew any better though.
There was a pregnant silence in the limo on the way home from school; this seemed to happen on occasion. In their room Kaoru sat at their desk with a yoyo and Hikaru was on their bed.
"So Kaoru, how's that tutor in math thing going for ya?" Hikaru asked leaning against the headboard.
Kaoru rolled his yoyo up and down, "Oh you know its going."
"That's good," Hikaru trailed off.
Then Kaoru let his yoyo hang to the floor and huffed loudly, "Listen Hikaru are we just going to pretend like nothing happened last, cause I'm just wondering is all."
Hikaru's lips formed a thin line and his eyes drooped a little, "I've got no idea what you're talking about. Honestly Kaoru sometimes you're so confusing." Kaoru rolled his eyes a little at Hikaru's stubbornness. By the way he acted he could tell he didn't want to talk or even think about last night.
"Alright Hikaru, I see how it is," Kaoru sighed and started to get his homework out of his bag. He tensed when Hikaru came up from behind and wrapped his arms around his neck.
"What's with that pouty face is someone upset?" Hikaru spoke to him in a baby voice.
Kaoru clenched his fists and spoke quietly, "Please don't treat me like a god damned child Hikaru."
Hikaru narrowed his eyes at him, "I will if you act like one. You are my younger brother after all." Kaoru started to shrug him off; Hikaru took the hint and left him.
"You're the one acting like a child," Kaoru mumbled to himself.
The slight bitterness towards each other continued on throughout the day. Hikaru lied awake at night unable to sleep.
He turned to look at Kaoru, "Kaoru are you awake?" Kaoru shifted slightly but didn't answer. "Kaoru," Hikaru pressed on.
He gave up and rolled over to face Hikaru, "What is it?"
Hikaru blushed but made sure his face was hidden by the covers. "About last night..." he trailed off.
Kaoru suddenly completely forgot about his tiredness and gave Hikaru his full attention, "Go on."
"Yeah I think we should just forget about it. I mean it would be fun to do stuff like that every once in awhile, wait no that made me sound like a jerk. What I meant was uh... God I'm sorry I swear this sounded better in my head," Hikaru continued to ramble on.
Kaoru frowned a bit and put a finger up to his lips, "Just stop talking Hikaru."
Hikaru blushed and laughed, "Yeah, yeah I'll do that….. Man I shouldn't have stayed up so late. I'll never be able to wake up in the morning."
Kaoru smiled at him, "We don't have school tomorrow you dunce, it's the weekend."
"Right I knew that…. Um yeah, goodnight Kaoru," he surprisingly took Kaoru into his arms and drifted off to sleep with Kaoru following along.
Hikaru woke up in the morning to find Kaoru gone, but he heard the shower running so he assumed he was in there. The bathroom door opened and Kaoru came out with a towel around his waist. He walked over to his dresser only to find one of his drawers empty.
"Hikaru, do you have any boxers I can borrow," Kaoru said turning to look at him.
Hikaru smirked and pointed to the ones below his waist, "Why don't you come get em'?"
Kaoru feigned an amused look, "Ha-ha very funny, but I meant do you have any clean ones I can borrow."
"Aw Kaoru you're no fun," Hikaru pouted.
"Well do you Hikaru?" Kaoru asked again.
Hikaru huffed, "Yeah, you know what drawer they're in."
"Thanks," he said grabbing a pair. He started to take off his towel but Hikaru stopped him, "Whoa whoa you're just going to strip right in front of me. Have you no decency?"
"It's not like it's something you haven't seen before," Kaoru replied dryly and continued to strip.
"Whatever," Hikaru turned his head away, but secretly watched him change from the corner of his eye.
'He's trying to be a fucking cock tease cause he's angry about yesterday. What was I supposed to say to him? That I fucking loved what we did the other night and that we should continue to try and have hot crazy sex whenever possible. No that would scare the shit out of him and besides I don't want him to get wrapped up in that kinda nonsense. He's too good for that,' Hikaru thought to himself.
"Did you hear me Hikaru," Kaoru said snapping his fingers in his face.
"What? Sorry no I was thinking about something," Hikaru replied.
"I said it's your turn to take a shower. Pay attention, would ya?" Kaoru stated in annoyance.
"I don't feel like taking one right now," he said stubbornly.
Kaoru looked him up and down, "You should you look like hell."
"You do realize we're identical right? Saying that to me is like saying it to yourself," Hikaru grumbled.
"Well I already took a shower so I'm nice and clean, but you on the other hand are not," Kaoru stuck his tongue out at him.
"I'll take one if you come with me," Hikaru grinned.
"What don't you understand about me saying I already took one and we're not 5 anymore you can take a shower by yourself," Kaoru flopped himself on the bed.
"But it's so boring," Hikaru whined.
"Get over yourself," Kaoru said throwing a pillow at his face.
Hikaru grunted and got off the bed to go take a shower. A little bit later Kaoru heard Hikaru call out his name from inside the bathroom.
"What is it Hikaru," he yelled back to him.
"You used all the body wash," Hikaru complained.
"Yeah and your point is?" Kaoru asked with indifference.
"Go get me some more out of the closet," Hikaru demanded.
"Maybe I would if you asked a little nicer," Kaoru said while flipping through a magazine on their bed.
He heard Hikaru groan, "Fine, would you please go get me some more."
"See now, was that so hard?" Kaoru teased while going to the closet. He went into the bathroom to find Hikaru poking his head outside the shower curtain and reaching his hand out for the bottle.
"Ah ah ah, what do you say?" Kaoru asked.
Hikaru rolled his eyes, "Would you just fucking give it to me."
Kaoru feigned a hurt expression, "And to think I went and got you this out of the goodness of my heart and this is how you repay me."
Hikaru growled, "Thank you Kaoru."
Kaoru smirked and handed him the body wash, but Hikaru grabbed his arm instead and yanked him in.
"Gah, Hikaru you dumbass! Now my clothes are all wet," Kaoru complained and tried to get out, but Hikaru stopped him.
"Well maybe if you hadn't provoked me," Hikaru stated.
"I was just trying to teach you some manners for Christ sake," Kaoru crossed his arms.
"Bullshit," Hikaru glared at him.
"Would you just let go of me so I can leave?" Kaoru glared back.
"I can't now you'll get the floor sopping wet with your soggy clothes," Hikaru pointed out.
"God you're so incorrigible," Kaoru told him as he began to rid himself of his uncomfortable wet clothes.
"Don't use words I can't understand," Hikaru pointed at him in annoyance.
Once Kaoru rid himself of his clothes he opened the curtain and searched around for a towel. Hikaru grabbed a hold of his arm again, "Wait don't go."
Kaoru turned to stare at him with malice. "What? What is it that you want from me?" Kaoru yelled at him.
Hikaru winced from the loudness of his voice but decided to go for it anyway. He pulled Kaoru into a kiss and grabbed onto him for dear life. Kaoru's eyes widened in shock as Hikaru pinned him against the shower wall.
Kaoru moaned as Hikaru started to grind against him, loving the friction he got from it. Hikaru's tongue was probing everywhere inside his mouth, not being able to control himself. He started trailing kissed down his neck and chest and went to suck on his nipples.
Kaoru tried to hold back his moans, "Are you forgetting what you said last, to just forget about this."
Hikaru ignored his comment and dropped to his knees to face Kaoru's arousal. Kaoru threw his head back in pleasure as he felt Hikaru's mouth around him sucking and licking everywhere. Yet Kaoru knew where this was leading to and regrettably pushed Hikaru off him. Hikaru's lust filled eyes held confusion as Kaoru sighed.
"Don't fucking do this to me Hikaru. Don't be all like let's just pretend this never happened and then come crawling back when you're feeling horny. You're acting like a pathetic dog in heat and I don't want any part of it. Talk to me when you can get your emotions in check," Kaoru shook his head as he exited the shower. Hikaru just sat there on the shower floor stunned by what Kaoru has said.
Kaoru put new clothes on and dropped onto the bed with his brows furrowed in frustration. Hikaru came out a bit later already dressed and asked Kaoru what was for lunch.
Ah yes this was the beauty of the Hitachiin's world, the ability to not acknowledge anything they didn't want to. It seemed Hikaru didn't want to acknowledge that little incident in the shower and just like that it was like it never even happened.
"I don't know you should go ask one of the Chef's," Kaoru replied looking through his magazine from earlier.
"Nah, how about we go play some video games?" Hikaru offered with his hand outstretched.
Kaoru shrugged and took his hand, "Yeah alright."
A/N: So um yeah sorry if this sucked I wrote it at like 4:00 in the morning and my brain wasn't functioning properly. I re-read it when I woke up and was like what the hell was I thinking, but just decided to go with it anyway. Hope you enjoyed. Review please!