AN: Ok so my readers that follow my stories are going to hate me but also love me. You're going to hate me, because once again I am starting a new story instead of finishing the ones I have. However, you're going to love me because it's a new story. It's a short start I'm tired my brain doesn't work after doing homework all day. So this is a short chapter just like the start of what will be very interesting.

Warnings: Rape (Of Course it wouldn't be one of my stories without it) some beatings, maybe a touch of drugs not sure yet. Definitely Angst going to have it as a Spencer/Derek relationship but it will be completely big brother/little brother relationship.

Summary: Reid is still in his young age of twenty-three where he has only been in the BAU for just over a year. He has an interesting past that comes back to haunt him when the one man he thought he would never have to see again comes into the BAU. This man got him where he is now, but it wasn't for free and with him now being back it will leave him destroyed. Can Morgan figure out what is going on with Reid all of a sudden before he completely hits rock bottom?

Chapter 1

It had been a long day they were in Memphis on a case. The cases seemed to be getting harder and harder on Spencer who had just turned twenty-three last week. He was still considered to be the rookie in the BAU even though he had been there for just over a year now. At one point Hotch had brought him into his office to talk to him about him still being on probation. He had done everything he could to get Reid to understand that it had nothing to do with his abilities at all. Hotch had made several comments about the skills and knowledge that he was a great assets to the team. Hotch also wanted to make it clear that the probation was strictly because of his age. He had expressed his concerns to Reid about him seeing things at too young of an age where it would burn him out and make him walk away. Which was something Hotch didn't want nor did he want to even risk Reid truly was a great asset to the team. Which is why he had kept Reid from some crime scenes that were too gory for someone his age, especially with his eidetic memory.

The case that they were currently working on was definitely one of the more disturbing cases that Reid had seen since being in the BAU. He had been allowed more access to crime scenes in the last little while. He was thankful to be back home and finished yet another case with the BAAU. When he first went into the FBI Academy he didn't even think he would survive. If you had told him that he would be a BAU Profiler straight out of the academy he wouldn't have believed you. Though he didn't get there on his own it was the word of Jason Gideon that had gotten him in the position that he was in. Gideon who was not there on his first day or any other day after that. Right when Reid started Gideon had taken some personal time and he had yet to return. Though Reid would never say it out loud but he was thankful that Gideon was no longer there. Tomorrow was a new day and another set of case files to go through. After putting his bag away and repacking his go bag with new clothes he grabbed a book and curled up in his bed.

The next morning Reid got up and did his normal routine. He put the coffee on, took a shower and got ready to go. He had to take the subway his car still wasn't done yet. He had been working on it whenever he got the chance to after work. It was his mother's old classic car and when it was done it would look good at least to Reid. He didn't know much about cars and how they should look, but he did have a doctorate in engineering so he could build one. What the social convention of how it should look for cool wise he had no idea but it would work to drive around in. He walked into the BAU and was greeted by Morgan.

"Hey kid how was your night?"

"Good yours?"

"Not too shabby there's nothing like sleeping in your own bed."

"Who is Hotch talking to?"

"I don't know he's been in there with someone before I got in. Maybe we got a new guy."

Reid went and sat down at his desk he said hello to Elle and JJ as they came in. Half an hour later Hotch's office door finally opened and he walked out with a man behind him. Reid felt his heart go into his throat. He couldn't believe who was here this wasn't happening this couldn't be happening. Yet this was happening right in front of his face with each step they took towards them. The rest of his team members were smiling and already moving towards the two men. After they all said hello the man moved towards Reid he had a smile on his face.

"Hey Reid it's been a while."

"H…hey Gideon"