Heart of darkness

~~by Chibinelly~~

Rating : M ( NC 17+ )

Warnings: Lemon, language and dark Endymion. Definitely not for kiddies and readers who can't handle an antagonistic hero.

A/N : I've always lamented at the lack of dark Endymion stories in fanfiction so I decided to write one of my own ! I would really appreciate feedback and constructive criticisms in order to develop my writing style, grammar and spelling.

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Usagi woke up for the second time during the night. She was unable to sleep and every time she woke up she felt the tremendous pain and anguish deep in her heart. Her slender hand went to futilely calm her heaving chest as her swollen cornflower blue eyes filled with tears again making her vision blurry and fuzzy.

"Mamoru" she mumbled as more tears ran down her rosy cheeks. Why, why did she failed to protect him? She stands for love and justice but she was even,unable protect the only man she loved. How hypocritical of her! She was worthless, unfit to carry the name of the sailor senshi "Sailor Moon". Unfit to be the moon princess and unfit to be worthy of the power bestowed upon her! It was because of her own fault that the dark kingdom took her prince! If she hadn't been so weak and pathetic she would have been able to use the silver crystal's power to protect him for once in her life from the clutches of evil, as he has done to her, numerous times.

She dragged her feet to her chin and started to sob uncontrollably. At the sound of her heart-wrenching sobs the black cat with a crescent mark on her forehead woke up.

Luna went to Usagi's feet and rubbed herself against her them in an attempt to make her feel better. Usagi's big blue cornflower eyes met down to meet with Luna's concerned red ones. "Sorry for waking you up Luna" she mumbled. "Usagi !" Luna said helplessly , unable to clam the princess. The black cat recognized the look of self loathing in her defeated eyes. She was blaming herself again. "It's not your fault Usagi. Please don't blame yourself" she said but it didn't have the expected effect on the blond senshi.

"No Luna ! It was all my fault Luna ! Mamoru is gone because of me If I had been a moment too soon, I would have , I…would have been able to save him" she said and swallowed another sob.

"We'll get the Prince back Usagi-chan. I will promise you ! We will do everything in our power to get him back ! Luna said in an unwavering and resolute tone red eyes burning with determination.

Usagi just scratched the black cat under her chin and fell back into her pillows again offering her no response. Luna signed and curled under Usagi's feet again.

Usagi struggled to get back some sleep. After several attempts she slowly swept back to the blissful dream where everything concerned very handsome dark haired upperclassmen who took pleasure in tormenting her verbally.

Another blast of dark energy started to break Mamoru's strong defenses .The prince fought it resolutely with a powerful single-minded determination not to give in to this pleasurable dark sensation of power. No he would not give into Metallia ! He won't let it wipe out his memories and fill him up with darkness.

"Serenity ! " he whispered again and again remembering their beautiful stolen moments of forbidden love and passion. His beautiful princess, his wonderful Odango Atama, his Usagi no his Usako, his little bunny. "Usako !" he cried out, gradually weakening mental defenses fighting another blast of powerful dark energy.

Queen beryl hissed in displeasure as her dark-haired prince murmured that wretched moon princess's name again and again. No matter how much dark power of Metalia she was feeding into his brain he seemed to resist it. Beryl expected this from Prince Endymion but she didn't expect him to resist the power this much. Throughout a long period of a week he resisted the dark energy, refusing to give in to the seductive darkness but to Beryl's satisfaction his resolve as well as strength to hold up up the darkness was gradually weakening.

He was very strong, the strongest of every other pure being she was able to brainwash. But she knew he would eventually give in, it only required time, effort and patience.

Watching this weakening resistance with an evil gleam she fed him another blast of dark energy, the strongest of Metalia's power to crumble all of Endymion's defenses. With the release of the powerful dark energy she staggered backwards and fell down.

Unable to resist such a strong blast of darkness Mamoru's gradually resisting resolve crumbled and the darkness began to fill every corner of his mind. "Usako !" he shouted again with the last amount of will-power as darkness fully enveloped his mind.

Usagi woke up with a gasp as she heard Mamoru call her name in such anguish, pain and love. No, it was not a dream. It was definitely his voice. Something happened to him, something evil ! A strange sense of foreboding filled her heart at this feeling. Something happened to her Mamoru, something dark, something wicked and malevolent.

Back at the very heart of the dark kingdom Prince Endymion opened his cold midnight blue eyes, which were of a comparatively darker shade than Chiba Mamoru's. He blinked a few times attempting to focus his blurry vision and was met with the colour of fiery red.

He sat up and groaned. His head felt like it was being hit a thousand times. 'Where am I?' he thought as his eyes adjusted to the darkness. 'Most importantly who am I?' Endymion thought blindly unable to recall anything relating to his identity. He couldn't even remember his own name.

He groaned and looked at the woman before him. "Prince Endymion" the woman murmured in a lusty tone. "Is that my name?" Endymion asked. The fiery haired woman before him nodded and her eyes glinted with evil pleasure.

"Where am I? Who are you? And why can't I remember anything" he demanded narrowing his eyes at the woman. "Oh Endymion it's terrible!" the woman moaned, throwing her hands around his neck. She started crying to his chest, tightening her grip around his neck.

"Do you really not remember me?" she asked stroking his face with long cold fingers and pressing her breasts against his chest. Endymion shook his head.

"Oh it's truly terrible! That wretched moon girl! She took away all your memories! Jealous little bitch! She couldn't stand the idea of us being happy together" Beryl cried playing the role of the victim.

Suddenly her mood shifted again ."You must get revenge Endymion. You must kill that moon brat for doing this to you. She has the silver crystal which can restore back all your memories. You must bring it back to me and we can be happy together" Beryl said with determination.

Endymion looked at her thoroughly. The woman looked demon-like but that didn't say she wasn't beautiful. Her figure was in fact alluring. Her breasts were gorgeous and he got a generous view of her cleavage through her low cut and very tight purple dress, which had a slit up to her upper thigh offering him a generous view of her thighs. He felt a twitching down in his lower regions responding to the scantily clad woman before him.

Queen Beryl watched with pleasure as Endymion eyed her figure appreciatively. Oh how long has she dreamed of him gazing her with his dazzling midnight eyes clouding with desire and now it was finally becoming a reality. She tightened her grip on his neck and one hand snaked down his chest towards his groin.

Her hand grasped his manhood and she was happy to find him aroused. Endymion groaned and threw the woman on the bed and got her under him in a brutal manner.

He brutally took pleasure out of her willing body. He enjoyed watching the red marks on her skin as he hurt her. His mind filled with pleasure as she responded with pain mingled pleasure to his brutal and ferocious thrusts.

Yes, his body did feel satisfied but there was something amiss. Something or rather someone whom he wanted, rather than this woman squirming and moaning his name underneath him, in pleasure. Since he had no other source he trusted what this woman told him. He's going to get back his memories. And if that meant killing this moon princess she was talking about and obtaining the silver crystal he would certainly do it. Furthermore, it would satisfy his sadistic thirst for bloodshed.