Last Chapter D: I hope you guys like it though. There are a few notes at the bottom for the sentences that have a * at the end of them, if you guys are interesting in reading my blabbering. Anyway, I'm gonna work on the sequel to this story and I'm naming it, Hating You. I hope you'll join me!
3 months later
"Flea!" Shizuo-chan calls out to me as I comb Shizzy-chan's fur while sitting under the shade. It's a nice summer day and Shizu-chan and I had decided to go out to the park with Shizzy-chan so we could soak in that wonderful sun and fresh air. I don't particularly enjoy getting sunburned though, which happens to me a lot since I'm quite pale so I stay put in the shade. Shizu-chan walks over and sets down the picnic basket I made him carry from my house. "You could have at least waited for me, louse." He says bitterly as he gives my head a good push. I push him away and continue to comb my little Shizzy-chan.
"Watch what you say, Shizzy-chan may attack without warning to protect his mommy~" I say as I pick Shizzy-chan up and shove him in Shizu-chan's face. "Rawr, I'm gonna nom your face off! Grr, I'm a scary ferocious rabbit! Feed me now!" Shizzy-chan suddenly sneezes cutely in Shizu-chan's face, probably answering my wishes. Shizu-chan quickly wipes his face to ride his face of Shizzy-chan's germs.*
Shizu-chan suddenly picks up a container from the picnic basket and opens it to reveal a blueberry, Shizzy-chan's favorite. Shizzy-chan goes crazy, already sniffing around for his sweet treat. He practically jumps on Shizu-chan to get his treat and even almost bites his fingers off.**
"Crazy savage! He gets that from you, you know!" Shizu-chan states as he protectively holds his hands. "Sheesh…So, what did you end up making?"
"Ah, I made some miso soup, some salad, some fatty tuna, and rice with vegetables. Oh and I made something special for dessert since you have a sweet tooth." I say as I scavange through the basket and take out the various containers. I take out Shizzy-chan's food bowl and begin to serve him first since he's just a small creature.
"Flea, that rabbit has food all around him. We're in the park for crying out loud; there's a ton of grass that little monster can eat." Shizu-chan says as he looks at me.
"No, Shizzy-chan can't eat that trash. I get him premium food." I say happily. I grab Shizzy-chan and put on his little suit I bought him (which is a bartender outfit) and clip it onto the leash that it came with. Shizu-chan just looks at me funny. "What?" ***
"You bought him a suit?" He asks as he laughs at Shizzy-chan.
"Don't laugh." I say with a pout. "He's gonna nom your face off if you keep laughing."
"I can't help it! Besides, why a bartender suit?" He says as he continues to laugh.
"He looks handsome. I bet you'd look great in one."
"Oh no, not again. Last time you said something like that, you fucking bleached my hair!" Shizu-chan says angrily. "I swear if you try to get me in one of those suits I will break your neck." I snort and pet Shizzy-chan.
"You're such a sweet talker, Shizu-chan." I say sarcastically as I roll my eyes. "Should you really be saying all those mean things to your lover~?"
"I can say whatever the fuck I want, flea." He says as he turns away from me. I suddenly see Shizzy-chan jump in Shizu-chan's lap and snuggles with him. "Gah! Get off."
"Heh, he must like your crotch." I say as I laugh.
"Shut the fuck up, there's people listening, you idiot!" Shizu-chan says as he blushes. He removes Shizzy-chan from his lap and shoos him away, but Shizzy-chan is feeling quite needy today so he just hops back into Shizu-chan's lap and tucks his feet under his body and relaxes. Shizu-chan sighs and gives up. I open the container with fatty tuna and fork a piece up and bring it to Shizu-chan's lips and wait for him to open his mouth. He looks at me questioningly and then allows me to feed him.
"How is it?"
"I'll have to admit, everything that you make is pretty good."
"Well, duh, I taught myself how to cook a long time ago so I'd make a good wife for you." Shizu-chan gives himself a face palm and looks at me with a grimace.
"You're still on that? I thought you forgot about that a long time ago." Shizu-chan says with an annoyed expression as he picks up his bowl of miso soup and eats it calmly without looking at me.
"Why would I forget my number one dream!" I say excitedly. "Shizu-chan is gonna propose to me very romantically, I can tell."
"In your dreams."
"Yes, but soon my dreams will become reality." I say knowingly. "Well…except for the one about mutant, talking banana monsters trying to eat me…that is just pure craziness. I must have had too much to eat that night. Must have given me nightmares."
"Ugh…I feel like I'm in a nightmare."
"Ah, come on Shizu-chan, I bet you're really eager to have a real sexy honeymoon and everything~"
"Shut the fuck up, I'm not a pervert!"
"Sure, sure." I say with a laugh. I kiss his cheek and begin eating half of the fatty tuna. Shizzy-chan stays asleep in Shizu-chan's lap as we continue our little date. "Hey, Shizu-chan…you know I really love you, right?" Shizu-chan blushes and nods. "And you love me too, right?"
"Yeah…I love you too, flea…" I smile and cling onto his arm. My lip quivers a bit, feeling a bit uneasy. I really do love Shizu-chan. I can't really remember a time when I was this happy. Shizu-chan might have our little spats and everything, but at the end of the day we're still lovers and we still love each other. I mean, we don't really fight, so much as bicker and it's more for my own entertainment than to cause Shizu-chan harm. I just like seeing him mad. He's cute when he gets mad, but what if all this suddenly wasn't possible anymore for any reason? It makes my stomach hurt. I really can't think of being without Shizu-chan. It's just a bit too unbearable to even think about. I hold onto him more tightly and feel tears start to emerge in my eyes. Shizu-chan, as if by having a sixth sense, lifts him head up so he can look into my eyes and wipes my tears away with his thumbs. "What's the matter?"
"Nothing…" I say with a laugh. "Ne, ne Shizu-chan can you kiss me…?" I say nervously. He smiles and ruffles my hair.
"You don't have to ask, I was already going to." He says before kissing my lips tenderly. I open my mouth to allow him to ravish me further. This feeling, it's overwhelming sometimes; the feeling of loving someone sometimes gets really strong. This feeling is getting stronger and I'm sometimes kind of hesitant to allow it to continue like this. It sometimes makes me feel like I'm gonna go crazy. Can something like this really engulf into such a intense lovesickness? I almost feel as though I'm getting lightheaded.
"Shizu-chan…" I say as he pulls away from our kiss. My heart says that I should tell him, but my head tells me not to. I'm not sure what I should do. Maybe I should just keep it to myself. I know it will hurt him much worse if I don't tell him, but it's better that way. "H-how about we eat that dessert?"
"That's the best thing I've heard you say today." Shizu-chan says with a smile. "Keep that up and might actually like hearing your annoying voice." He says as he kisses my head.
"Tada!" I say as I take the container with a cake inside and show it off to Shizu-chan. "I made it myself." Since Shizzy-chan is such an alert and curious creature (and not to mention he hears the sound of my voice and immediately associates that with food) his ears jolt up and he immediately hops side to side trying to get a better look at the cake I brought. "No, Shizzy-chan, you're much too fat to eat cake."
"That's because you spoil him."
"Nuh-uh." I say in defensively. "He was fat when you bought him for me."
"I'm not forgetful flea, Shizzy was in perfect weight before you stuffed him up. Are you going to eat him up or something?"
"No, I'd never do that!"
"Then why the fuck is he so fat?"
"Well…he gets into the pantries." I say nervously. "Look, enough about that. Let's just eat." I tie Shizzy to the tree and set down a plate with two strawberries that were on top of the cake. He gladly devours them down hungrily. Meanwhile, Shizu-chan and I indulge in the delicious cake I made. I don't really like sweets so I didn't make the cake cavity-sweet. It's bad for Shizu-chan to eat too much sugar anyway.
After a while, the food coma kind of sets in and we decide to just relax under the shade while we wait for the sunset. Shizu-chan puts his arm around me and sighs contently.
"Everyone's thinking that we're not gonna last…" Shizu-chan says out of the blue. "Shinra thinks the same thing. Celty says she believes we won't, but she's trying not to make me mad…"
"And what do you think…?"
"Honestly…" My lip kind of quivers as I wait for him to speak again. "I think we'll be together for a long time. Forever hopefully."
"You really think that?" I ask skeptically, not because it's stupid, but because he never really tells me things like this honestly. He usually says "Like hell we'll last, you're such an annoyance, you should be lucky I'm still around now." Or he'll sometimes say "Nothing lasts forever, except you being the damn flea that you are. One of us will probably get tired of the other sooner or later."
"Yeah, I know I sometimes say that I don't think that we will, but, to be honest, I really hope that we do." Shizu-chan says as he kisses my cheek. Shizzy-chan hops over to me and settles in my lap and licks my hand to taste my salty sweat, I presume. Shizu-chan leans over and pets Shizzy-chan with me and then kisses my lips softly before looking at the sunset.
"I really hope so too." I say back as I close my eyes and snuggle into his warmth. At that point, I gave up trying to tell him what I've want to say for weeks now. I know he'll hate me, but for now I just want to be with him.
A/N: *A rabbit does actually sneeze, when my Snowie-kun sneezes it's really cute. **Our doctor told us to feed Snowie-kun blueberries, he'll go crazy for anything sugary but we don't give him a lot, just a little. But he can sniff out the sweet stuff, trust me. ***In Japan there's some rabbit costume contest or something, type that into google and there will be some pictures of rabbits in cute little outfits. And at Petsmart there are some harnesses for rabbits, I do that for my Snowie-kun sometimes. It's really fun.
Anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed! I'm sorry it was kind of a cliffhanger, that's intentional for the sequel. I'm gonna give some props at the beginning of the sequel to some reviewers for giving me the idea for the sequel! You guys are awesome! Bye, see you in Hating You!