Addicted Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

OK NEW Story Folks! I really hope you like it! I had a dream the other night and I woke up really early and couldn't sleep so I have eight chapters wrote and edited already so please let me know what you think and leave me a review!

Addicted Chap 1

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BellaPOV

FLASHBACK
Bella, I don't want you to come with me...

Of course, I'll always love you… in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it's time for a change. Because I'm… tired of pretending to be something I'm not, Bella. I am not human...

I promise that this will be the last time you'll see me. I won't come back. I won't put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I'd never existed.

END OF FLASHBACK

As I woke with a start in the on call room of Richmond Hospital I felt cold, I always do after having that dream, I always feel cold and maybe it was because he left me in the Cold Ass Woods and I was near deaths door with fucking Pneumonia after Sam found me or maybe because that is how he makes me feel now, cold and empty...he has made me into this unfeeling person who on the outside is emotionally dead inside.

After Edward left me I kinda went off the rails a little, I graduated High School early and spent my entire year partying with the boys in La Push both before and after I found out they were wolves.

I am a recovering addict and the youngest Resident this hospital has ever seen, I am a kick ass OBGYN and Pediatric Surgeon I am amazing at my job and I know it. At 26 I am officially the youngest fifth year they have ever had even though it is a small town hospital I feel at home and successful and I need to get Edward Cullen out of my head...where was I?

Oh yeah...so after my burnout period I went on a bender and crashed my dads car, thankfully no charges were filed for reckless damages or any drugs charges, I think that was mostly due to my dad being the Chief and he knew how to sweet talk people. I had a pole through in insides and I had a full hysterectomy because the pole went right through my womb, so no babies for me.

A quick stint in rehab and I had came out awaiting an Offer from Stanford because when I was still sane I filled out the application on a whim. Medical School happened and because I went crazy and immersed myself in school I graduated really early and flew through my Residency.

It has made me stronger in the long run I mean Edward leaving was probably the best thing that could have happened because I am a fuck hot, kick ass surgeon.

I can honestly say I would not be like this if Edward was still here...I would be mousy and whiny and probably a vampire I am better off, so why does my chest hurt when I think about him?

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