Hey guys (: So, i`m in a lot better mood than I was during my birthday week. Thank you for the messages and the reviews that you guys wanted me to have some better days, i think your words worked (: Not only have I been having better days- I`ve been put onto a semi-modeling contract for SPLAT hair dye, I have a thing with an amazing guy- it`s long distance, but he`s incredible & treats me like a princess, I got a raise at work, and I was put into my town`s Local Booster Newspaper because I got a solo at the NAC (National Arts Center) With the UNISONG choir on Canada Day during the morning concert for the song Wood River!
So, things are getting a bit better (: .
anywho, for this KC, I`m going back in time of the glee seasons, back to the 2nd season actually! I didn`t sleep at all last night so i`ve been watching random episodes of the first and 2nd season (i own both, hehe) and I watched A Very Glee Christmas from season two, and there was a certain song Kurt&Blaine sang that got me thinking . I`m sure all you guys should know what it is ;)
So, Anyway, here it is ! This is kind of Blangsty a little, but it`s more about feelings.
`There`s bound to be talk tomorrow...`
I fell onto the couch on my knees, and he was there. His eyes, they were so deep and full of life and joy. I`d never seen them so brightly before. It was mesmerizing.
`Think of my life long sorrow...`
I leaned closer to him, glancing down at his lips, god, since when were they so full? He was leaning closer and I could feel his breath on my lips-
But he twirled away.
Blaine opened his eyes, groaning. He rolled off of his side and onto his back, staring up at the dark roof, his duet with Kurt singing Baby It`s Cold Outside running around in his head.
`What the hell happened? Honestly, when did Kurt become so... Gorgeous?`
Blaine blinked as that thought crossed his mind. He sat up, rubbing his eyes and leaned back on his left hand. He shivered as the cool air in the room hit his bare chest, and he shucked the blankets off his legs, leaning back against his pillows. He sighed softly and rubbed his forehead, his thoughts bombarding him.
`I know what that feeling was. I got butterflies when his hand brushed mine. I saw his eyes and my heart was pounding. I saw his lips and I just wanted to..`
Kiss him.`
Blaine froze and bit his lip. He closed his eyes, taking in a deep breath and letting it out.
It wasn`t like he`d never noticed how beautiful Kurt was before. Many of the Dalton boys appreciated Kurt`s beauty, even Blaine. But thinking about Kurt, and actually admitting things about Kurt felt different.
Felt real.
Blaine threw his legs over the side of his bed, leaning his elbows on his knees and putting his head in his hands, trying to figure everything out.
`Kurt`s always been beautiful. Kurt`s been my best friend for quite some time now. Since when have I been wanting to kiss Kurt..?`
Blaine`s stomach filled with butterflies as he thought about how close they had been today, and he shook his head, sitting up.
`No... No. Kurt was... He was just really hurt at his old school.. He doesn`t need that right now. He doesn`t need a guy who has no idea what he`s doing to be all over him.`
Blaine took in a shaky breath as he repeated the words in his head.
They hurt.
They really hurt.
`He... He doesn`t need me.`
This is kind of my idea of what Blaine was thinking the night he and Kurt sang Baby It`s Cold Outside. Thoughts? (: :D
-Echo.