The night we got back from Edolas… it was different. Fairy Tail, of course, had a party. We got Lisanna (MiraJane's and Elfman's little sister) back from the 'dead'. And Natsu was happy, so I was happy.

So, in happiness, I drank. And drank. And drank. That was the worst mistake of my life. But the happiest moment.

Not only was I drinking, Natsu, Gray, and, surprisingly, Erza was too. Erza sent me and Natsu home, she drank less than us but, she still was a little tipsy.

Natsu and I stumbled home hanging onto each other. When we finally reached my apartment, I set Natsu on the couch and I went to change. When I got back, Natsu was on my bed, half-naked.

He told me some really sweet things and well, we kissed. And kissed. And kissed... and well, I'm guessing you can see where that ended up. The next morning, I woke up with a killer head ache, Natsu wrapped around me, and naked.

You can guess how scared I was.

Natsu grumbled in his sleep. I closed my eyes again, pretending to be asleep.

"Shit," Natsu mumbled. He sat up, carefully pushing me next to him on the bed, and got dressed again. I watched him through one eye slightly opened.

"Lucy, if you're awake, nothing happened last night. It was a mistake, I'm sorry. Just… just forget it." And with that, he jumped out of the window.

I could already feel the tears streaming down my face. I know it was just a one-night-stand, but did he have to say that? I sat up and get to the bathroom to take a bath and get ready for the day.

~Time Skip. Lucy arrives at the guild~

I opened the door quietly and sat in the back of the guild. I saw Gajeel look at me with widened eyes, but neither he nor I said anything.

"Great news guys!" Natsu yelled, "Lisanna and I are dating!" Oh My God. That stung. That really stung. I just smiled and congratulated him.

I quietly snuck out and went home. Can you guess what I did? I cried, of course. Nothing else, but that was the first time I cut myself.

I have to say, it felt real good. Letting all the pain out with just a few cuts.

~Time Skip, a few weeks later~

I haven't really been at the guild; I mostly went on solo missions and hung out at my house when I was not on missions.

It's the fifteenth of April, where is it? If you can't guess, I usually get my period early in the month. Oh, god. NO! Of course this would happen. Okay, okay. What to do… I can't tell Natsu, he's dating Lisanna.

I did something I haven't done in a week, I cut myself again. My arms and legs are covered in scars. Not like anyone at the guild saw them. I went at night, grabbed a mission, and left a note on the bar, usually saying: Went on *said mission*. Be back soon-ish. Leaving tomorrow. Don't say anything. ~Lucy

But, that day, I didn't do that. I just packed my bags and left. No one knows. Not even my best friend Levy. I left a note on my desk for anyone who came looking for me. It said:

To whom it may concern,

I left. No reason to tell.

I may, or may not, come back.

Not decided yet.

I might.

So…

Be prepared for…

Surprises?

Yeah, surprises I guess.

Oh, and Miss Landlady, I'll be sending my rent money once a month.

Don't bother looking for me, or replying, there will be no return address,

Also, I will not be staying in place for the next few…. Years? Months?

Who knows?

Maybe, if there is, God.

~L.H.

P.S. Congrats Natsu. You ruined my life. How? Oh, you'll see. Eventually.

With that, I left.

I left Fairy Tail.

My friends.

My family.

My best friends.

But, it was the best and worst decision I've ever made.

But, that was 13 years ago. And, I think I might go back. With not just myself. But with my kids.

My triplets.

Two girls, one boy.

My kids.

And no one else's.

Not even… his.

A/N Thanks to whoever is reading this. I know there are already other stories out like this, but I wanted to do my own.

I don't own shit, except my laptop. I think.

Author: Kitten

Editor: StarAlchemist225