I didn't do anything to end up in this situation. All I did earlier today was go visit my brother and make sure he was still holding up. Now I find myself crouched up, uncomfortably, behind this desk belonging to one of the doctors praying that my life will be spared.

My heart is beating so heavily and so loudly I constantly fear that it will give me away. This is so shameful, I'm a hero, I shouldn't be cowering in fear like this…but as well as being a hero, I am no fool. I know that the second I emerge from this place, the only safe spot, it'll be the end of me.

Dear god what have I done?

I was just trying to help…I never wanted this, I never did! Why? Why is this happening? Why?

All I wanted was to see my little brother; all I wanted to do was spend some time with him. The last thing I wanted was to be locked in this asylum to keep a murderer from getting lose.

I never wanted this…

I just…

I just wanted to see Mattie…