You should listen to It was Fascination as you read this to truly get it.

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The human should not have been able to make him feel so enraged, so raw. At first he was angry, then curious, and now fascinated. Who was this Jim Kirk to make him feel this way? Who was this mere human to make him question his control and emotions? What right did he have to make him feel what he had tried so hard to repress?

It would have been so easy to avoid the man. To turn down his offer to be his first officer and never see him again.

He tried to make himself believe that he joined the crew to be near Uhura, the woman who tried so hard to make him love her. That she would take the pain away with her understanding sympathy. But he knew she was just a fleeting romance, an assumption that had been made certain when the moment Jim welcomed it aboard his ship.

It would have been so easy to live his life alone. To block the attempts of other to get close. But Jim wouldn't allow it. He countered Spock in such an illogical yet successful way that Spock felt like he couldn't look away from the man. As though if he glanced away for merely a second he would miss something incredibly important and precious.

Between the chess matches and life risking situations it was impossible for them not to grow close. It came to a point in which not seeing Kirk was akin to being denied food or sleep. He had become so accustom to his captain's presence that to not be near him was torture.

They were planets-side on shore leave when he caught sight of Jim alone in the town garden. The blonde seemed to be star gazing and Spock didn't wish to disturb him. So he walked up quietly and met Jim's gaze without saying a word. They had come a long way past being enemies and now they didn't even have to speak to have a conversation.

Spock was overwhelmed by how fascinating Jim could be just by standing there and he couldn't resist holding his hand out to him. Whatever it was that had been building between them was almost at its breaking point and Spock was passed denying it. He held his hand out with his two fingers extended; knowing that Jim would get the meaning behind the gesture.

His Captain looked at his outstretched hand with no surprise or shock and merely returned the gesture with a faint grin.

"It's about time Spock. I was worried you'd never figure it out."

Spock smiled faintly and grasped Jim's hand tightly in his own.

"My apologies T'hy'la"

Jim just looked at him fondly and shook his head.

"As long as you know now."

Spock felt Jim's affection bleed though his skin and it was more than he could handle. Before Jim could protest (not that he would have) Spock pulled him into a searing kiss.

His fascination had turned to love.

I was amazed to find that no one on this sight had done a Spirk using this song. I usually hate song-fic, but I just had to write this one. It was beyond my power to control. Forgive me if you hate it or favorite me if you loved it. Either way please review and tell me what you think.

P.S: I realize I haven't been posting a lot and I just want everyone to know that I'm working on several multi chapter stories at this time. Two Spirk fics that are going to be over 30 pages long each and the sequel to Beginnings which will be even longer. I want to have them finished before I post the first chapter though.

P.S.S: Someone told be I couldn't post the lyrics to this song so they had to be removed. Sorry.

Yours truly,

Jessica499499