April couldn't get the thought of Bryan dumping her out of her head. She did everything he asked her to do; then he dumps her in front of the whole world? The she freaked on one of her few friends backstage, Natalya, when she was only trying to help. Could anything else go wrong?
The night is deafening
When the silence is listening
And when I'm down on my knees
And I know that something is missing
Because the back of my mind
Is holding things I'm relying in
She kept thinking that the only guy she could be with was Bryan. She felt as if she couldn't live without him. She thought he'd be there for her, but she was terribly wrong. He was just using her. She didn't understand it.
But I choose to ignore it
Because I'm always denying them
I'm a bit of a manic when it's not as I plan it
'Cause I start to lose my mind
Then I get up in panic
She stood up in frustration as there was a knock at the door. She kept think that it would be Bryan coming to take her back but as she opened the door she saw PJ Lloyd. He looked at her sadly and she let him in knowing he was the only one that could help her right now. As they sat in silence April went through her thoughts over and over again.
"I don't get why he did it." She said mostly to herself and PJ moved to sit next to her.
"April he's an idiot, he didn't know what he had. He got too caught up in himself and turned into an ass." PJ said sympathetically as April looked at him with tears in her eyes. The tears started falling and PJ held her close.
Remember when we were kids
And always knew when to quit
Are we denying a crisis
Or are we scared of admitting it?
I don't want to know
I just wanna run to you
And break off the chains
And throw them away
I just wanna be so much
And shake off the dust
That turn me to rust
Sooner than later, I'll need a saviour
As April pulled away wiping her eyes she looked up at PJ and saw everything that was running through him. All the pain he had for her, she could see how much he cared for her, and she could even see a slight anger in his eyes.
I need a saviour
It will never change
It you want it to stay the same
I really hate it
But I know it's hard to choose
If you're chained
And when it's all you control
'Cause you got nothin' else to hold
Your getting tighter and tighter
Its getting harder to let go
April kept asking herself what was happening over and over. But she just couldn't answer it as she stared into his eyes. She didn't know what to do, so she just hugged him again.
I don't want to know
I just wanna run to you
And break the chains
And throw them away
I just wanna be so much
And shake off the dust
That turn me to rust
Sooner than later, I'll need a saviour
As she pulled away she gave him a slight smiled as he looked at her concerned.
"What should I do PJ?" she asked and he stared at her for a moment.
"Well April, you can either keep trying to win Bryan back. Or you can move on and find someone who cares." PJ said as April nodded. She knew that if she kept trying to get Bryan back, she'd just be leading herself to defeat. But if she moved on it could take a while, and be just as hard. She nodded again and looked at PJ. And it hit her, she knew what to do, she knew what she need. Who could give her what she needed, to be her saviour.
"I know what to do now." A smile curling her lips "I need a saviour. I need someone who'll always be there for me. I need someone to love me for me." she knew exactly who that someone was. Why it took her so long to realise it she'll never know. He had always been there for her. Her rock.
I need a saviour
Stand me up
And maybe I won't be so small
Free my hands and feet
And maybe I won't fall
Save me
I just wanna run to you
And break off the chains (Save me)
And throw them away
I just wanna be so much
And shake off the dust (Save me)
That turns me to dust.
April knew what she needed to do to get over Bryan. Knew who could help her get over Bryan and be what Bryan was supposed to be.
"Who's that?" PJ asked smiling as April's mood changed her smile getting bigger and warmer.
"You." she answered simply and PJ had been caught off guard with that answer, but soon smiled again unsure she meant it.
"Really?" he asked hoping he heard he right, she nodded. "April... Wow, I don't know what to say. I've always, you and me…"he trailed off too nervous to ask.
"Yeah." April answered not needing him to finish. Pressing a light kiss to PJ's lips.
I just wanna run to you (Just wanna run to you)
And break off the chains (Save me)
And throw them away
I just wanna be so much (Just wanna be so much)
And shake off the dust (Save me)
That turns me to rust
Sooner than later
I'll need a saviour (Save me)
I need a saviour.
A/N: Hopefully this made sense lol And hopefully it was good and you liked it Elizabeth :D Thanks for reading!