The Mind Game

I've lay awake every night since then; too scared to close my eyes. I don't want to see the horrors play like a movie against the inside of my eyelids- never ending, stuck on replay.

I shouldn't have done it, I knew from the very beginning I shouldn't have gone with them! But Fenrir said it would be fun…

I should never have trusted him. The events of that night will stay with my soul forever; stained and burned like a brand. Its stuck to me! Every month I will become like one of them...a monster all about the kill.

I have to get it out of my head- I need to!

I'll write it down and hopefully the dark, vile, evil thing that has clung to my skin since the horrific evening will lose its hold and transfer with the memory as it flows from mind to paper.

I'm sorry to anyone who reads this; but I'll go crazy like them if I don't get it out of me…