A/N: once I finish all of my stories on here I am quitting Fan fiction. I can't do this anymore. I will finish every thing. Just because you guys are invested in the stories, but I'm so discouraged right now, I think I need to quit. This is the last chapter of Like a boy by the way. I hope you enjoy it, but whatever. I had fun! Bye. –S. K.
I Can't Fight This Feeling
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I'd never find.
I can't fight This Feeling- Reo Speedwagon
I woke up next to Tori in her bed at her dorm. It's what I had been doing for weeks now. This was our last day of school before winter break. Cat spent the night with Robbie in our room, and I came here. Usually it was the three of us. I walked into the dorm in girl form, blending in with the other girls. I would hang out with everyone, and then spent the night in Cat and Tori's room.
I spent my days in drag, and made out with my girlfriend between classes. "I always knew he had a thing for her." I would hear some girls say as they passed by.
"Do you think he actually ever had a girlfriend? I mean he was always staring at her." Another said.
I stopped kissing Tori as I heard it and rested my forehead on hers. "Don't pay them any attention." She whispered to me.
"I'm still a boy Tori I want to be myself. I am so tired of hiding." I responded.
Just as I said that Trina bolted out of her classroom and straight to the bathroom; her face contorted in pain, as if she were ready to hurl. Tori stepped out of my embrace and followed her. I smirked and followed her and almost walked in. "Wait! What are you doing?"
"Following you." I stated. "I want to see what's going on."
"You're a boy…" She stated and walked away.
I sighed and leaned against the wall next to the restroom and tried to listen to what is going on. They were taking so long; the bell rang before I got a chance to find out. I sighed and headed to Sikowitz's class. Tori made it to class just before it ended. Sikowitz didn't even notice because we were in the middle of a drive by acting exercise and she slipped in without him noticing. Plus he hadn't taken the attendance yet either. I was wrapped around a pretty blonde girl pretending we were star-crossed lovers on our last night together. It was almost comical what happened when Tori walked up to us. She had impeccable timing, as the girl was about to kiss me. She reached out her hand and turned my head to her and she kissed me. I let go of Kristen, which was her name, and crushed my girlfriend to me. Kristen looked maaaad… she would have been even madder if she had kissed me, because Kristen was homophobic.
Our kiss carried us away, and she reached up to run her fingers through my wig, but she knocked it loose and it fell backward as it exposed my wig cap. I froze then kind of pushed Tori away gently, and ran as fast as I could; out of the classroom before anyone besides my friends could notice.
"I was wondering how Jayden could mack on his sister's girlfriend like that." I heard come from behind me. I sat on a bench in the quad in girl form. My face covered by my hands.
"I'm sorry Beck." I mumbled.
"Don't be… though I wish you had told me who you were when you first got there instead of making me think one of my best friends was a cheating cad." He said sitting next to me and putting a protective arm around my shoulder.
I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed. "Now Jaden will be kicked out of Hollywood arts, and I will never get in."
"I wouldn't be so sure." Tori said sitting on the other side of me. "Babe, it was Sikowitz's class. He won't say anything, you've got talent."
"It's only a matter of time…" I stated.
"Trina's pregnant." Tori said softly. "With Eikner's baby."
"What?" Both Beck and I said looking at her.
"Do you remember how she ran this morning? All green in the face…"
"Morning sickness?" Beck asked, and Tori nodded.
"Ewww." I responded.
"So, I told Dad, Dad's pulling Trina out. Eikner is about to loose his job and You are next on the waiting list." Tori stated.
"There is just one problem… My parent's aren't gonna let me stay if all of this comes out." I stated.
"Oh…" She stated.
"Not if they never find out that you weren't accepted in the first place." Beck stated. "Tori can you get access to Jaden's records? Maybe we can get her grades transferred over to her."
"I guess I could do that." Tori stated
"Or maybe you should just blame every thing to the fact that Einker was messing with the students and not paying attention to who was attending the school." Andre said coming up behind me.
I was so surprised at the amount of love I was getting from these people whom I had been lying to for moths. An Ex boyfriend type person, and a friend… a dude I really liked. I smiled. "So what's next?"
I moved into Trina's room… which was a single room on the senior floor. What ended up happening was that Eikner was fired and they hired child star Helen… to be our principal. She made all of us re audition. And I got to stay. There were a lot of girls kicked out of Hollywood Arts. Here's a hint, they were all hot, easy, and talentless.
Jaden decided to come to our school after all, and moved in with Robbie. And Jordan was here a lot too. It was all because of Olive. Yeah the perky girl that Cat had told her about. I guess things just worked out really well for them. Or Olive is just too stupid to know that she's straight. I love Jordan, so I can tell you that she could turn the straightest girl gay if she wanted to.
"See, I told you it would all work out." Tori said, her body splayed across my chest; our sweat intermingling and drying on our skin.
"I guess you were right," I answered.
"I'm just glad I have you." Tori said her hand traveling between our bodies. She was good at giving me pleasure, and I was glad that the next two and a half years of school, I was going to have her with me. I was never going to let her go.
There was a knock on the door and I let out a moan that meant go away. "Girl you better open this door or I'll break in."
"JAY! GO AWAY!" I growled and wrapped my thighs around Tori, trapping her against me. "Babe, don't stop." I whispered.
Tori smiled and lowered her head to suckle at my neck. I didn't hear anything more. Jordan must have given up and left the dorm. "Oh, Jade That's not a pretty fuck face." I heard from above my head.
"Jordan!" I said reaching up and pulling her by her shirt collar. "This better be important."
Tori retreated from me and began to get dressed. "Helen just caught me and Olive in that very same position and she is going through the rooms busting people… o knowing the two of you…"
I gasped and let go of her. I reached for my sweat pants and Tori tossed me a black shirt. And went into my bathroom. "Thanks Jay." I said.
"I'mma bounce, don't want to get you in any trouble… and uh… air this place out." Jordan said as she headed out of the door. Tori was on it, opening the windows to let in a pretty spring breeze.
When Helen finally got to our room, Tori and I were seated on my floor laughing and smearing each other with face cream. My hand smashed on Tori's nose trying to push her away from getting anymore of the green gooey stuff on my face and failing as she had leverage and her hand was expertly spreading the stuff all across my cheeks and mouth.
"Uh… Um… sleepover?" Helen asked and we paused. The silence was awkward; Helen couldn't help but feel like she was interrupting something.
"Yeah… I mean is that okay?" Tori asked turning her innocent eyes to the principal but not moving her hand from where she had them.
"Uh huh… yes, yes… Carry on." Helen said and closed the door behind her. I laughed and shook my head.
"Imagine if she had seen something else." Tori said as I took my hand off of her face. And she removed her hand off mine and just kind of hovered over me.
"Like what?" I asked.
She began to lower herself over me. "Like this…" She kissed me and ran her hand down the side of my body. She pulled the shirt off of me. Oh yeah… two more years of this? I can handle this.