Why isn't this working?, Carlos thought as he was staring into the computer screen. It wasn't a normal thing for him to do, masturbating that is. He watched as the two blonde girls performed a blow job on this quite good looking man but nothing was happening. He was soft. He wasn't aroused at all. "Well fuck it!" Carlos shouted forgetting that just in the next room was his band mate James. It's 3am and I can't sleep, I am not hungry, and I can't get a boner, what gives!, Carlos was now getting pretty angry with himself. He couldn't believe what he was about to do. Carlos Garcia moved the mouse to the address bar on the screen and deleted the website name "" and started to write "". Now with a nervous feeling in his gut he hit enter and to his surprise the sight of the naked men all over each other got him excited. He started feeling a bit uneasy about this I am not gay, he started to think, and this is just a little experiment. So now that he convinced himself into being okay with his decision he clicked on one of the many videos. His eyes watched the two men have sex intensely. He wanted to feel what it was like to fuck someone, and not just anyone, he wanted to know what it was like to fuck a man. This was really starting to get to him. Oh God this is so hot… I can't be really into this, can I? As he was watching his penis started to get extremely hard. He decided that he might as well do something about it, everyone is asleep anyway. Grabbing his throbbing cock he started stroking it slowly. This is so awesome, Carlos thought. Even with the volume off he was about to orgasm. He started moving his hand faster and faster with his mouth wide open moaning. Shit! Shit! "Ahh God!" and with that little outburst Carlos relieved himself all over his chest and stomach. Man, now I have to clean this stuff up! He got out of the chair and headed to his laundry basket full of dirty clothes and grabbed a shirt he wore a couple days ago and wiped himself clean of the mess he had made. Okay now to never do that again…, the boy thought as he but his green boxers on and hopped into bed. Dear Lord, please help me with all this… this is the second time this week I have had to watch… uh… you know… gay porn. I never watch porn! What's wrong with me God? Anyway let the earth have peace and what not. Oh and I pray my mom and dad are happy and my brothers and sisters. OH! Of course Kendall, James, and Logan, let them all have a great day tomorrow. I love you! Night, and after he prayed to God Carlos fell asleep soundly.

The next morning Carlos woke up and looked at his iHome alarm clock. "It's already 10am, damn no one woke me up at all?", Carlos said to himself. He went over to his closet and got a gray t-shirt off a hanger and pulled it over his head. Since he always hated the fact that boxers have that gap for the pee hole he opened his drawer where his basketball shorts were and pulled them on. Now for breakfast!, he thought with excitement. Practically running down the stairs and almost tripping over the last step Carlos burst into the kitchen just to be greeted by Kendall's mom or 'Mamma Knight' which is how he addresses her. "Good morning Mamma Knight!", Carlos said with even more excitement.

"Oh hello Carlos, and good morning to you to mister!", replied Jennifer, "I just finished some pancakes they are over there on the table."

"Where is everyone?", Carlos asked.

"Well Logan is in his room and Kendall and James just went out to the beach earlier this morning to hang out I guess. They said they'd be back by breakfast.", said Jennifer.

"Okay cool. They better get here though because I am going to tear this food up!", replied Carlos as he grabbed two pancakes and shoved them into his mouth. He then walked back up the stairs and down the hall to Logan's room and knocked twice before just bursting in. "Hey hey Logie baby!", he shouted.

Logan laughed a little before replying, "Carlos you are ridiculous", then he looked back at the computer screen.

"What'cha doin' big boy?", said Carlos.

"Oh I'm just doing some chemistry homework. I know I know you think I'm crazy for taking the class just for fun but it's really awesome!", Logan said trying to make Carlos a little interested in what he was saying.

"Well… I would never in a million years take something like chemistry for fun. That shit ain't fun", Carlos said laughing.

"Anyways, is breakfast almost ready? Don't lie to me either I can smell pancake on you dude", Logan said. Carlos started to notice how good looking Logan was.

"Uh… it's ready to eat bro", answered Carlos with a little crack in his voice. This cannot be good.

The two raced down the stairs and pounced into the dining room chairs. Jennifer finished placing all the food on the table. There were pancakes, scrambled and fried eggs, sausage, bacon, doughnuts, bagels, and muffins. She really knew how to cook a meal. "Katie, breakfast is ready! You better get down here before the boys eat everything in sight!", shouted Jennifer . Moments later Katie, who was Kendall's ten year old sister appeared out of nowhere.

"Hi Logan. Hi Carlos.", Katie said full of joy which was weird since she was not a morning person.

"Hi!", Logan and Carlos said at the same time, "jinx!", both of the boys yelled also at the same time. Everyone in the room started laughing besides Katie who was beyond her years. Then the front door to the apartment opened and Kendall and James walked in.

"Well look at what we got here, the best damn breakfast I've ever seen!", announced Kendall who received a disapproving look from his mother.

"Thank you Kendall but please watch your words around your sister.", said Jennifer.

"Oh sorry", Kendall apologized.

After everyone was done eating Carlos headed to the shower to get ready for the day. The boys had the day off to do whatever they wanted and he wanted to clear his head and have some fun. Now that he got his shower out of the way he went to see what the others were up to. James was going to the mall to find a new outfit to wear on his date with a new girl he met. Kendall just left with his mom and sister to see a movie and Logan had no plans at all.

"So I guess we can hang out right?", Carlos asked Logan.

"Of course! It will be a Logan and Carlos day! This shit is going to be crazy.", Logan said.

Carlos was feeling butterflies in his stomach after Logan's statement. He also hated this. He did not want to like him. This was his best friend after all. Staring at his friend he couldn't help to think how handsome he thought Logan was. Much more attractive than myself, he thought.

"Alright, I got the keys. Let's get out of this place and rock this bitch of a day.", said Logan which was out of character for Logan. Carlos just smiled and slightly laughed at his friend's words and grabbed his wallet off the table and followed Logan out the door. I have a feeling I am going to fall for this kid today. Fuck life.