I don't when the monster start to showing up in my life. I always thought monsters were just fiction character met to scared little kids. That was my mistake. The first monster that enters my life is name Bruce. He married my mom when my dad went missing; many people think that he was killed, but I think he was abducted by aliens. Back to Bruce I always remember what he did to me. Bruce climbs into my bed and raping me over and over while my mom was at work. I was only ten and ever since then he kept raping me when my mom is at work. The reason I never tell mom about Bruce is he makes her happy. Bruce treats with her respect and shows her love. So I'll put with Bruce abuse for my mom happiness.

The second monster that came into my life is Mark James. He is a junior at Paradise High School and star captain of the football team. Mark first attack on me was when he and Sarah broke up. Mark was desperate so he picks me. He knows I never tell. So at the end of the day he pulls me into the teacher bathroom and forces me to have sex with him. After that he told me I tell anyone I would be dead meat. I told him don't worry I'm already dead he smirk and walk away with that comment. He left me alone in the teacher bathroom with rip underwear and bruise lips. Mark's bloody semen still in me and my hips cover of hickeys along with the rest of my body. I cry as I try to get up. I walk home in quiet and hoping that my mom is at home so I don't have to see Bruce.

For once my lucky was in my favor mom was home so I don't have to deal with Bruce. I shape myself so mom and Bruce won't notice my odd walking.

"I'm home" I shout as I try to make to my room.

"Ok" my mom shout from the kitchen.

I made to my room and grab a pair of clean cloths and took a cold shower. I brought my razorblade with me. I turn on the cold and I slow got in as my body got use to the cold water I grab razorblade and made a small cut across my left wrist there many more on the same wrist they were all from Bruce, but this one is specially this decanted to Mark so I crave an M next to this new cut. I start cutting myself after Bruce second attack on me. Bruce saw me as good little girl that need a treat from him, he love to make me scream, and see me cry turn him on. As the cold water runs it wash all the blood of me and scent of Mark of me. I'm Sam Goode and I'm target of sexual abuse since I was ten years and rape by classmate today. There is no hope for me.

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A/N: I live. Sorry for not updating I got lazy. Yes Sam is a girl in this fanfiction. Second chapter coming soon.