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Five, four, three, two, one…

To most of you these past five seconds would probably mean nothing to you, you would wave at them as they passed by. But to me these seconds were about to come the only seconds that I would have as a normal 17 year old girl. I was about to find out if I was going to become a mum. So let me tell you where it all went wrong….

I had been dating Noah 'Puck' Puckerman for just over a year at this point and had lost my virginity to him a mere 6 weeks ago. I couldn't see the harm of it at first, I mean sure he had gotten with most of the female population at Mckinley High (teachers included) but he was different now that he was in a steady relationship with me. He was kind and sensitive, made me laugh when I was upset and although I know that he would hate me for saying this but he really is a big softy at heart. I was completely and totally in love with Noah Puckerman. That's why I let him be my first.

Six weeks ago

"what you doing tonight babe?" Noah asked in my ear.

"well my dads are out of town so I was hoping that you would come over, but only if your free" I breathed into his neck.

"fuck yeah I'm there, what time?"

"well they are leaving at around 7 so after that?"

"sounds good to me, see you tonight" Noah said and with a final kiss he left me standing by my locker.

Later that night

I stood in front of the mirror trying to psyche myself up. I wanted to sleep with him. I wanted him to make love to me. I wanted to see if all the rumours were true. If he was really that good. If he was really that big. Noah said that he would wait until I was ready and that he understood that I didn't want to rush into things. I mean we had been going out for about 8 months now so I thought that the time was right. I thought that I was ready.

The doorbell rang at just after 7 15 and Noah was standing there looking incredibly handsome in his navy blue button down and his form fitting jeans. He looked absolutely amazing. I knew that I had to do this. For me and for him. How was I meant to play roles such as Velma in Chicago if I don't have the experience myself. I couldn't think of any negatives that could come from what I was about to do.

Present day

Five, four, three, two, one…

Positive. Fucking positive. One night, just one night of what wasn't even unprotected sex and I was pregnant. How could I have been so stupid and naïve to think that there were not bad outcomes of my decision. I had been selfish and now as I stood there in the bathroom with my hands over my stomach I realised that I was going to have to have this baby and whatever problems came with it. I would have to tell my parents, my friends (as few as that may be) and Noah. Shit.

Two days later

"Dad, Daddy could you come in here please I have something very important to tell you" I said trembling.

"Pumpkin what's the matter" my Daddy Hiram said seeing the tears on my face.

"I am so sorry that I have to tell you this and what I am going to put you through, I understand if you want to chuck me out, I'm pregnant" I whispered softly.

I could see my Dads faces automatically go into shock before I felt myself being embraced with two hugs.

"Shhh its ok sweetheart we don't hate you, we are disappointed that you couldn't have waited longer until you had sex but we know that you would have been careful and that this was probably an accident. However the situation is that if you want to have a termination we will fully support you and should you decide not to then we will still be beside you. We love you and one silly mistake isn't going to come between that." My Dad Leroy finished his monologue and found himself short of breath.

"Thank you so much, I cant have an abortion its wrong but I haven't ruled out adoption yet" I said certainly. I understood why people have abortions but it wasn't for me.

"Just one question, and I think that I know the answer is this baby Noah's and when are you going to tell him?" my Daddy Hiram asked me.

"Of course the baby's Noah's who's else's would it be? And yes I know that I've got to tell him but I'm not sure how tell him." I said.

"Well you had better tell him soon otherwise he might start getting suspicious when you start throwing up on a regular basis and are putting on weight." Dad said.

The next day

"Noah, Noah!" I shouted down the hall before he finally turned around and saw me.

"Hey babe what's up with you, have you been crying? What's wrong?" He asked automatically putting his arm around me and dragging me to one side.

"Can you meet me after school, I've got something to tell you" I replied.

"Of course I will meet you by my truck and we can go to the park or something" Noah replied and gave me a kiss on the check before leaving to meet Finn for football practice.

I watched him go before turning round and started walking in the other direction but shortly got stopped by Kurt, Santana and Quinn.

"Hey Rachel we were wondering if you wanted to go to