By not so popular demand I am back. I'm making this up as I go again meaning that there's no rough drafts or editing..ect…

I'll try and make this one longer. Not sure what to say anymore. If I think of anything I'll tell you at the bottom.

Disclaimer: I own nothing except my awesome name. The Skydragon ;)

She walked so slowly she just seemed to fade into the background.

Good – that's what she wanted to do. Nobody needed to notice her puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks. That marked her as somebody who needed talking to.

But talking was the last thing on her mind right now.

She let the trees blur into the background as she continued to take one agonizing step after the other until she reached the house.

All of the tragedies that could have happened formed into one big swelling balloon that hit her square in the face. First it was her Gran who got a stroke and according to doctors has a near to zero percent survival rate. Now there's this unbearable thing that she can't even speak of.

The pain hit her slowly until she fell to the foot of her bed and let it out in sobs – each one more emotion filled as she takes on the full pain of what just had taken place moments ago. Sobs that crushed her lungs and left her gulping for air.

Nobody came for her until she skipped dinner and her blonde roommate came into the room to find her best friend packing. Something that the blonde knew was coming but never wanted to see.

"Neens, we can talk through this. What – what you're doing, I know it feels right now, but it's not worth it. Just think about what this is going to do to you and Fabians relat-"

"Amber. Don't. Not now. It's too soon and Gran, she needs me. I've got to go. I've just got to."

And with that Amber left and all that Nina had to do was think about it.

Again.

And again.

And again.

The knock on her door pushed the pause button of that wretched scene that was playing itself over in her head.

"Nina, please, please talk to me. I don't understand."

"Fabian, you cheated on me. Cheated. Don't pretend like you don't know what's going on."

"Neens, that was years ago. We talked it through. I thought that we were good now."

"Sleeping with the girl is like giving up on me. It hurts. And just because it wasn't Joy doesn't mean that I'll just forgive you."

"Look, we both know that what you're talking about has nothing to do with what is going on now."

At that moment a long silent pause filled the room.

"Nina, why didn't you say it back?"

She looked down at her feet, an obvious way to avoid eye contact.

"Nina, what's going on?"

"I, I can't."

"Why not?"

"I can't love. I'm sorry."

Bursting out of the room, she let the tears fall. With those deep wounds that never healed loving wasn't possible. Even though she knew that her feelings for him are true and will stay forever.

Well, there you go. Still short but better than the last one right? Maybe..?

Gaaaarrrr…

Someday I will write a multichapter.

Someday.

But not today.

Peace out suckahs! XD

~The Skydragon~

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