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CHAPTER 7
"You can't change me Dean" Cas said averting his eyes.
"What's that supposed to mean?" Dean asked taken aback.
Cas flashed a cold stare at him "you know that I don't date Dean! You know that I fuck someone and that's all! You know what I do and what I don't" he hissed "and you are asking for something I don't do, you can't change what I am. Not now, not ever"
Dean, eyes wide, stared at him "wait wait wait, what the fuck are you talking about? Its not like you can't date, it's just something you don't usually do and however, I didn't ask you that! Don't freak out!"
And he doesn't know by the end of his phrase if he is talking to Cas anymore.
Cas stands violently up "God, drop it Dean. You can't, or better, won't, understand"
And with that he walked out the bar.
Oh no no no, not this time Winchester. Grab your balls and go after him.
Dean followed him till his car "Cas, wait"
"Christ" Cas sighed but he didn't stop.
"C'mon Cas! Wait!" Dean huffed "don't act like a child" he grabbed the brunette by his wrist "stop"
Castiel turned around and the coldest blue eyes were slapped in front of him.
"Listen Cas" Dean gulped hard "It's... It's not like I want to change you or-or anything... Its just… Jesus, in my mind this had sense" he breathed "ok.. It's just that..."he stopped again and shut his eyes closed in frustration "God! Why the hell is this so hard?"
Cas exhaled in frustration, rolling his eyes "what Dean? I already-"
"I like you Castiel" Dean said "a... Lot, actually..." he added red in the face.
For the first time Cas was the one speechless. His eyes were warmer than before and slightly wide.
His ears buzzed and he felt his stomach trapped in his throat.
"Jesus...I- I didn't expect it to come out" Dean coughed embarrassed "but...yeah… ok"
Go on Winchester! Talk for God's sake.
"I don't want to change you or anything because I like you as you are..." Dean smiled shyly "God, I couldn't sleep for a week because you were in my mind! Jezz, I don't usually, well actually I never, do this chick flick moments... But here I am, humiliating myself so just... Just listen to me".
He battled to find the words "This, this thing, I don't even know what it is, I have for you" he rumbled "I can't even name it, cause is new for me and… and I had to grab my courage to say what I said, so don't push me away, just give it a shot" he looked straight in his eyes " give me a shot".
"Dean I can't" Cas said firmly "I'm not what you think I am, this thing that you want between us can't happen." he liberate his arm from dean s grip. "You don't like me, you like the idea you built in your mind of me. But that's not real it-"
"That's bullshit Cas!" Dean snapped
"You are just curious! You want to do experiences Dean, and there's nothing wrong with it, but you are confusing your fantasies with reality! You'll not be happy if we go out on a date or whatever, you'll get bored of me, cause I'm not what you think I am and-"
"Oh shut up" Dean growled.
And then he grabbed the back of his neck and smashed their lips together.
Cas breathed shakily at the sudden contact as Dean exhaled in satisfaction. He wanted to do this for so, oh so long. He should have done this earlier.
Dean broke the kiss but left his face just some inches from Castiel s "I know what I want" he kissed him again, unable to stop.
This time the kiss was passionate and warm and Dean's other hand found Castiel lower back.
Electricity spread all over his body, and he was just using his lips to kiss Cas; he couldn't imagine how he would taste with his tongue in his mouth.
Dean parted again and whispered against Cas's lips "go out with me"
He kissed him again, pushing Cas closer "go out with me" he murmured again between brief kisses.
He parted again "go ou-"
"Shut the fuck up" Cas huffed, and this time he was the one to grab Dean s jacket and kiss him.
There was no way to stop now. Hands found their way up through each other bodies and growls escaped between bites and kisses.
The car hit Cas's back, and Dean used the light gulp of surprise from the other to finally push his tongue inside his mouth.
A shaky breath left Dean. The feeling of kissing Castiel was even better that he had imagined.
Their tongues danced together, interrupted now and then by moans and deep growls.
Dean couldn't control himself anymore as he pressed closer to Castiel, trapping him. One of Dean's hand found its way under Castiel s shirt, caressing the hot skin of his abdomen making an unwilling shiver run down Castiel's body.
Dean had never thought that kissing someone could feel so good and so damn right, like it was meant to be.
Castiel fingers were travelling all over Dean's back stopping just to cup his face and biting hard on his bottom lip.
Dean s eyes snapped open, accompanied by a groan, at the sudden pain and he found Castiel s blue eyes, blow with lust, looking at him with his lower lip still trapped between his teeth.
So Dean made the only thing he could think of.
He pushed roughly his leg further between Castiel s legs, rubbing his thigh against the other s boner. The brunette gasped at the sudden contact and let go of Dean's lip who smirked looking down at him.
"Sooo... I take it as a yes?" his voice rougher for the amusement.
While his leg kept rubbing against Castiel s erection, his right hand, pressed on the other lower back, moved even closer Castiel s chest to his own.
Dean stared into Castiel's eyes, and felt as if he could do that for the rest of his life.
He will never get tired of Castiel, of his eyes, of his lips, of his scent...
"Definitely" Cas breathed.
Dean s grin changed in a full bright smile. "Awesome".
Cas eyebrow rose "Jesus Dean, you are so gay sometimes" he mocked the other.
Dean scoffed "says who?"
Cas punched him on the shoulder in a joking way "are you saying that I'm girly, Dean?"
The taller guy giggled "well, yeah. I mean look at you" he gestured at him" long fingers "he took his hand "the manicured nails" he then pointed at his clothes " an obsession whit fashion".
Castiel slapped the finger Dean was pointing at him. "Shut up! It's not like every man in the world have to wear trashed jeans or have a military hair cut and speak like a cowboy in heat"
"I don't speak like a frigging cowboy in heat!" Dean complained.
"Oh yes. You do"
"I don't"
"You do"
"I don't"
"Yes"
"No"
"Yes"
"Are we-? Are we fighting? Is this our fist fight? Already?" Dean asked in disbelief.
Castiel hummed pondering. "Well you started insulting me first and I just defended myself" he pouted looking straight in Dean's eyes in challenge.
Dean eyed him and then started laughing.
Castiel s mouth was slightly open in surprise, waiting for an explanation.
"Jesus Cas" Dean said wiping his eyes" you really are too adorable sometimes"
Cas pushed his shoulder "I'm adorable?" he asked with fake indignation "I was beautiful once! And now I'm 'adorable'" Cas raised his hand in surrender and added "that's unbelievable!"
Cas walked past him, the shadow of an restrained smile curving his lips.
Dean chuckled and followed him "C'mon Cas!" he grabbed the brunette by the hips and hugged him from behind, letting his hands rest on Cas's chest.
He placed a gentle kiss on his neck and whispered in his ear "you are beautiful"
Chills spread all over Castiel's body and Dean hugged him closer, "are you still upset with me?"
Dean nipped with his teeth at his lobe making Castiel moan.
"Maybe" Cas growled in a low voice.
Dean then started to rub himself on Cas's back, making the smaller man feel his erection against his back.
Cas left out a shaky growl throwing his head back to rest it on Dean's shoulder.
"And if I say I'm sorry?" Dean whispered, leaving a wet line with his tongue on Castiel s neck.
Castiel hummed in approval.
"I'm sorry baby" Dean said with one last bite on Cas's neck.
Castiel turned to face Dean, and grabbed his hair pulling them lightly, but hard enough to make Dean's head bend back, exposing his throat.
"And what am I?" Cas rumbled sucking at Dean s pulse.
"You re gorgeous" Dean said breathless.
His aching erection was rubbing lightly against Castiel's, and the pressure was just too much to take.
Castiel's lips started to rise, caressing his neck, then his ear, to his jaw and then reaching Dean's lips.
"I think I was going insane" Dean said "thinking about you every day, all day" he wrapped his arms around Castiel s waist "looking for you everywhere I went. Dreaming of you. And your amazing eyes."
He gently caressed his cheek, using his thumb to touch his lips, then up to his nose and around the shape of his eyes "You'll be the death of me, I know it already"
Castiel kissed him, slowly and passionate.
"And finally the two love birds finally decided to come out of the closet!"
Dean and Cas abruptly tear apart, and looked at Balthazar, Gabriel and Sammy staring at them.
"Did you forget you are in a parking hall?" said Sam, red in the face.
"Oh leave them, kiddo!" Gabriel responded "they are just enjoying each other!"
"Yeah" Sam said "in a parking hall!" then he added "and don't call me that"
"Like what kiddo?" Gabriel asked with a smirk.
"Gentlemen, please" interrupted Balthazar "your brothers are trying to copulate. So close your mouth would you?" he then turned to Castiel and Dean "go ahead, I was having a really good time watching you two make out"
Dean and Castiel sighed.
"Time s out" Dean murmured with a grin.
"Frigging brothers" Castiel cursed and Dean laughed "hey there cowboy!"
Cas shoot him a look and said shut up Dean"
Dean chuckled and reached the other guys "I love your timing boys" he said resting a hand on Sam's shoulder " I m sorry Sammy, but your brother is as gay as an unicorn that farts rainbows!"
Sam rolled his eyes but couldn't contain a smile "you don't say? I didn't see you make out with Castiel for half an hour, in a parking hall"
"Great choice, by the way" Gabriel exclaimed.
"Shut up, Gabriel" Castiel warned his older brother.
"I didn't say anything!" whined the shorter guy.
"That's right Cassie" said Balthazar walking between them and throwing one arm around Gabriel's shoulder and the other one around Castiel's. "don't be a bully whit your little brother"
Gabriel frowned "I'm the older one Balth, you know that. Why would-" and then he had the realization "you!" he shouted "You are referring to my height!" Rage coloured his face and his mouth opened and closed like a fish's, unable to find the words. He just let it go but silently meditates revenge against his cousin.
They walked to the respective cars.
"Hey everyone, fancy a drink tonight?" Balthazar asked gaily "to celebrate!"
Dean sighed exhausted "Christ, this guy" he rubbed his eyes" that's ok for me, Cas, Sammy?"
Cas nodded but Sam coughed embarrassed "actually tonight I'm kinda busy" he murmured averting eye contact with all of them.
"With what?" Dean asked confused.
"Just... Just... Some researches" Sam stuttered.
"What research?" Dean asked sincerely concerned.
Cas huffed "Dean, he has a date"
Sam blushed of a deeper red.
"Oh" Dean mouthed, then grinned "that's my boy!"
Sam rolled his eyes "God, Dean" he laughed bitterly "you sound like dad"
And Dean laughed along with his brother.
"Well then, while Sammy boy is busy with his hot date, we can meet all at the Road House, that's cool?" Gabriel asked.
"Sure" Said Balthazar "my petit blonde is there, and I would never deny her the joy to see me again.
He hopped in the car.
"You coming big Smurf?" he called out the passenger seat.
Gabriel stormed toward the car "Get out if my car, you asshole!" he yelled "you are insane if you think I'll drive you and..."
He kept yelling even after turning on the car and Balthazar's laugh could still be heard from outside the parking hall.
FUCKING FINALLY.
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