Her angelic face. She looked at ease, not seeing the agony I was in. I looked downwards to see the sunlight highlight her golden locks. Slowly, I lifted my hand to cradle her cheek. What scared me the most was that her usual sun kissed face was now dark, and chilling.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
My heart seemed hollow, like it's contents were ripped apart, and burned to ashes. I feel like my mind had the same illness controlling it. I couldn't get those sparkling, sea green eyes from my memories. The same memories that captivated everything. The laughs, the tears, the smiles, but the same ones that caused her decease- the death threats.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
We used to be conjoined at the hip. But now, I have no one to hold. People, they try to confront me, but it's impossible. I felt so alone, so unaided.
I was now on my own, for my mind knew that. My soul however, blocked out the fact that she, and half of my heart, was now gone.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I wish it were both of us. Or none. I knew it was hopeless, to try and get to the afterlife. All I wanted was a single touch, from a finger, or maybe even lips.I had failed her, in telling her my emotions.
The opportunity had passed, leaving her to give me one last look before she joined the Unknown Ruler.
A look that played a sorrowful smile on her lips.
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Years from now, I knew it wouldn't be any better. My soul would aspire for her melting smile, and her sparking touch.
If she were here now, I know that the same hands would wipe away my tears.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
No matter how relentlessly I gave an effort, I could not steal back my heart, and reasons to move on.
I couldn't say goodbye. But unfortunately, I knew it was the ending.
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Did this make you cry? That was the goal. Not my best work, because I suck at song-fics. But this song, it was just too good to resist. This is Senkhara winning- bringing Nina to the afterlife. Hope you like, and REVIEW! Even if you don't have an account, you can. It will only take 5 seconds; all you do is have to write a letter! Like, 'a' or 'b'! I don't really like this one, but I hope you guys do.