"TEN !" . He didn't come. Is this how he wants it? After all we've been through? I put my hand on the doorknob , and opened the door just a crack, knowing he was on the other side. "Beck," I whispered, "I…" But I could say anything more. I took a step back, and walked away from the past, walked away from what we used to be.

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"Hey guys, I'm kind of worried," Tori said to Andre, Robbie, Cat, and Beck as they were all sitting around a lunch table. "Jade hasn't showed up to school for three days now." The whole table fell silent. "I'm going to my locker," Beck stood up, taking his trey of unfinished food and his backpack. They all watched as he walked away.

"Could she really be that devastated about the break up?" Andre said, munching on a french-fry. "She could be just sick," Robbie insisted. "Maybe her foot got stuck in the toilet," Cat suggested, causing the whole table to look at her. "It's happened to me before," she nodded and smiled.

"Maybe we should go visit her, you know, comfort her a little," Tori suggested sympathetically. Robbie and Andre shook their heads, disagreeing. "Nu-uh, what has that girl ever done to help us?" Andre questioned. "She's given me nightmares and rashes in unwanted places," Robbie said, biting his sandwich.

"Oh come on guys," Tori said persistently. "Remember that time when…or when she….or maybe when - oh you're probably right," Tori let out an exasperated sigh and plopped back on the bench.

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Jade's POV

I never thought I'd ever feel this… alone. He hasn't called me, or checked up on me, or tried to contact me at all. Our fights don't usually last this long. Could he really be serious this time? . . . . No , he can't be. He just can't. He isn't a jerk that would leave me stranded. He loves me. Right?

I threw my velvet red pillow across the room, knocking over the pictures of us that I keep on my dresser. This is stupid. The world is stupid. Love is stupid. EVERYTHING IS STUPID. I plopped on my bed. Everything but Beck is stupid.

I never really had friends. As you can see, I'm not really an approachable person. I never bother to really make friends because honestly, people are stupid. They just hurt you and run away, that's all that they really do. Like Dad. All he did was hurt our family and ran away. He left me and my mom alone, waiting for years on end for him to come back. He never did. And that's what people do, hurt you and leave your life like it's nothing.

But Beck… he stuck with me. He was the only one that understood me, and listened to what I had to say. He was my only real friend, the only one who knew the real me. He tolerated my mood swings, my abuse, and my snide comments and jealousy. He tolerated anything… but I guess I pushed it too far.

It was because I was afraid. Afraid that I would lose him to Tori Vega, or any other girl that came his way. Every day he was slipping away. I guess I was just mad and causing all these fights because I was scared.. scared of losing him.

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Should I continue it ? R&R (: