Summery: What if Kate's mom wasn't dead she was actually Kidnapped all those years ago, what happens when our lovely detective finally finds her? Will it be like she had imagined and will her mom even recognize her?

Chapter One

I was pregnant, me Katherine Beckett NYPD homicide detective, was pregnant. This could not be happening to me, I mean yah I was beyond happy but that little part of me was really questioning my ability as a mother. My own mother had been kidnapped 14 years ago and after only a year they just gave up looking and said that she was dead. Dad took it the hardest and started drinking, but I never gave up hopping, and maybe that was all just wishful thinking but I had to believe that something good would one day come. And that day was just around the corner.

I sat transfixed at the three positive pregnancy tests in my sink, there was no way that this could actually be happening to me but yet the proof was on the stick. I wasn't even able to tell myself I was pregnant let alone my boyfriend. I turned on the sink and splashed my face in cold water making my hot cheeks burn with the sudden icy coldness of the water, I needed to talk to someone, Lanie was my only hope.

"See three very positive pregnancy tests." I said when Lanie got there pointing to the tests still in my sink.

"Oh my God Kate you are pregnant." Lanie said a little shocked.

"No, I was just pulling the worst and meanest best friend prank ever."

"No need for sarcasm, come on lets talk." Lanie and I plopped down on the couch in my living room.

"So what are you going to do?"

"I don't know, I hadn't particularly planed to get pregnant like this. I mean with Castle yes but not when we hadn't even moved in together."

"Kate, Castle loves you, I see the way you two look at each other and I know that if you tell him he will be the happiest guy in the world."

"I just don't want to scare him away by putting something like this on him at such a hard time in our relationship."

"But sweetie none of that is going to matter when you two hold that little bundle of joy in your arms, all you'll know is that you love each other and are happy."

"Yah I guess your right I mean it can't be that bad in the end, I just need some time to clear my head, do you mind?"

"No of course not, call me to let me know how it went."

"of course and thanks again for coming over on such short notice." I said giving my best friend a hug.

"Anything for you Kate." She smiled giving me a quick wink and walking out the door.. I closed the door and fell against it cupping my face in my hands.