A/N: Okay this might be cracky I can't figure it out yet lol….anyway it's smut so enjoy…

It was a typical Friday night for Elliot and Olivia. Ever since his divorce six months ago, they would spend every Friday night watching a movie together. Every other week they switched apartments. Tonight was movie night at Elliot's.

"El, can I ask you something?" Olivia asked.

"Yeah, sure what is it?" He replied never taking his eyes off the television.

"Ummm….nevermind. It's stupid," Olivia stammered.

Intrigued, Elliot unglued his eyes from the television and focused on Olivia.

"Liv, what is it? You can tell me." He said concerned.

Hearing the concern in his voice, she reassured him it was really no big deal, but he was persistent and not going to let up.

"Uh..okay…ummm…."

"Jesus Liv! You're scaring the shit outta me. What is it?"

"Okay! Shit! I wanted to know if guys like when women…you know…when they go down on them," she muttered.

Laughing, Elliot said, "Are you serious? That was what you wanted to ask me?"

"I told you it was stupid. Forget I said anything, watch the movie Elliot," Olivia said standing up from the couch.

He grabbed her wrist before she could very far and pulled her back down onto the couch.

"Liv, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to laugh, I just…you made it sound so serious."

"Fuck you Elliot! This is serious. You think it was easy for me to ask you that? I thought I could talk to you about this but if you're going to be a prick about it and laugh at me then forget it!" She yelled.

"Okay….okay calm down. I said I was sorry. Okay, so you wanna know if guys like to have their dicks sucked, is that what you are asking me?"

"Yes! Yes Elliot that was the fucking question," Olivia yelled becoming increasingly embarrassed by the entire conversation.

"Yeah, I guess they do," was Elliot's only response.

"You guess they do? You guess they do? What the hell kind of answer is that? Okay, how about this Elliot? Do you like it?"

Wiping his hand down his face and sighing, Elliot finally spoke. "Yeah, the one time it happened to me it was good."

"Once? You were married for twenty years and Kathy only did it once?" Olivia asked surprised.

"Actually, it wasn't even Kathy. It was before I met her. Kathy never wanted to, so I never pushed her," he replied.

"Wow," was all Olivia could manage to get out.

Standing up, Elliot began to pace around his apartment. "Why are you asking me this Olivia? It is kinda a weird thing to bring up."

"I know…it's just that…well…you know that guy I told you I've been seeing…well I think he wants me to and….well I never did it before," Olivia blurted out.

Elliot saw vulnerability in Olivia he had never seen before. Her admission to him was a pretty big deal for her he thought to himself.

"Really?" He asked surprised.

"Yes, really!" She said embarrassed.

"Can I ask why you never did?"

"I don't know really…it just always seemed like something really intimate to me and I never felt close enough to someone to get that intimate with them. I never had sex with anyone without a condom either since we are bearing our souls to each other," Olivia responded.

"Wow!" Elliot replied.

"Yeah a lot of wow going on tonight. I guess we keep surprising each other huh?" Olivia asked.

"Umm…yeah I guess so," Elliot said laughing.

"Okay, so how exactly do I do this?" Olivia asked.

"Excuse me?" Elliot replied his face turning red.

"You know, how do I…how do…..Jesus Elliot! You know what I'm asking you," Olivia said.

"Yeah, I know what you're asking, I'm just not sure how I'm supposed to answer that. I guess just do what feels right, whatever comes natural," he replied.

"That's it? That's your great advice for me? Do what comes natural? Elliot I'm a 40 something year old woman who has never sucked a guy's dick before. I have no idea what comes naturally!" she blurted out.

"Jesus, Liv!"

"What? I mean I'm not gonna dance around it anymore, I told you what the deal is and now I'm asking for your help," She said.

"My help? What do you wanna do practice on me?"

As soon as the words left his mouth, he wanted to die. Did he actually just ask his partner if she wanted to practice giving a blow job on him?

"Can I?" She asked.

She couldn't believe she just said that. Now she wanted to die. This was getting too heavy for her she thought to herself. She felt like she had just crossed a line with Elliot, a line she couldn't come back from.

"Oh El, shit! I am so sorry. I can't believe I said that. Can we just forget I ever brought this up? I better go," she mumbled grabbing her purse and heading for the door.

As she opened the door, she could hear him coming up from behind her. The door closed in front of her face and all she saw was Elliot's arm holding the door closed.

"Don't go," he whispered in her ear.

A shiver shot through her all the way to her core.

"El," she whispered.

"Yes Olivia?" he whispered back.

"What are we doing?

"I don't know. I just know I don't want you to go," he said turning around walking back into the living room.

"Elliot I'm really sorry if I crossed a line here. I'm just really sorry. I'm so embarrassed right now," Olivia said dropping her head.

"Liv, stop. You didn't. I'm the one who crossed the line first asking if you wanted to practice on me."

"El, I really need to go," Olivia said walking toward the door again.

"Why?" he asked.

"I just do…trust me please?" she begged.

"Olivia, what is it? Why are you trying so hard to get out of here?"

"Fuck Elliot! Why can't you ever just let something go? I need to get out of here because I meant it when I asked can I? When you were standing behind me at the door, I was so fuckin turned on, it scared the shit out of me! Now let me just go so I can still have some semblance of dignity when I wake up tomorrow," Olivia responded practically in tears.

"Turned on? I turned you on?" Elliot asked smirking.

"Are you fuckin serious right now? I'm practically hysterical right now and you are having an ego boost moment? Yes you turned me on. I'm turned on right now at the way you are smirking. Fuck!"

He moved closer to her closing the gap between them. He leaned in and skimmed his lips across hers whispering, "I'm so turned on right now too. You have no idea and talking about and thinking about you sucking my dick is making me crazy."

"Really? You'd let me do that to you?" Olivia questioned.

"There's not much I would do for you Olivia," he responded.

"Well, I mean obviously this is just you helping me out….I mean….no strings attached or anything right?" Olivia asked.

"Oh…yeah…of course…no strings," Elliot responded feeling a bit let down.

Elliot walked over to the couch taking Olivia's hand and sitting down. She sat across from him on the coffee table. They starred at each other having no clue what to say after crossing this line. Olivia stood up and finally broke the silence. "El, maybe this wasn't a good idea. We haven't done anything and things are already weird between us."

"Liv, I'd never make you do anything you didn't want to. You asked for my help. I'm willing to help you, whatever you need," Elliot said.

Moving back to the coffee table and sitting down, Olivia looked at him. Placing her hands on his thighs she sighed. "I have no idea what I'm doing here Elliot. I don't just mean..you know…the…but here with you…I must be crazy."

"You're not crazy Olivia," Elliot said moving closer to her. "You're scared, so you came to me because you know you never have to be scared with me."

Elliot took his hand and ran it down Olivia's cheek. She closed her eyes at his touch. It was gentle and loving, everything she knew Elliot would always be.

"You're right," she said. "I'm never scared with you, not even about this. I'm a bit nervous but not scared," she said moving to sit next to him on the couch. She reached for the button on his pants when she was stopped by his hands. He looked at her dead in the eyes with his deep blue orbs and said, "Olivia are you sure?"

Smiling, she replied "Yes, Elliot I'm sure. If I can't do this with you, I can't do this with anyone."

Olivia brought her hands again to Elliot's button, this time he didn't stop her. He felt his dick twitch as she un zippered his pants, exposing the hard on he was already forming. Olivia was pleasantly surprised to see he was going commando today. She smirked at him. He sat up a bit so she could rid him of his pants. She slid them down his legs and threw them behind her. She looked at his erection and wondered for a moment what she was doing, until she felt his hands in her hair and stoking her cheeks. She knew then, it would be okay.

She lowered her head to his tip and began to lick. She wasn't sure exactly what she should do, so she waited for cues from Elliot, that didn't come. He had said do what comes natural, so she did. She began to lick the length of him, feeling him twitch. She then grabbed his length and wrapped her lips around it. She heard a moan from Elliot, which egged her on a bit. She figured if he was enjoying himself she must be doing something right. She began to suck and suck hard, stopping every once in a while to lick him up and down. Elliot looked down and almost lost it right there, as he saw Olivia's head bobbing up and down on his dick. He threw his head back, closed his eyes and moaned her name.

"Liv, fuck!," he spat.

Removing his rock hard length from her mouth she looked up and asked, "Did I do something wrong?"

"God no! Keep going," Elliot grunted.

Olivia went back to work, sucking, licking playing with his balls. She then took her hands and ran them up his thighs underneath his shirt. He unbuttoned his shirt and threw it off giving her more access if she wanted it. He sat up never letting his dick leave her mouth. He tugged at her shirt removing it from her body. He ran his hands through her hair pulling her head closer to him. She found herself exploring every part of his body she could get her hands on.

Elliot continued to watch her head bob up and down on his dick and thought he would lose it right there.

"Liv, shit! Are you sure you've never done this before? Damn!" he moaned.

"I take it you like it?" she said seductively.

Unable to speak, Elliot just nodded his head. She could feel he was getting close. She suddenly found herself not only wanting to experience this for the first time but to pleasure Elliot as much as humanly possible. She began to speed up, sucking and licking harder and faster. He couldn't hold out anymore.

"Liv…Liv…you need to stop…I'm gonna cum."

With her mouth still wrapped around her she shook her head no, that was his undoing. He spilled his seed into her hot wet mouth. He screamed her name and a few four-letter words. When he was finished, she pulled her mouth off him and swallowed. He thought he might die right there. Sucking his dick was one thing, but swallowing him that was taking it to a whole other level he thought. He leaned down to pull her up from her knees. She straddled him, wrapping her arms around his neck she crashed her lips to his.

He moved his lips to her neck and began kissing her behind the ear. "That was fucking amazing," he whispered.

"I did good I take it?" she whispered back as she kissed his neck.

"You did good," he said.

Smiling, Olivia got off Elliot and put her shirt back on. Elliot sat there with no shirt and no pants on, still trying to wrap his head around what just happened.

"Where you going?" he asked.

"I don't know. Home I guess," Olivia replied.

"Don't go, Liv" he pleaded.

"El, we said no strings. I shouldn't have kissed you, I went too far."

"I'm not complaining, Olivia." He responded.

"I can't do this right now Elliot," she said.

"Do what? Admit it was more than you wanted it to be? Why can't you?" Elliot asked confused.

"El, please. We're partners, we're not supposed to be anything else. Maybe this was all just a really big mistake."

"Are you sorry, Liv?"

"No…ummm…no I'm not sorry I just mean maybe we shouldn't have done this."

Elliot stood up putting his pants and shirt back on. He looked at Olivia with a bit of anger in his eyes. This look did not go unnoticed by her. She didn't understand where it was coming from. They agreed no strings.

"You gonna tell me that didn't mean something more than what it started out as?"

"El, I'm not having this conversation with you," Olivia yelled as she made her way to the door.

"Liv, don't go please," Elliot begged.

A/N: Meh what ya think I could make it like three chapters or end it right here you tell me!