Sometimes, I know how the feeling Joy feels about and for Fabian. I have this crush on my best guy friend but he's head over heels for somebody who almost took my place. Last night's episode made me really think, and even though I don't want revenge on the girl, I really wish she moved or something. The thing is that we are pretty good friends and she like him. It really crushes my soul. I bet almost everyone goes through this.

Disclaimer: I don't own HoA

I might be dead right now.

Gone

Away

Happier

Pleased

With my loved ones

You had to forget me

You left me

For her

Miss. Perfect

She had all the friends

She had all the looks

She had everything

Especially you

I was excluded

Blocked

Forgotten

Hidden behind ten-feet high walls

Alone

I loved you

Couldn't you see?

You were my best friend

Always kind and gentle

Always helping me with hard times

Always there

Then, you chucked me in the trash

and left for her

Just like that

We still talk

We still look at each other

but it's not the same

Remember how we drew faces in rocks

When I first got here?

I liked you and you liked me

Remember those memories?

I do.

You seem to have forgotten since she came along

Forgotten me

Forgotten the real you

Forgotten us

I sometimes wish I was dead

It would be better than dying more

Everyday

Whenever I see you

With her

If I was dead...

What would happen?

Would you even notice?

What would you do?

Would you realize you love me?

And that I love you?

So, that's it. I'm a hopeless romantic. So... yeah

Not,

LuvingLife