So I haven't updated in a VERY VERY long time.. betcha thought I never would. Well I thought I never would again, but here I am. I was looking through my old emails and I saw loads of reviews and I thought "hey ho, if people want to read this, then who am I to say no" so i got off my ass and started writing. I think/ hope it's better than my old writing because i'm a lot older now, but the rating might have to go up (because i'm a lot older now.. wink wink). Tell me if you want to keep it at T or if you want a really M story! I'm probably going to go back and rewrite the old chapters, and re-read the Gallagher Girls books (and actually read the new ones, don't tell me what happens!) because i've forgotten A freakin lot!

So yeah, mssg or review about the rating change or if you want to suggest any ideas or anything hit me up:)

hope you like me again

enjoy!

"You're not the only person who can explore the insides of your school Gallagher Girl" Zach looked down at me with a smirk, his hair falling slightly over his emerald eyes. I could tell by the way he briefly looked to the entrance that he was trying to avoid the question.

"Are you avoiding the question Blackthorne Boy?" I gave him a quick playful jab to the side.

He scoffed and flashed his 'I-Know-Something-You-Don't' smile at me. He looked down at me with his piercing green eyes and reached around me to tuck a hair -that had escaped from my messy bun- away from my face. He lowered his face down towards my own and I was caught up in his broad frame and musky, yet surprisingly sweet scent. He was gorgeous.

And all mine.

Mine.

Wait….

I flung myself away from his body and landed on the other side of the couch. The lack of contact with him hurt again but my crazy feelings were something I needed to deal with before I lost myself more in his dreamy gaze. Or how nice it would be if he pinned me down against this sofa and pressed his body… Shit, this is not good. What's happening to me?

It must be the potion doing this to me.

Zach is hot though, and sexy. Remember him wearing those tight fitted boxer shorts last night. That boy could be all yours. That's definitely a pro. And he knows about the spy thing, he could even teach me a few things. Not just spy things… sexual things maybe.

No.

no.

no. I need to stop thinking like this.

I broke out of my internal monologue to look up at Zach, who looked at me with a weary expression. He must of thought I was going mentally insane. I mean, I did just jump away from him wildly with no explanation and then proceeded to sit at the other end of the couch for 2 minutes and roughly 35 seconds hyperventilating.

"This potion is m-making me have some really, um,.. weird thoughts about us" I say never looking up from the comfort of my lap, because as soon as I look up into those green eyes I'll be lost forever.

He chuckles from his seat. Even his laugh is annoyingly sexy. "What feelings Cam? You'll have to explain them so I can know if I'm feeling the same thing?"

Suddenly I feel his pointer finger on my chin lifting my head so I meet his gaze. My heart starts to pound in my chest and warmth begins to spread throughout my body. My mind fogged up and went blank. All I could think of was Zach.

"Gallagher Girl? Are you going to answer me?" He questioned tauntingly.

"Uhm" What were we even talking about, all I know is that his eyes are pretty and he's extremely hot when he looks at me like that. Without realising it a mumbled "you're hot" had escaped my lips. I immediately pulled my head and gaze away from Zach. My face goes up in flames and I'm burning up from the embarrassment.

Zach almost purrs in excitement "Aw is my little Gallagher Girl sexually frustrated?"

"What! No! Of course not" I turn back to look at him in anger only to realise he wanted to rile me up so I'd face him. He quickly slides his hand through my bun to stop me from turning away. My blushing face easily visible.

His smirk turns into a shit-eating grin and I know I've lost all hope of convincing him I'm not a little bit turned on by him.

"Don't lie to me Cammy, I know it's hard not to look at all this" He gestures to his body with the hand that's not currently holding me in place. "You don't have to fight it." He winks.

"It's probably just the potion anyway..." I trail off, his piercing eyes making me gulp under pressure.

"I find it adorable that you have to lie to yourself Gallagher Girl" He condescendingly ruffles my hair with the hand that's lodged deep inside my now even messier bun.

"Why don't you ask me if I have the same feelings for you? Why don't you ask me if you turn me on?" He smirks.

I take a deep shaky breath. I can ask a simple question, right?! I'm a spy for goodness sake! I'm a Gallagher girl. Just don't wimp out and you'll be fine.

I look Zach dead in the eye and lick my lips "Blackthorne Boy, Do I turn you on?"

"God yes" and that's when he pounces onto me and his lips press against mine.

Potion or not, it's amazing.

Thats it for now, but hopefully i'll be back again writing soon!

real soon! Don't forget to review or mssg me, i'm good with replies:)