Chapter 1

~6 months after the season finally~

He deserved it. He knows he deserved it and he deserved so much worst. She just walk into his pent house as he sat on the couch and gave him the Lane punch, that would make the General would be so proud of, right in the face. "You're a bastard and my cousin deserve so much better than you."

"Hello dear cousin-in-law." Oliver said getting up. He made a mental note to have Emil check his jaw out incase Lois has dislocated it.

"Your divorce was finalized this morning so we are no longer in laws. I don't even consider you my friend anymore after what you did to Chloe. What are you doing Oliver?"

"Why do you care? We aren't family anymore." Oliver poured himself a glass of whisky.

"I don't care about you but Chloe still does. You may have cheated on and you may be divorce now but she still loves you so much. I can give a damn what happens to you but I know if something does, Chloe will be even more broken. She wanted to come check up on you but given the fact that you are divorce now and given the things you said the last time you seen her, I volunteer to check on you instead."

"I didn't mean what I said to her. I was drunk and I was stupid. She knows that I didn't mean it right."

Oliver was going to take a sip from his cup of whisky but Lois put her hand on his to lower it from his lips. Oliver looked into Lois' eyes and saw a look of seriousness that he had never seen on her before. "No, Oliver. She doesn't know that. She is hurting right now and so she is going to believe what you say to her."

"What do you want me to do?"

"I don't know." Lois was a Lane and Lanes always had a plan. The General had installed this idea in them since she was a child so it surprise Oliver that Lois did not have a plan to fix this. "But this has to stop. Do you know how much Chloe is blaming herself for all this? How much she thinks you blame her for what happened?"

"But I don't."

"Then pick yourself up out of this mess you created. Chloe needs us right now. So stop this and be there for her."

"I'm not her husband anymore."

"Yeah but you are the only one who knows how she is feeling right now. You are the only one that opinion truly matters right now to her."

"I messed up too big already. I don't know if I can fix it."

"You have to try Oliver. If not for Chloe then for…" Lois couldn't bring herself to say it. "You own her big time Oliver. Do this for her?"

"You make it sound so easy."

"I'm not saying it is easy. God knows this might be the most difficult thing that happens to the two of you. This is different from anything the two of you have faced before. There isn't an enemy. There is just some emotional things said between two people who is dealing with a huge lose. You have let this destroy your marriage but you can't let this destroy Chloe."

"I don't know what to do."

"I don't either but what you are doing isn't helping anyone either."

"I didn't mean what I said. I was drunk and stupid."

"Like I said before, Chloe isn't handling this well either. You were her husband and she believed the harsh things you said. That is why the two of you are divorce right now. Well one of the reason anyways."

Oliver rolled his eyes. "Why don't you just come out and say it."

Lois let out a loud sigh. She knew he didn't need a lecture right now but she has been keeping this all in. It hasn't done any good keeping silent so she might as well say out loud. Someone had to say it and the rest of the team was too chicken. "I honestly believe that you and Chloe were meant to be. Even before when the two of you were more than nothing but friends with benefits. I thought that you would be the one person that would never hurt Chloe. Despite all your faults and all the sins you carried, I thought that you hurting Chloe would never be one. I thought that you were going to be the person who would always make Chloe's happy. You need to take responsibility for this marriage failing because Chloe thinks it is all on her. You think by drinking and you sleeping with all those women are going to help you get over what happened but it isn't. You think going out as Green Arrow and taking a beating or going to fight clubs as Oliver Queen is punishment but the only person that is being punish is Chloe. You should know better than anyone that despite all that Chloe would have stayed with you. She did it before and she would have done it again."

"But she didn't. She left anyways."

"Because you cheated on her and you told her that you blamed her. She thought that you wanted her gone."

"I did want her gone but…"

"But what?"

"She deserved better."

"I'm not going to argue with you on that but she wanted to be with you."

"You don't understand."

"Then explain it to me so I can."

"It was my fault. I should have been there for her but I wasn't. I should have known that she was in danger."

"Oliver, you are only human. You couldn't have know that Chloe was in danger. Not even Clark with all his super power could have known that Chloe was in danger."

"But they were after her because of me. Not the Green Arrow but Oliver Queen. They wanted to hurt Oliver Queen so they attack the two people he cared most for. Granted that no one knew that Chloe was pregnant but they hurt her to hurt me."

"Don't you see Oliver? You thought that when they took your baby that they had destroy what you had but that wasn't true. You destroyed it with your guilt. This time Chloe couldn't save you because she needed you to save her. You two might not be married anymore but she still needs you to save her. So you need to pick yourself out of the gutter and put yourself together."

Chloe sits at her on the couch looking out the window. She sat in the living room surround by the boxes of things she had collected over the years. She didn't want to remember all the memories that the items came with. Right now she just wanted to forget that she was Chloe Sullivan, the former Chloe Queen, Watchtower and anything else that came with her life. Most of all she wanted to forget the last month.

Chloe look out to into the dark stormy outside world that mirrored what was going on side her mind. It has been this way since she lost the baby. She hadn't been expecting this. Sure she knew what she was getting into when she married a superhero but she thought that things would have gotten better after Dark Side. She couldn't blame this on the lives they live. The only person that she could blame was herself. Oliver blamed her.

There was a flash of lighting and that was when she saw it. A shadow on the other roof opposite of her apartment as if they were looking into her apartment. Another flash appeared and she saw that the person had gotten closer and saw that familiar green hero. Usually on horrible raining nights like these, no one would be on portal because even the criminals wouldn't go out on such a night. Chloe open the window that leads out to the fire escape. When Chloe stilled lived at the Talon, and Oliver was out on portal she would leave the window open for him as a signal that it was okay for him to come in; granted that he did not always come in even though she left the invite open.

Chloe walked into the bathroom and wash her face trying her best to look more presentable. She just didn't want him to see her tear stain face. Chloe looked at herself in the mirror and prepare her face to be free of emotion. She walked back out to her living room to seen the green hero standing in the middle of her kitchen.

"Hey Chloe, where is the hot chocolate?"

"It's in the second cabinet on the left of the sink."

"I made you a pot of coffee too." Chloe didn't respond. She simple retook her spot on the couch and look to the outside world. Oliver poured Chloe a cup and gentle set it down on the coffee table. He began to look around the small apartment and notice that none of the remembrance of her past made it out of the pack boxes yet. "I like your new place but it's kind of small don't you think?"

"Well it's just me now so this apartment is big enough. I don't need the empty room to remind me of what I lose." Oliver moved to grab her hand but Chloe pulled it back. "Please don't."

"Okay," Oliver said trying to remove all emotion from his voice. He moved to stand next to couch to look out the window.

Time pass and they stay this way without speaking for what seems like hours before Chloe finally ask the question that has been on her mind since she saw him on the other roof. "What are you doing here?"

"I came to see how you were doing?"

Chloe tilt her head so that he could look up at Oliver who was looking down on her. "We're not married anymore so it's not your job to come check up on me."

"I'm not checking up on you." Chloe just continue looking at him and he knew she saw right through him like she always did. "Okay maybe I am here to check up on you but just because we aren't married anymore don't mean that I still don't care."

Chloe return her gazes to the outside world of her window. "You hate me."

Oliver hard barely heard it but she had said it loud enough to have been heard over the sound of the beating rain against the window. "I don't hate you. I should have never said those things to you."

"You mean you should have never told me the truth about how you blame me for losing our baby and that you could never forgive me."

"I didn't mean does thing."

"You did."

"No, I didn't. I should have never said those things because they were true. It wasn't your fault for losing our baby. It was my fault. I didn't pay enough attention to you. I realize now that you kept trying to tell me that you were pregnant weren't you?"

"I was never going to keep it a secret from you."

"I know and I know now that you would never do anything to endanger our child. What happen wasn't in any of our control." Oliver kneeled in front of Chloe and put a gentle hand on Chloe's face. He thumb slowly caress her check as if to wipe away the tears that he had made her cry and the tears that were already shed. "I'm so sorry for so many things. I just want you to know that no matter what happens in our lives, I will always love you."

"I will always love you too."

AN: I just need to let you know that this is going to go off the tv show but the only different is that Oliver never came out as a superhero. This will come into play later on. I hope you enjoy this. Please review!