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Kyoko wasn't sure if Kuon would like her idea. She wasn't so sure about it herself. It didn't sound so bad in her head, but she had a doubt about it.
She was sitting on a couch and he went to the mini bar to pour some wine for both of them. He gave her one glass and sat next to her. He put her legs on his thighs and sat on his side so he could face her while she would say her idea.
"So Kyoko, what do you have in mind?" Kuon asked her. She looked away, took a big sip from her glass and with a surprise she realized that it was a really tasty wine. It was slightly sweet and it didn't seem like a strong one. "You like it?"
"Yes, I love it." she answered with a smile. She took another sip.
"Kyoko." He squeezed lightly her foot. She giggled. He smiled and did it again. she giggled and whirled on a couch.
"Corn haha stop it! haha" She tried to be stern but ended up laughing.
"I'll stop it if you tell me your idea." To make his point he screeched her underfoot.
"Hahah okay I'll tell you. haha so please stop! hahah I'll spill the wine so please stop!" He just smiled at her. She was too adorable in his eyes. He would do anything she asked him, anyway. He gave her some time to catch her breath and tried to wait patiently for her to spill her plan. Although he was tempted to just hear her laugh a little bit longer. He sighed and settled on giving a small massage to her feet.
"So what do you have in mind?" He was curious what she thought of.
"Well we started everything with a game, right?" He just blinked and after few seconds of thinking about it he nodded. He didn't really like the way it sounded. But he couldn't' really deny it. "So I was thinking why won't we end it with a game as well?" Kuon frowned at that.
"What do you mean?" He wasn't sure if he liked the idea or not. So for now he decided to wait and hear everything out.
"Well we don't want anyone to really found out about it. So we will have to act as if we are not together. Like we were before this trip, game and marriage." She started explaining. Kuon had his brows furrowed. He didn't really know what to think about it.
"I actually would want to tell everyone that you are off the hook and scream to everyone that you're mine." He grumbled under his nose. Kyoko blinked and laughed. He looked up at her and he stopped playing with her foot. "I'm not kidding." He sulked.
"What I mean is that we decided that it may be not so good for your-" She cut in half sentence when she looked at his displeasing eyes. "I mean our carriers if we just say that we eloped. After all we didn't even date or went public or anything. The press and fans may get suspicious and may not like it." He had to agree with her on that. That wouldn't be good and he knew that but it didn't mean he didn't like it. "You know, I would like to tell everyone that you're mine as well." Kyoko said it with a cute blush and to hide it she took a sip from her glass.
"You would want to?" Kuon had a big smile on his face. She's too cute! That's all what he could think about.
"Of course! Do you know how many girls is out there planning to snatch you?" She sighed.
"Well I have to tell you that there is a lot of guys who would want you as well, Kyoko. To many for my liking." The second sentence he grumbled under his nose, while Kyoko looked surprised at him. Than she furrowed her brows.
"Like who?" She asked innocently. Kuon narrowed his eyes at her.
"I prefer you ignoring them and being in the blue about it than making you realize and taking a chance of you choosing some other prick." He turned his head sternly. Kyoko blinked few times. She narrowed her eyes.
"Do you have so little faith in me or my feelings?" Kuon felt like he just stepped on a mine and with caution he looked at her. He sighed.
"Not in you Kyoko but I just don't trust all this guys around you. I'm starting to believe in your love for me although it's not easy. It's more like a dream come true. I'm just not used to being this happy. I feel like if I take one wrong move everything is going to crumble around me. I'm scared I'm going to lose you. That you're going to realize that some other guy is better than me." He looked down on her foot. God I can't believe how insecure I am. What is wrong with me? Kyoko was looking at Kuon with big eyes and slightly open mouth. She couldn't really believe in what he was saying. He's as insecure as me! She came with a realization. Before she could stop herself she screamed it out.
"You're as insecure as me!" Kyoko blushed when she realized she screamed it out loud. While Kuon looked at her with a start. "You're telling me that I should build confidence in myself but I feel like both of us should do that." Ren laughed at that.
"You're right." He smiled fondly at her. " I love you."
"I love you too." She decided to drop the subject about guys liking her. She didn't really believe it. Maybe he's blinded by love for me and that's why he thinks there are some guys who would want me? She looked at him with small pity. Thankfully for her he was looking at her foot and missed her pity look. "Ok so I was saying." At that he looked up and gave her his whole attention. "The only people I will really have to tell will be Taisho and Okami. After all I'm living with them and they would get worried if I didn't come back home for a night. Or they could get a wrong idea." She blushed at the thought. He beamed at her.
"You're right. After all you're going to move in with me so-"
"Eh?!" He blinked at her. "What do you mean by moving in?" She squeaked.
"Well we are married and married couple live together so I assumed that. I'm sorry. If you need some more time I understand." Stupid! Stupid! Of course she'll need some more time! I'm an idiot!
"You would want me to move in?" She asked him with eyes guarded to not show him what she's feeling at the moment.
"Of course I would want you to move in!" He said aghast at her thinking differently. He took her glass and put it on a table with his. He scooped her in his arms. "To wake up every morning with you in my arms. To play with you every day. To plan our future every day. To laugh with you. To make love to you every night. To have kids with you one day. Kyoko there is nothing more I want."
"Kids?!" She squeaked again. He blinked.
"To fast?" He looked with worry on her. He took her face in his hands and looked seriously at her. "Not now, Kyoko. But one day I would love to have kids with you. But only when you'll be ready and you'll want them as well. If that day won't come then that's fine. I love you." He ended it with a kiss. Few tears run down from her eyes.
"I didn't think of kids. I-" He kissed her.
"Don't think of it now we don't have to-" He abruptly stopped. Kyoko saw fear in his eyes. He gulped. "Kyoko there is something we have to discuss." Kuon could feel his hands becoming sweaty. I'm an idiot! How could I forget! She's going to hate me! Kyoko straightened up in his arms. She could feel his fear.
"Kuon what is it?" He licked his dry lips. And gulped few times. "Kuon you're scaring me." He took a big breath and looked at her. We have to discuss it! There is a possibility that- She took his face in hers hands and kissed him. She pulled away with a blush.
"I didn't use protection." He dropped the bomb. He looked away. He couldn't face her.
"Huh? Protection?" What does he mean by protection. He looked at her with big eyes. She doesn't know what I mean!
"When we were making love all this times… I didn't use protection." He blushed. Wow he's cute when he's blushing. Wait! What?!
"What?"
"What I mean is that there is a possibility that you may be pregnant." Her eyes widened. And she looked at him but couldn't say anything. She's going to hate me! God how could I forget! "I know you're mad but Kyoko if you are, we will think of something. There is a possibility that you're not but-" She cut him off with a kiss again. He started rumbling. It was her first time seeing him rumbling. She had to admit that it was cute. "Kyoko?" She blushed. He was surprised. She was taking it better than he thought she would.
"There is almost none possibility of me being pregnant." His eyes furrowed with worry. Is she sick? A little bit fidgety he waited for her to explain. Seeing his worry she knew she will have to elaborate. God this is embarrassing! "Two months ago Moko-San come to me with a problem. I'm sorry but this is her problem so I can't really say." She was begging him with his eyes to not ask. "She was really worried so I suggested her to take this contraceptive plasters or injections. But because the plaster would be on a display she decided on injection. You take them once every 3 months. But she told me to go with her. So I decided to talk with nurse about it. And she suggested to me to try it. She said that thanks to it my period may get regulated after few uses and my menstrual cramps may be less painful. And because Moko-San was doing it I did it with her." She blushed while she was talking about it. She wasn't ready to talk about subjects like this. But because he was really worried she felt like she needed to tell him why. She could feel him relaxing. He breathed with relief. He put his head on her shoulder.
"I'm sorry. I should have thought about it before but…" His voice was muffled by her shoulder. He didn't know what to say to her. "I feel like an idiot!" Kyoko blinked few times. She took his face in her hands and looked at his face worryingly.
"Why? It's not like you knew-"
"Exactly Kyoko! I didn't know! That's why I should be more cautious! What if you didn't take that injection?! I know you are not ready for becoming a mother and I'm not ready to be a father ether. But Kyoko because of my stupidity I-"
"Stop it! You are not the only one to blame. I could have told you as well! But I didn't I was so lost in feelings that I didn't think of it! So let's blame ourselves for it." She took a breath. "Let's not think "if" the thing is I took it. I'm not ready to be a mother and truthfully I don't think I'll ever be. Or that I could ever be a good mother." She averted her eyes away from him. She could feel tears in her eyes. She was afraid they would fall. She wa scared. What if he will realize now that it was a mistake? I can't be a mother! Not now not ever! Kuon lightly took her chin in his hand and moved it back so he could look in her eyes.
"Kyoko, love. I know you would be a great mother. I can see how great you're taking care of Maria." He pecked her on a lips and smiled. "But I know now it wouldn't be a good time for it. For now we should just take one step at the time, okay? I'm not going to rush you. We have all the time in the world." He kissed her again. Kyoko could feel tears escaping her eyes. How can he know what to say to make me feel better? How does he does that? She cried for few minutes in his arms but after she calmed down he purred some more wine in her glass to calm her down. "So about you moving to my place we can discuss it later." Kyoko relaxed in his arms and after calming down she decided to go on with her plan. She took few sips of the wine.
"I would love to move in with you but what about Taisho and Okami? I can't leave them like that. I owe them so much and-" Kuon cut her with a kiss.
"It's okay. We will discuss it with them as well. I'm not going to make the decision by myself." He smiled at her. She wants to move in with me! Kuon couldn't be happier in his life.
"Okay." She nodded. "I would love to tell this to Moko-San but I think that only we should know about it. How about Yashiro-San?"
"Well if you're not going to tell Kotonami-San than I won't tell Yashiro-San. It wouldn't be fair." He sipped his wine and was observing her how she was playing with a glass. "So if it's a game what are the rules?"
"Oh well the only rule I had in mind would be that no one can find out. Would you like to add something more?"
"Hmm well not really. Just to make sure. We're not going to tell this to president?" He asked her. He was contemplating if that was a good choice. If he finds out he's going to kill us! But it can be so much fun. Hiding from everyone. But it will so hard as well. I will have to restrain a lot.
"I thought that maybe in three or six months we could tell them that we are dating? Of course if they won't find out sooner. What do you think?" While she was saying he was purring more wine.
"So this game would last three months? I don't think I want it to last longer. Ok that may actually work. After that we will announce that we are together. And if I lost what would I have to do?" He asked her with curiosity.
"Well how about you'll have to do everything i'll say for a week? And the same would go for me if I lost." He bite her lip. She's to cute! Kyoko looked up at him and he looked like he was lost in thoughts.
"What is it?" He looked down on her. God I love looking at her from above. Her eyes so full of trust and this pink lips slightly open. So tempting and- He cut his thought before he wouldn't be able to stop.
"I'm in." He looked determined at her. "But there is a chance that no one will lose or win so I actually thought that maybe like in the previous game we can put one more rule. If one of us will break out of character but the game will be still on then he'll have to do something." She contemplated the thought and smiled with determination. Playing as a me before? It's like acting. It will be so much fun!
"Like what?" He looked inside her determined eyes and smiled. His hand to the glass and put his and hers on a table next to them. His other hand went under her chin and pulled her to him. Their lips met and they were locked in a small battle. When his other hand got free he squeezed her ass slightly. He heard her moan and he couldn't help but smirk with satisfaction. His lips moved to her ear and he blow a kiss over there.
"If the person will break a character then let's say he'll do everything that is said of him at night." He heard her gasp. His hand moved to her stomach and made circles over there. "What do you say?" Normally he wouldn't suggest such a bold request but after few glass of wine, some whisky in the morning and they were drinking for a second day he felt more brave.
"So if you're break a character you'll be my sex slave for a night?" He pulled away from her and looked at her red face. Her lips were parting like they tried to form some words but the voice wouldn't come out. This is what I meant but I didn't think she would graze it like that. He licked his lips and shuddered at the thought of her commending him. He smirked.
"Yes that's exactly what I meant. And of course if you'll break a character you'll be mine sex slave for a night." His eyes darkened. Kyokos heart started beating faster. She could feel her face becoming redder with every second. She could feel the excitement on just a thought of it. She licked her eyes and nodded. Kuon smirked and pounced at her. In effect she needed being pinned to the couch. It took her by surprise and she made a seared sound. He laughed. "The game will start when we come back home. After we tell Taisho and Okami about it." Before she could replay he kissed her hard.
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