Disclaimer : Neon Genesis Evangelion doesn't belong to me, it belongs to Ganiax.



"The Third Child"
by
Rem

The waves of the sea splash soundlessly on a monstrous humanoid of man creation. It lays crucified position, with it arms outstretched. Laying there lifeless.

The grey eyes peer an a disgusted admiration at the monstrous creation of man, taken from creatures they didn't have understanding. He lays there on the beach watching the purple creature to see if there any sudden movement. As he watches it with a repulsed fascination, his memory replays the event that lead to this path.

Rei .... a monster, killing them....

Misato .... that kiss.. that kiss....

His Father .... being eaten ....

Asuka .... being ripped apart .....

Me .... spurning Rei ...

Me .... a coward ....

Me .... the destroyer ....

Me .... the betrayer ....

ME!ME!ME!ME!ME!ME!

"I lost everyone...:" he quietly said to himself. A moan attracts his attention, he grey eyes darts from the purple monster to a red-head girl ... "Asuka?" he said warily.

She looks at him with her one good eye, blankless expression was on her face, her eyes didn't seem to have that flare that it once had ....

"No! You're not Asuka!" He said suddenly and angry "Get out of my head, I hate you, I reject you, I spurn you!!" his hand grabbing her throat, squeezing the life out of it, while she is looking at him with no emotion.

His grey eyes begins soaking up, and tears starts falling from the corner of his eyes and ...
She caress his face, a light smile is on her face.

She caressing his face! His grip on her throat looses up at that reaction, then all the way when she states "I'm sick..."

He lets go of her and looks at her for a moment, trying to figure the meaning of those words. Then scrambles away from her, kicking wet sand at the processes. Stopping a few feet away.

"Sick Bitch...." He says and flops down onto the sand, he grimaces as he lays there.

Closing his eyes, he mumbles to himself "so am I."

He stares at the sky, sighing, everyone in his life is gone.... he looks at Asuka there doing nothing, "Not my Asuka..."

*****************

He opened his eyes, his lung arching for air, rushed toward the surface, his body bruised and battered, he kept pushing
to the limited until he gasped air into his lung and discharging the goo in return.

He stepped slowly through the thickness of the LCL goo, well it's goo for him, his body arching all over, the events that
took place broken him down. "Damnit....Damnit...." he kept repeating as he walked slowly to the shore, most of his energy
gone from him, using the last of his reserves to walk. He fell in the liquid goo. He struggled to get up again.

The sky was blue as he eyes looked over it. Now it's not a even the right color. He squeezed his left shoulder with his hand.
His vision blurred and wet, "Damnit.." he mumble to a low voice, his throat raw and hoarse. His leg were beginning to burn and arch 'so much....so much' that he tripped and fell into the liquid again

He turned around on his back, floating there, doing....nothing

The evolution of man has achieved ..... nothing and with that nothing we became overconfident.
The future of man was suppose to be endless ... an endless waltz through time and history, to mark the
achievement and brilliant of man

Man.....

Man.....

Man....

Mankind......

Father.....

Mother.....

why.....

does......

this.....

happen....
to....

me....

? ....

YOU'RE RUNNING AWAY IKARI................

BAKA, YOU'RE A COWARD................

YOU DISAPPOINT ME SHINJI.................

WE DON'T NEED THAT ATTITUDE...................

THAT PILOT SO STUPID WHAT WAS HE THINKING..............

voices..................

WHO ARE YOU!..................

voices ................

WHY DO YOU RUN?............

voices in my head.............

WHY DO YOU ACT PATHETIC?..............

stop it...............

DON'T DO THIS IF THIS MAKES YOU UNHAPPY............

stop it............

BE ONE ...........

I don't want to hear it!...........

BE ONE.............

DAMNIT IT STOP IT!............

BE ONE...........

ONE..........

ONE..........

ONE .........
SHINJI BE ONE..........

BECOME WHOLE.........

ONE SHINJI........

SHINJI........

BAKA.........

IKARI.........

THIRD CHILD.........

PILOT.......

why don't you leave me alone?........

why?.......

BECAUSE........

YOU'RE ...........

NOT.......

ALONE........

*******************

His eyes open wide and he rush up from the liquid, a renew energy filled him and a new spirit. His vision focusing
back, he saw the only thing left of NERV, the organic humanoid Evangelion Unit-01, laying there useless and possibly eternally.

As he walked closer to the shore, eyes narrowed to see two figures on the beach

.... a boy .... a girl.....

He knew them an instant....

Shinji..... Asuka .....

Two of the most hated people he had ever known in his life....

His blood began to race in his vein.....

His anger erupting....

"AHHHHHH!!!" he screamed as he ran toward the two figures. His rage fueling his body as he push himself. "YOU WILL PAY!!!" he yelled toward them.

The third child looked at him, his eyes widen at his attacker, he couldn't believe it.....

He grabbed Shinji by his plug suit and pick him up "This is all your fault!" he yelled. Shinji looked at him a moment before looking away. He became angrier "Damnit! Look at me!" he punched young Ikari in the face

"Damnit look at me!" he kick the pilot on the side. Shinji moan in pain, crying out as he was being attack.

"You're shit! pilot you're SHIT!" he kicked the boy again "I hope you die!" his own eyes watering "YOU'RE
WEAK, you fail... FAILED!" he screamed "I HATE YOU HATE YOU"

"WHY ARE YOU WEAK!" kicking on shinji's side

"WHY?!" he slowed down, the rush leaving him, his rage dieing.

"WHY...why...." He felt a hand on his arm.

He looked at who it belong to.

"You don't need to do that anymore." she said.

Asuka hurt... holding him down with her touch and .... her presence "I know that ..... Ayanami"

She may have look like Asuka .... he look at the boy who was covered in blood, crying and crutching his sides.

"I fail them.... all of them" he said quietly.

"You did not, Shinji" she said quietly before taking him into her arms.


to be continued

Author Notes: there probably spelling or grammar error, had an idea put it on text...
Anyways I am going to make this a good fic, seeya