This update is really short, but I thought you guys might want it before I give you a full update this weekend. Thanks for your constant support, and brace yourself for some Brittana alone time… much love guys.

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Chapter 17:

I snuggle closer into Brittany after all four of us had calmed down. Brittany snickers at Rachel and Quinn who are cuddled up together fast asleep. I glance over and roll my eyes playfully. They just need to admit it to themselves already.

"Come on babe. Let's go to bed." I say to Brittany who just hums her approval. We silently creep off of the bed and I pull a light blanket over the two snuggle bugs. I turn the television off and walk cautiously through the dark to where Brittany is waiting for me. I interlace my fingers through hers and we tip toe out of the room towards mine.

When we get to my bedroom door I abruptly turn around and Brittany walks full force into me. "Umph." I say surprised and Brittany lets out a flirty giggle.

"Sorry, I forgot my phone in there…" I try to walk past her back towards Quinn's room but she grabs my wrist.

"Leave it…" she says as she tugs me back towards my room. "I want to cuddle right now." She says demandingly and my eyes widen in pleasure. I forget all about my phone and we retreat to my room, closing the door behind us and locking it.

As soon as I lock the door and turn around to get into bed, Brittany stops me and shoves me against the door.

"Are you serious about not letting me into your pants tonight?" she challenges and instead of waiting for an answer she presses her mouth forcefully onto mine.

A low gurgle of pleasure sounds in the back of my throat and I practically slide down the door. Brittany grabs me and holds me up, taking my arms and pinning them over my head with one hand while she cups my face with the other.

She presses her body into mine and my hips press into her instinctively. I feel her smile as my hips grind into her and she breaks the kiss to look at me.

"So?" She whispers as I try to catch my breath. I just smile unsteadily and shake my head.

"We have to take it slow." I remind her and her face falls into a pout. She thinks for a moment before an evil smile creeps back onto her face.

"Oh I promise I'll take it really slow for you." Her voice is so sexy when she says this that my whole body shudders involuntarily.

"Britt, don't do this to me. You know we have to take it slow." She shrugs and presses her lips onto my exposed neck, all while still keeping my arms pinned to the door. I hiss with desire and throw my head further to the side, allowing her full access to my sweet spot.

She hums against my skin and a tingle goes from my stomach all the way down to my center. She begins to ravage my neck and I press myself further into her body.

"Dammit Britt. You're killing me." I whimper and she sucks even harder on my skin.

"I can take care of that if you let me." She begins to bargain, and I'm already at a loss for words.

She takes my silence as a confirmation and slowly begins to remove my shirt. I let this slide, because I desperate want to feel my bare skin against hers at the moment. I reach for her shirt and she lets me remove it immediately.

I put my hands on the small of her back and pull her against me again to feel her stomach against mine. She slides one of her legs in between mine and presses her thigh hard up onto me. I moan and lean back against the door as she kisses me again.

I pull away from her breathless and fight for words. "Gosh Brittany, I want you to just take me now." I accidentally let slip out and in another instant I'm lifted into the air and thrown onto the bed.

Brittany falls on top of me and I wrap my arms around her neck. She leans in to kiss me on the lips again but I pull her closer and kiss her neck instead. Now it's her turn to start thrashing, and she grinds her body weight into mine creating more desirable friction.

As she moves her body up and down mine like we are in a fluid dance she exposes her chest to my face. Before she can react I unclip her bra from behind her back and pull it off of her. Her supple breasts are now exposed right in front of my face and I can't help but pull her body down closer so that my face gets buried in her masses. I begin kissing and sucking her tender spots and her pleasure becomes vocalized.

"Santana…" she whispers hoarsely and I swipe my tongue over one of her nipples. Her whole body tenses when I do this, so I do it again but more slowly and teasingly this time. "I'm supposed…" she manages to get out shakily before I suck her nipple entirely into my mouth. She intakes a sharp gasp and presses her chest further down onto my face as I massage her nipple with my tongue.

When I release her from my mouth she relaxes and tries to speak again. "I'm supposed to be taking care of you..." she half pouts, half moans, and it makes my insides melt.

"Actually" I breathe out. "We aren't supposed to be doing anything…" I correct her and she gives me a guilty smile.

"But it feels so good doesn't it San?" She argues and I can't help but agree.

"Yes, everything with you feels good Brittany." I say seriously, and suddenly the mood changes.

Brittany stops grinding her hips into me so forcefully and looks me deep in the eye. "Really?" she questions like an excited young child. I gently push her off of me so that she is lying beside me and crawl out of my bed to my dresser.

I dig through my bottom drawer and pull out a t shirt and shorts for Brittany to wear to bed. I turn around and face her just taking her in with my eyes. She's lying there, chest exposed, and I've never seen anything more beautiful in my life. Suddenly, emotions bigger than I have ever felt before flood through me.

The air in my lungs escapes in one big gasp, and suddenly I'm fighting for breath. My palms get all sweaty and I fight back tears. Not tears of fear or sadness but tears of pure joy.

She's looking at me curiously, no doubt sensing that my entire mood has changed. I turn back around towards my dresser, pretending that I forgot something and try to collect myself. She can still see my face in the mirror though and she crawls out of bed quickly to wrap her arms around me from behind.

"What's wrong baby?" she whispers concernedly in my ear and a big wet smile pulls through the silent tears that are fighting their way down my cheeks.

"Nothing's wrong." I say genuinely and she looks at me confused. I turn towards her and look her in the eye. "Nothing's wrong at all. I'm actually really great. It's just that…"

I look down shyly and she tilts her head to try to regain eye contact with me. "It's just that what San?" she asks sweetly.

I take a deep breath, feeling much more stable with her arms wrapped around me and look back into her eyes. "It's just that you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my entire life, and you make me so happy…" I say barely louder than a whisper and her face fills with happiness and flattery.

"You're the most beautiful thing, and you make me happy." She retorts. "I don't know what I would've done if I had never met you." She says almost sadly, and before she can say anything else I press myself into a sloppy emotional kiss with her.

She pulls herself into me, trying to deepen not just our physical connection, but our emotional one, and that's when I realized her tits are still exposed. My face flushes with heat and I pull out of the kiss, planting a small kiss on the tip of her nose before laughing lightly.

"Let's get you dressed." I say nicely, and she just smiles at me.

"You gotta stop that…" I say, and she tilts her head.

"Stop what?" she asks.

"That smile….It's like my entire universe is based on that smile. It captivates me." Her cheeks fill with color and I lift the t shirt up to pull over her head gently.

I dress her slowly, just letting this moment soak in so that no matter what happens I can remember her, and us, like this forever.

I bend down and pull her shorts off of her, and then remember suddenly that she ran here and maybe she wants a shower…

"Wait Britt-Britt, did you want a shower before we go to bed?" I ask and she looks at me like she just remembered that she ran here too. She thinks for a moment and then answers.

"Well it depends…" she says slyly. "Are we gonna get more dirty when we get in bed?" I giggle lightly and shake my head, her lip forming into that pout before she even lets me form words.

"Fine." She says in mock disappointment. "I'll take a shower then." She pushes me away lightly and rips the shirt off that I just put on her, and walks across my room to the bathroom stark naked.

I can't help but stare as she struts away teasingly, glancing back at me as if to invite me to come with her. I try to look away so I don't seem disrespectful staring at her, but I can't take my eyes off of the perfect contour of her curves.

She gets to the door and turns towards me, leaning against the door frame. "I'll be out in a few minutes." She says and slowly pulls her long golden hair out of the pony tail it was in.

At this point my jaw is dropped open and I'm gawking at her as she spins around and leaves the bathroom door wide open. I pick up her bed clothes from the floor, trying to keep myself busy, with the image of her gorgeous naked body burned into my brain.

I look around the room and try to tidy up the insignificant mess that lies around but I can't fight it anymore. After about 5 minutes I inch closer to the bathroom door, peeling my own clothes off.

I try to be quiet so that I can sneak up on her as I creep into the bathroom unannounced. The shower is in the far corner and a strange sound catches my attention and leaves me frozen on the spot.

Brittany's breath is heavy and at first I figured she was just catching her breath from earlier but as I go slowly closer I can tell this isn't the case at all. A huge Cheshire cat like grin fills my face, and my heart starts to race as I realize what Brittany's doing.

I must've built her up too much for her to just let it go, so she's trying to take care of herself before we go to bed. I hold back a tiny laugh as I try to fight back how turned on I am.

I walk right up to the shower door to get a better look, but Brittany doesn't notice me. Her eyes are squeezed shut and her compromising position makes me shiver. I bend down slowly taking off my underwear, which are covered in wetness at the sight of Brittany pleasing herself, and I silently open the shower door.

Somehow I still go unnoticed by Brittany who is now bucking into her own hand. My eyebrows raise with pleasure as I watch her, the water running down around her curves pleasantly. She pressed up against the wall, and my hands are fighting themselves to mirror hers.

I step in, dangerously close to her, and she finally realizes my presence. She opens her eyes, and they go wide with panic and embarrassment before she sees the look on my face.

I press my naked wet body against hers and smile as I kiss her. I pull away from her just as fast and she gives me a puzzled look.

"Keep going." I say in a strong husky voice, and I sit down on the ledge that's jutting out of the wall.

"San..." she says desperately, and I shake my head.

"Go on Britt. You're so sexy, I wanna see you get yourself off…"

"I'd much rather you do it..." she practically begs, and I can see that her legs are shaking in need. I decide that I embarrassed her too much, and that she needed a little extra push to get her to continue.

"I'll do it if you do it..." I offer, and her eyes go wide with surprise. I see different emotions play across her face as she pictures this and then her hunger sets in.

Slowly she runs her hands back down her body, and we never break eye contact. I scoot myself further off the edge of the seat and spread my legs widely, giving her full view of myself. A long loud moan escapes her mouth as her finger tips reach her center.

I smile widely, and begin to run my own hands over my body for her benefit. My hands graze my tits and I make the effort to imagine it's her touching me all over. I never stop looking at her though, and I can tell she's almost close to getting off.

As my hands migrate further down my body, her noises are getting faster, and it takes everything in me not to attack her and finish the job for her myself.

My center begins throbbing with need as I run my fingers up and down my own thighs, and as I push my hand against my clit I hear Brittany peak.

Just to heighten her experience I decide to try something. "Oh baby, you're so hot when you fuck yourself…" I say loudly and her moans get louder in response. She continues pushing into herself and she slides down the wall so that she can sit on the floor. Now that she's sitting on the floor I have full view of her center and I push two fingers into myself. "You turn me on so badly Brittany." I blurt out.

I lean back against the wall, not realizing until now how ready I was, and moans escape my mouth as well. I squeeze my eyes shut as I touch myself, listening to Brittany come down from her own orgasm.

I can feel her eyes on me, and it makes me writhe with pleasure even more. I focus on my fingers, pushing in and out and circling at the same time, as I listen to Brittany breathing. In the distance I can hear movement but it doesn't register at the moment.

Then I feel something touch me. My body shivers at the new sense, and I open my eyes. Brittany is standing above me, straddling me, and when I look at her she kisses me. I try to kiss her back but I just moan into her mouth, and I feel her grip on the arm that's inside of me.

Her hand moves down my arm to where my hand is and she guides my touch. She's very careful not to touch me herself, but just knowing her hand is right there causes my center to tighten around my fingers.

She presses her lips to my ear and begins sucking, and that's when everything crashes down around me. I can't stop the yell that leaves my mouth and I plummet into my own orgasm.

"You are the hottest thing that I have ever seen." she whispers and draws my pleasure out even more. She kisses my cheek lightly, and my breathing begins to slow. Brittany reaches behind her and turns the water off, then lowers herself down on my lap.

I pull my hand out of myself and go to wrap my arms around her back. She grabs my wrist and takes my fingers into her mouth so that she can taste me. Aftershocks from my orgasm hit me at the sight of my fingers in her mouth and she hums in pleasure.

"You taste so good." She says and I pull her mouth onto mine. She kisses me hard and I kiss her just as hard back. We fight each other's tongues for dominance for a few minutes playfully before we pull away.

"You ready for bed baby?" I whisper, because she looks exhausted. She smiles her goofy smile at me and nods sleepily. "Let's go…"

We stand up and climb out of the shower, skipping the towels all together and just crawl into the bed damp and naked. I pull the blanket over us and we entwine our naked bodies together. I hum with satisfaction and nuzzle my face into her neck.

We both get comfortable and I can tell Brittany's falling asleep fast because her breathing evens out.

"Britt?" I whisper lightly and she stirs.

"Hmm?" she mutters and I kiss her neck softly in response.

"I have to tell you something." I say slowly, and this catches her attention.

"What is it?" she whispers.

"I uh…" I struggle, and she pulls far enough away from me to look me in the eye.

"Go ahead honey..." she encourages me and I become even more nervous.

"I uh…never mind…It's not important." I shrug it off and her eyebrows knit together in what looks like a mixture of frustration and concern.

"Are you sure?" she says, and I nod.

"Yeah, I'll tell you another time." I whisper and I press my lips to her, hoping that my kiss tells her everything that I can't seem to say with words. Her body melts into mine as she kisses me back lazily and as I pull away from her she sighs satisfactorily.

"I love it when you kiss me like that. It's like your kissing me with every emotion that you have." I nod, wondering if she realizes just how much emotion I really have for her.

"Go to sleep baby." I whisper and she nods again as her breathing evens out once more. I squeeze her tighter and settle in myself, thinking of ways to tell her how I feel, as I slowly drift off to sleep myself.

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