Chapter 28

~Renesmee's POV~

It had been four months since Jacob asked me to marry him. And in the past four months, Jake and I have not spent a single day away from each other. Jacob kept his promise to me and has not let being Alpha get in the way of our love. He stayed with me every night in my room and most of the day. Only for a couple hours he would leave and go to La Push to check on things, but I always went along with him. I would go see Emily, Kim and Rachel while Jake went with the pack. Then once the pack was taken care of, Jake would come to Emily's house with the others to eat lunch. I loved spending time with the pack and their imprints. Jared always made me laugh, actually when the whole pack was together, they would all goof off and joke around, and making us girls laugh at them the whole time. I love going with Jake to La Push, it's always so much fun there. And then at nights we come home and go to bed, and fall asleep in each others arms. It has been amazing the past four months.

Today marked exactly three months until I get to marry my Jakey. I lay in bed with him, cuddled up against his chest and his arms wrapped around me. I was the first to wake up and I turned carefully in his arms, not wanting to wake him. I stared at his beautiful face, and thought how lucky I was to have him. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I don't know what I would do without him. I watched his face as he slept peacefully, smiling every so often as he dreamt. I wished I could place his hand on my cheek and see what he was dreaming like he does to me.

I laid there for what seemed like forever staring at his face. I lifted my hand to his face and softly started tracing the side of it with my finger. Jacob started to stir a little and a smile spread across his face. I stopped moving my hand, afraid that I had woke him up. But he started to lightly snore again, staying deeply asleep. I smiled and continued tracing around his face, softly. I traced his chin, up his cheek and ran my finger over his eyebrows. Jake smiled again and tightens his arms around me. I moved my finger lower, tracing his eyes and nose softly, saving his lips for last. My finger slowly moved to his lips, brushing around his top lip slowly and then moving my finger to his bottom lip. I found myself leaning in closer to him and then I softly pressed my lips to his. I closed my eyes and kissed him sweetly. Then Jake's arms pulled me closer to him and I felt his lips kiss me back. Before I could pull away, he deepened the kiss more and I wrapped my arms around his neck. After a few minutes of kissing, Jacob pulled back slightly, his lips still touching mine and murmured.

"Good morning beautiful."

I smiled against and pulled him even closer to me, needing his lips on mine more. He smirked and kissed me passionately this time, putting his hand on my upper thigh. My breathing started to pick up as I got more into the kiss. I ran my tongue across his lower lip, moving my hand down to the bottom of his shirt. Jacob sat up on his elbow, leaning over me as I lay back against the bed as he placed his other hand on my cheek, caressing it. I grabbed the bottom of his shirt, and started to pull it up to expose his chest. He instantly let go of my cheek and stopped my hand quickly before it could proceed. He pulled back, a little breathless.

"Ness, we can't do this. Especially not here." His husky voice was strained with the need for me.

"Jake, I want you and I want to do this right now. I don't want to wait til we are married. We are in love and the marriage is just to prove to the world that I'm yours forever. It's not going to change our love." I looked at him with pleading eyes and placed my hand on his cheek.

Jake growled quietly as I showed him how much I needed him and wanted him right now.

"Ness." He whispered, closing his eyes as he was about to object.

"Jake, no one is home. I heard them all leave to go on a quick hunting trip a couple hours ago. They won't be back for another two hours." I said as I moved my hand out of his and trailed my fingers over his chest. I heard his breathing instantly go unsteady then he got on top of me, growling softly. He crushed his lips to mine, kissing me fiercely yet passionately, as his hand slipped underneath my shirt, keeping his hand on my stomach. I kissed him back, biting his lower lip and trailing my fingers lower to his abs. He parted his lips and slipped his tongue in my mouth, tangling our tongues together perfectly.

Our kiss started to intensify when we heard a door open and slammed shut. Jacob quickly got off top of me and I sat up quickly. I tried steadying my breathing with no luck at all.

"Rose, it was funny and you know it." Uncle Emmett's booming voice echoed through the house.

"Yea it was funny, Emmett. But you won't be laughing anymore when Jasper gets you back for that." Aunt Rose replied, laughing softly.

Jake and I looked at each other relieved that it was only them. If it had been Uncle Jasper or daddy, then we would've been caught instantly. I looked at Jake again and saw the lust in his eyes. I felt my own lust for him soaring through me quickly. Jake leaned over to me and whispered in my ear.

"Let's go to our spot" His voice was filled with the need for me. I nodded and quickly got out of bed along with Jacob.

As soon as we were both dressed and ready to go, Jake lifted me up in his arms and sprinted downstairs and out the front door within minutes. As Jake was running to our spot, I would look up at him every so often and stare at his neck and then his face. He would catch me staring at him and smile down at me. I would tilt my head up and place kisses along his neck which made moan form deep in his throat and his legs run faster. We finally made it to our spot and Jake set me down on my feet. I stared at our beautiful waterfall and thought how perfect this setting is. I turned and saw Jake laying out a blanket for us to sit on.

"Where did the blanket come from?" I asked him, confused. I never saw him get a blanket before we left, but then again my attention was focused only on him.

"I grabbed it as we were running out of your room." He answered, holding out his hand to me. I placed my hand in his, and he helped me sit down on the blanket, and then sat down beside me. He instantly pulled me into his lap, wrapping his arms around me. My heart started to race as I thought about what we were about to do. Why did I have to start getting nervous now? This is what I have wanted for a long time, to share this experience with him.

Jake heard my heart start beating faster and placed his hand over on my chest, feeling my heart race.

"Ness, we don't have to do anything today, not until you're ready. We can just sit here together, enjoying the quiet and enjoying each other. I don't want you to be pressured." Jacob said as he pushed a strand of my hair back behind my ear.

"I am ready Jake. I've been ready for a long time." I responded, my voice sounding as confident as I could make it. I turned around in his arms to face him.

"I know what I want. And I want to be with you, in this way." He smiled his cocky smile, cupping my face in his hands. He leaned forward and pressed his warm soft lips to mine, kissing me lovingly and sweetly. I kissed him back the same way, wrapping my arms around his neck. Jake moved his hands from my face and lightly traced them down my sides and resting them on my waist. Then I moved closer to him, straddling his waist so that I'm facing him completely, never breaking the kiss. Suddenly our kiss intensified and I moved my hands down his neck softly. Jake slid his tongue in my mouth again, tangling it with mine and moved his hand underneath my shirt. But this time he didn't stop at my stomach, he slid his hand up my back, trailing his fingers across my skin and stopping underneath my bra strap.

My breathing picked up more and I moved my lips from his, and kissed along his jaw line. Then I kissed to his neck, going up to behind his ear, kissing his skin ever so softly. I heard Jacob's breathing go uneven again and I moved my lips down his neck, kissing and nibbling in different place. I moved my hands down his chest and stopped at the bottom of his shirt. I pulled back and lifted his shirt up over his head, tossing it to the side. Jake stared into my eyes as my hands started roaming all over his bare chest. I leaned down and started placing sweet kisses across his skin, moving down his chest. I heard a tiny moan deep in his throat again. I ran my hands down his sides and ran them softly across his waistline, stopping at the button on his jeans. As I started to unbutton them, he stopped me again.

"Jak-" I started to protest but was interrupted by his lips. He kissed me with such passion that it knocked the breath out of me. He took his hand out from under my shirt, only to grab the bottom and lifted it up, tossing it to the side. He bent down and placed kisses all over my chest while he reached behind me, unhooking my bra. He slowly slipped the straps down my shoulders and arms, then taking it off completely. He continued kissing all over my chest, making me moan softly. When he heard my soft moan, he looked up at me and smiled. I looked back down at him, staring into his eyes.

He kissed his way back up to my lips and laid me back against the blanket, then climbed on top of me. His hand started to roam my entire body, moving down my chest, over my stomach and down to my thighs. I closed my eyes, and slipped my fingers underneath the top of his jeans. Jake started kissing my neck, moving his lips up and down numerous times before moved lower. He kissed around my chest, then down to my stomach. As he was placing sweet butterfly kisses on my stomach, his hands moved to my jeans. My heart started to race as my breathing picked up as he started unbuttoning and slowly pulling them down my legs. I moaned softly again, tangling my hand in his hair.

I moved my other hand out of his jeans, and unbuttoned them. I started pushing them down when Jake took off and kicked the rest of his jeans off him. After that, Jake removed the rest of our clothing and then pulled back. He looked down at me, staring into my eyes.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Jake asked me one last time.

"I'm more than sure." I replied, sliding my hand along his chest, trailing down to his abs.

Jake closed his eyes then crushed his lips to mine, kissing me hungrily. His hands started roaming my body again, exploring every inch of me. I moaned a bit more against his lips and softly ran my hands up and down his sides. Jake moved his lips from mine, kissing down my neck and to my shoulder. Then moving slowly across my collarbone. He was driving me insane, and he knew it. I moved my hands to his hair, tangling them within. I started moaning his name softly as his ran his tongue along my waistline.

I felt him smile against my skin and moved his lips back up my stomach, making sure he's touched every inch of me.

"Jake, I love you…so much." I said breathlessly.

Jake moved back up to my face then and stared into my eyes once more.

"I love you too Ness." He replied and kissed me passionately.

"More than you know." He mumbled into the kiss, as he prepared himself to over top of me.

The next couple hours we spent together were like we were on cloud nine. We had waited so long to take our relationship to the next level and we finally did. It only made our love that much stronger. Jake and I were going to be together for the rest of our lives and in a few months it will be official. I'll be Mrs. Nessie Black.

I laid across Jacob's chest with his arms wrapped around me. I couldn't stop smiling and neither could he. We laid there together as he rubbed my arm gently and kissed my head. I looked up at him and smiled even bigger. He stroked my cheek with his thumb softly, staring into my eyes.

"I love you Jake. And I'm so happy we got to show our love to each other in this way." He smiled and pulled my face up to his, kissing me softly.

"I love you too, my Nessie."

I smiled even more and cuddled into him. We spent the rest of the day together in each other's arms in total bliss.