Hey guys! It's me again. After four months of mature reflection -Okay, in fact I was too busy with school to think about writing- I decided to finally continue this one shot. As you can see the title isn't I'm not strong enough anymore, now it's Walking in Circle for the simple reason that Hermione went from London to an unknow destination and then came back to London and to me it's like a circle. It might not make sense to you though because by plane it isn't a circle. Nevermind the two last sentences, I'm sure you're taking me for a psycho now lol! Anyway, any ideas about her destination?

The prologue is the former one shot and the first chapter will be posted this week. I tried to correct some of the errors that were in this chapter and I hope that I did a good job. Let me know if you found some or if you liked the story, I love to read what you guys think of it :). The story will have approximately ten chapters. I hope you'll enjoy!

NB: In the prologue, Ron and Harry are 23 and Hermione is 22. I decided that instead of being born the 19th September 1979 she was born the 19th September 1980 (it means that she was ten when she went to Hogwarts for the first time, but she turned eleven pretty quickly so it doesn't change a lot of things!).

I don't own any characters (much to my dismay) they all belong to the amazing and very creative J.K. Rowling.

I don't really know how or when it started, but I guess I was kind of expecting it. I mean, it's kind of obvious that they are in love…. They look good with each other, the exact portrait of his dead parents. I can't compete with that. I can't compete with love.

The only thing I can do now is watch him go, and be happy for him. I know that it's going to be hard but I can't let him know that I love him, not because I am scared of rejection –okay, I am, a little bit- but because it may end our friendship or make it awkward and I can't risk that. I already lost one best friend; I'm not going to lose another one. Don't get me wrong, Ron and I are still talking but not as much as before.

To make a long story short, after graduation Ron told me that he was in love with me and I didn't feel the same way. So Ron being Ron, he decided that it would be better for us to stop seeing each other. And we did… One year. Anyway, today isn't about Ron, today is about the future wife and husband. Who you may wonder… Well, the real question here is WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE? I mean, it isn't enough for me to have my heart broken into millions of tiny pieces but I also have to see Harry-the boy who lived aka the love of my life- and Ginny get married-I don't see the necessity for telling you that I am a bridesmaid because it will only results in making me look more pathetic than I already am (the matron of honor is Luna).

To tell you the truth, this little rambling that I am doing since the beginning is only in the –futile- purpose of making me forget about the ceremony which is taking place ahead of me. I'm only trying to light up my mood when instead of being sarcastic and broken it's broken, ravaged, destroyed…. I'm not the strongest girl. I'm just trying to be, and it's obviously not enough since I'm crying. I try hard to plaster a fake smile because I don't want the person who looks at me to think that I'm unhappy. Faking smiles, happiness, covering the bitterness, it's all part of pretending after all.

In a matter of seconds, it's going to be over. In a matter of seconds my life in the wizarding world will be over. When this wedding will end, I'll take all my belongings and quite this country. I have nothing anyway. I already left my job, end my lease, my parents are dead, my friendships are over… Maybe not all my friendships, but I can't do it anymore. It was already hard for me to pretend not to love him in the twelve years that I knew him (okay in the last ten years, since I'm in love with him since I'm thirteen), but a lifetime…. I'm not strong enough.

"Ladies and gentleman, witches and wizards, it is my privilege to introduce to you for the first time Mr and Mrs Harry Potter."

I'm going to try to post the next chapter soon. Have a nice day!

Lots of love :D

xoxo Rose