I couldnt resist writing this. Takes place second season after Spencer finds out that Jason is her brother. Please dont flame me.
I sat on my bed looking at the calender on my wall. I was late. I'm never late. I've never been late for anything. Not a class, not a family meal, not a practice, not anything. I'd especially never been late for a period. I was a month and a half late. I closed my eyes and sat there in silence. My friends would be over soon. I had so much going on right now.
There's A, theres the fact I have a new brother, Jason. I'm going to be an aunt. Melissa's going to kill me for getting pregnant. My parents are going to kill me. Panic began to sink into my chest as I thought of A. If i was pregnant... would A try to hurt me to hurt the baby. A had attacked Toby, after all. How could I tell Toby about the baby. My heart hurt. I couldn't do this to Toby... How else could I keep him safe if I'm pregnant. I shut my eyes. How could we forget to use a condom. I always swore up and down that I wouldnt be the girl who got pregnant in the back of a car, or the front seat of a truck. There was a knock on my door. I looked up. Hanna stood there looking fabulous as ever.
"Spencer?" she questioned, "You okay?" I felt everything bubbling up in my chest.
"I screwed up." I whispered near tears. I needed to tell someone, I was going to explode if I didnt. But did i dare say it what if A was listening.
"Spence, you had to do it. You needed to keep Toby safe." She reasoned sitting down. I kept looking at down comforter on my bed.
"I know, but Hanna..." I trailed off, could I really do this? "I-I think I'm pregnant." I whispered, Hanna looked at me shocked.
"Spencer, your probably just stressing out over everything. Sides you never told us you'd had sex..." she trailed off, "You're what a day or two late, it happens when you're stressed." I shook my head,
"Hanna, I messed up... Toby and I, we- I- we, we forgot. We were in his truck making out and things got hot and heavy, and we had sex and we forgot the condom. It was the night before your dad's wedding." I could feel tears streaming down my cheaks. "I dont know what I'm going to do Hanna!" Hannah looked at me,
"Have you taken a test yet?" She asked, I shook my head no, "Spencer, how could you forget?" Hanna inquired,
"I don't know, I mean it was only one time Han, I didnt think I would get pregnat."
"Spencer you're a smart girl. You should know it only takes once." I sat there silently for a minute knowing she was right about that. I am living proof of that. "I can get you a test." I shook my head no,
"You don't have to Hanna." She sighed exasperated,
"Spence, your mom and dad will kill you if you buy it, what are you going to do? Ask pregnant Melissa to get it for you? Emily? Or how about Aria whose on lock down, her parents would kill her. I'm the only one who can do it!" I shook my head no,
"I'll figure something out. What about Toby? I can't hurt him like this Han... I cant make him be tied to me when I could get him killed." I choked a sob back burrying my head in my legs. Hanna got quiet.
"We'll figure something out." She whispered rubbing my back. "Come on, we're getting you a pregnancy test." She said standing up,
"Han, I can't. What if someone saw and tells Toby? They'll tell him and if he knows I cant keep him safe! He can't know I'm pregnant!" there was a cough at the door Hanna and I looked up. There stood Melissa I choked back a sob. She stood straight backed.
"Hanna I think you need to go home. I'll take it from here." Hanna sat straight backed also. "Spencer, get you're purse were going into the city." Melissa said tightly.
"I'm comming with, Spencer needs all the support she can get right now." Her and Melissa stared each other down for what felt like forever before Melissa conceeded alowing Hanna to come with us. We got my purses and walked down to Melissa's car getting in. We all sat in silence for about half the trip before Melissa broke the silence.
"How are you going to tell him?" I looked down picking at my finger nails.
"I can't tell him, Melissa! I can't!" Melissa gave me a harsh sisterly look, a knowing look.
"Stop being selfish Spencer!" She yelled, "This is Toby's baby as much as it is yours, he has every right to know and I'm going to make sure you let him know!" She yelled,
"And how am I going to do that? Jenna won't let me get near him!" I yelled back, Hanna nodded,
"Spencer's got a point. Jenna wont let any of us near Toby." Melissa nodded her head knowingly,
"Spencer, he needs to know. I'll figure something out." I nodded my head looking down.