So I've been feeling a litte down lately and then this came to mind. It's a one-shot but I might be willing to make it a series if you want. It's a little short but I hope you enjoy it all the same. :)

Dear Damon,

I don't know why I'm writing this as it seems fairly pointless as you will never read it or even acknowledge it's existence. Honestly, I don't know why I'm writing it but I just feel that I need to let you know what I feel for you. Maybe this letter will help take the pain away.

First, Damon I just want to tell you how much I miss you and how much I want you to come home, where you belong. You belong with me. I love you, Damon and I know I should have told you that before you left, before I stupidly chose Stefan over you. Just come back to me, Damon. I need you here with me. I hate living without you, please comeback.

I never told you why I 'chose' Stefan so here it is. I chose him because I thought the love I had for you would fade, that Stefan was my true love because I met him first. Stefan made me feel safe, you did too but with you we were either fighting or trying to hold back what we felt for each other and I didn't think I could live like that. Now I realise that I can live like that Damon because I love you, I always will. I can't live without you, this is hell! Sometimes I even pray that you will be here when I wake up but you never are. Stefan doesn't understand or know why I cry myself to sleep every night and I can't bare to tell him, even though it's hurting him not knowing.

I graduated from collage with really high grades that they offered me a teaching job at Mystic Falls High. I can't believe it! Bonnie's engaged and Caroline's married. Me and Stefan aren't there yet and we never will be because I can't marry him knowing you are out there somewhere. Every time I look in his eyes I wish they were your beautiful blue ones staring back at me. I wish I knew you where you were, Damon because if I did., I would be there in a heartbeat.

I'm sorry that the writing is getting blotchy now but I can't help these tears that fall. It hurts so much to tell you all this and yet still not able to tell you to your face because that's what I want to do. I want to tell you this, I want to show you how much I love you. Did you know? That sometimes I pretend that you are always watching me, making sure I'm safe and alive. Of course, you wouldn't know that because you're gone. You've left me to deal with my idiocy on my own.

I was alone the other day at the boarding house and I walked into your bedroom. The memories of you dying and telling me you loved me came rushing back and I got into your bed (it still smells of you) and I laid there for a while, I cried for the most part. I also remember you telling me you would always choose me in that room and the guilt stabbed at me because I didn't choose you like I should have. God, Damon if you were here now I would choose you. It's always been you, Damon. I just couldn't admit it and now I'm suffering for it. No one notices that I'm hurting. I guess I'm good actress as well as a good writer. I fake a smile constantly just like when my parents died and people don't doubt it, they think I'm happy. I'm far from it though.

Maybe I'm being selfish asking you to come back when you're probably happy elsewhere. Maybe you shouldn't really see this (which I know you won't) but I can't help but hope that you might. I would give anything to see you again, even if it is only for a moment. I would give everything I love just to see you look at me the way you used to and tell me nothing's changed for you. Just know, that I'll wait forever for you Damon. I'll always be here waiting for you to comeback to me.

I have to go, Stefan's home. I can't believe I wrote this thinking you would actually see it. You never will but I had to feel like I told you. I just had to.

I love you, Damon and I miss you. Just come back to me as soon as you can.

Forever loving you,

Elena.

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