Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or anything related to it.
Rating: R/Mature: Sexual language and scenes.
Pairing: J/B
Pre-readers: Mist/Dani
Genre: Supernatural
Banner: Mist
Story Length: Short Story
A/N: Okay, so this is going to be a short story. I was inspired to write this story from a video. Brittdox made. She makes my videos for some of my stories and well, I was watching this one she made for fun and suddenly I had to write the scenes that went to the video. I hope you enjoy the story and the video that spark up my muse.
A link to where the video can be found is on my profile.
A/N2: In this story, nothing happened the way it did in Eclipse. I changed the sequences to work with my storyline. So don't get frustrated and throw the movie out of your mind. LOL
Chapter One: When The Night Comes Calling...
"Bella, what's up with you? You've been staring off into space all day." Alice frown nervously in Bella's direction.
Alice invited Bella over for some girl time. She didn't need the gift of foreseeing the future to know that Bella was starting to drift away from the Cullens and more importantly Edward.
"What?" Bella blink a few times bringing her mind back to the present. She had tried so hard not to think about the past. The past meaning six months ago. Six months ago to the day she had been with someone else. Someone who had opened her eyes and showed her love in away that Edward couldn't. No, rephrase that, Edward could have but continued to be stubborn about his convictions with the subject of sex before marriage.
"Bella, I'm worried about you. Are you having nightmares again about Victoria? You know she is dead and I promise you that Edward won't let anyone else ever hurt you again." Alice vowed.
"I know she's dead. I saw Edward kill her with my own eyes." Bella stated calmly although her heart beat began to pick up pace as the memory of Victoria's death flash across her mind.
She hated Victoria but she also understand her need for revenge. If someone stole her soul mate she would have probably searched out their murderer too.
Although James brought on his own death by provoking the Cullen's by trying to kill her when they made it clear that she belonged to them. He stepped into their area and tried to claim something that was forbidden to him. Bella.
It seemed so heroic, when it first happened, that Edward fought for her life and their love but now, looking back, she was starting to realize that none of this would have happened if she simply walked away from Edward when he first rejected her friendship.
It was also her fault that Jake was a wolf because of her selfishness and curiosity. The Cullen's might have gone off and then Jake and the other pack member's might not have begun the process of changing into ancient and powerful wolves.
"Then what is bothering you? I know you hate it when I look ahead to see what you're planning but your giving me no choice. I am afraid for you. Edward is back and wants to marry you but you keep refusing him. Why? Are you angry with him?" Alice's voice cracked as she stared sadly at her friend's face, hoping to see some reaction that might explain her lack of concentration and constant daydreaming.
"I'm not angry with him. I'm just...I...don't know what I want. I'm eighteen years old and have so many choices to make. If I choose the wrong one I could ruin my future. I just want to know in the end, that I made the right one for the right reasons." Bella answered. Standing up, crossing her arms protectively over her chest, she trembled from the cold air that had slid into the room.
"What other choices are you considering?" Alice knew that Edward wanted Bella to go to college and experience life a little more before he granted her wish of becoming an immortal.
"Alice, I'm sorry but I don't feel like talking right now. I need to go home. Charlie is expecting me to cook dinner for the two of us." Bella grabbed her truck keys and darted out of the room with out another word shared between them.
She drove home wondering why the secret she held close to her heart was starting to eat at her? Honestly, she had every reason to be with Jake when Edward dump her and took off. She had every reason to want what he offered her and more. Yet when Edward and the others returned, she found herself running right back into Edward's open arms.
He explained he had tried to be selfless and thought if they left she would have less risks of being attacked again. Instead, he left her wide open for Victoria and her blood thirsty newborns.
It was Jake who'd saved her from nearly dieing. It was Jake who bandaged her broken heart and healed her. Edward had nearly broken her and Jake fixed her.
How had she repaid him for his kindness, devotion, and love? She ran back to the enemy who put her in the danger in the first place.
What was wrong with her? Maybe she'd been right along that her wires were screwed up in her head. She had to be malfunctioned. Why else had she been stupid enough to tell Jake that the nights she spent in his arms, the moments they shared, and the love he showed her was not enough.
Bella prepared the casserole and quickly put it away in the oven before going upstairs to take a quick shower. She suddenly found herself not wanting to smell like vampires when the only people who could detect the scent was wolves and she doubted she would be seeing any of them anytime soon. The pack was just as confused and hurt by her decision to return to the Cullen's.
She finished her shower and change into clean non vampire smelling clothes. Heading back downstairs, she checked on their dinner then went into the living room, settling into the center of the couch. Staring at the blank screen of the television she found herself thinking about the last time Jake sat next to her on this couch. Her lips curl up into a tender smile as she watch it replay in her mind.
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"God Bella, your hands are freezing." Jake put both of her hands in a ball and covered them with his. Bella scooted up closer to him, although a warning bell was ringing in her head that Jake might make more out of their situation than her needing warmth, she leaned her head onto his chest and enjoyed the heat that soak into her pores.
"Well, you're hot has hell." Bella mumble into his chest.
"Excuse me?" Jake laughed.
"You heard me." Bella grunted nearly crawling up in his lap to receive more of his heat.
"I think you just said I was hot. Is it possible that my charms have finally found a way to work on you?" Jake pulled her up into his lap, pressing a kiss on the top of her head. If anyone would have walked in on them they might had perceived their predicament in a more sexual way but he was honestly only trying to provide her with heat. They had played outside in the snow. He had unintentionally soak her with his constant snow ball attack. She had been the one to volunteer to make snow angels with him. They spent two hours outside acting like young children instead of their normal mature and responsible demeanor's. It had been fun to be carefree, to forget what really exists out in the world and how he had to be a protector against the evil that freely roam in it.
"Jake, your skin is so soft." Bella noted out loud as she nuzzle her nose against his hairless chest.
"Yeah, well yours is too." Jake teased while rubbing his hand up and down her back, until his hand found it's way underneath her sweater where it explore her flesh.
"That tickles." Bella giggled, moving up against him, so that when she shifted she was able to feel his hardness between his legs,spring to life. For one moment she felt her cheeks burn with embarrassment but then the fire in the pit of her stomach churn and she found herself excited by it. It was a compliment to her. She needed compliments. She needed to feel desired. Jake did that for her. He would often look at her like she was the only woman in the world. She had once found it awkward but lately she found it pleasurable. It made her tingle from the roots of her hair to the tips of her toes.
"Umm..." Jake felt his skin tingle, his head spin with misery and excitement and he was fighting the urge to throw her back onto the couch and dry hump the hell out of her, until he managed to find his release. He knew it wouldn't take long. Bella had a way of making him in a constant stage of arousal. Even his wolf craved her touch.
"Sorry." Bella lifted her head up slightly to look up at his face. His eyes were closed , his head leaned back against the couch, while his hand continued to roam up and down her backside. Bella enjoyed the feel of his hands on her flesh.
"For what?" Jake opened his eyes slowly and look down at her with a gentle smile.
"I ...you..." Bella was not sure how to articulate what she was thinking without sounding like a babbling, inexperience girl.
Bella's head drop, her eyes landed on his crotch where she could see the outline of him pressing up against the material of his jeans. Licking her lips, swallowing hard, she sucked in deep breathes before she forced her head to lift back up and look at his face.
Jake sucked in his lower lip, bit down on it, trying so damn hard to act like what was going on between their bodies was as natural as them breathing. He knew if he made a big deal out of it, Bella would start to analyze the situation and pull back. He didn't want to risk her stopping what was giving him such a rush.
"I think I'm warm enough." Bella lick her lips nervously as she stared into his eyes and saw an identical look of desire she knew match her own. Bella felt more than the warmth flowing between their bodies. There was definitely some chemistry between them. Her heart skipped erratically, her body long for his touch, and a wetness was forming between her legs. A wetness that she had only felt once before for a guy. A guy who rejected her every advancement.
Would Jake reject her? Would he stop them from going too far like Edward constantly did? No, she had a elated feeling that Jake would give her everything and more if she gave him permission to advance on her.
"You can never be too warm." Jake's voice was thick with desire.
"True." Bella felt him releasing her hands and she knew at that moment it was up to her to make the next move. Jake would follow her lead. A sudden surge of excitement flooded her veins as she watch her hands roam up his chest, landing around his neck, clasping them together so that they were lock.
"Bella." Jake's voice warned her that he wanted her but he didn't want to be teased.
"Jake." Bella whispered painfully as she brush her lips against his. Her eyes closed shut. Her tongue darted delicately across the smoothness of his lips until she felt his mouth opening up to her. Her body screamed with joy when his tongue joined hers and together they shared a kiss that was unlike anything she'd ever known.
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A pounding noise at the front door brought her out of her delicious daydream. Bella opened her eyes, her fingertips touch her lips, exhaling loud and deep. Forcing her body to move she got up to answer the door and hopefully send the intruder away. She wasn't in the mood to converse with anyone. She just wanted to enjoy the solitude and remember the heated moments she had spent in Jake's arms.
Opening the door she wore a unwelcoming look on her face as she look at the unwanted guest.
"Bella, are you okay?" Jake stood in front of her. She blink a few times, her face switched expressions as she tried to figure out if she was living in a moment of reality or fantasy.
"Umm.." Bella swallowed hard and looked past him. The sky was it's usual dull gray and rain drizzled out of it.
"Bella? You're starting to scare me." Jake's voice mimicked the worry he was showing on his face.
"I'm alright." Bella stepped back, allowing him to enter the house.
"Then why did it take me ten knocks to get you to answer the door?" Jake questioned as he walk past her and into the living room.
Bella shut the door and follow him into the room where just moments ago she was replaying a sensual moment between them in her head.
"Sorry. I was trying to take a nap." She lied, rubbing her hands up and down the sides of her hips. Her palms were growing sweaty, her heart was jumping happily against her chest, and her body was still reeling from the earlier memory..
"." Jake stood in the center of the room with his hands in the back of his jeans.
"It's okay." Bella held her hands in front of her, standing a few feet away from him.
"What's for dinner?" Jake sniffed the air with a hungry growl behind it.
"I'm making Mexican casserole for Charlie. He is supposed to be home later tonight." Bella answered.
"One of my favorites." Jake rubbed his torso. Bella feared she might choke on her tongue as a flash of Jake's muscular, naked body pop into her head.
She hated herself for suddenly remembering how she had spent hours licking each muscle. His skin had intrigued her taste buds. It was like eating a sweet and salted pretzel.
"You could stay for dinner if you like." Bella offered automatically and then realized how needy she had sounded. She didn't want to give him the wrong idea about her dinner offer. She was back with Edward now and she had made herself a promise she would never crush Jake's heart again.
"I wish I could but I have patrol duty later." Jake looked around the room with an awkward frown on his face.
"Oh. Okay. So why are you here exactly?" Bella realized that she had not seen Jake in nearly two months. Their last interaction together he had warned her that if she chose to become a vampire he would never forgive her and she would become his mortal enemy. Bella had been crushed but now understood he was only being honest with her, even if it was brutal honesty.
"Honestly, I am not so sure now." Jake chewed on the corner of his lower lip, his head dropped and he looked down at his boots instead of at her.
"Okay. Strange." Bella laugh softly.
"I was heading back to La Push when I suddenly got this strange urge to stop by to see you. I've missed you Bella." Jake lifted his head cautiously, gazing up at her with two big brown eyes that melted her heart. The heat she saw in his eyes match the heat that was growing between her legs.
"I've missed you too." Bella admitted.
"I should go." Jake started to walk past her but Bella reach out and trapping his wrist so that he couldn't leave so soon.
"Jake don't go." Bella heard the words tumble out of her mouth. She also heard the need in her own voice. She had been happy with Edward since his return but she had not felt the kind of peace she only felt when Jake was around.
"Why?" Jake refused to look at her. He had smelt her arousal the second she open the door. He knew that something or someone had gotten her motor running and he saw the sexual need in her eyes. He did not want to be the one who helped ease her suffering every time her morally, weak ass vampire boyfriend refused to cave in to her demands. He wanted be the guy she desired not the back up plan for when she couldn't get her rocks off with Edward.
"I...l been thinking about us. About you." Bella once again found her voice saying things that her brain was warning her would lead to more heartache.
"Me? When do you think about me exactly?" Jake turn to look at her with a painful smile. He pulled his arm free from her and step up closer to her so that they were mere inches apart. He towered over her as his eyes dared her to be honest with him.
"All the time." Bella shrugged her shoulders and her lips quivered when she felt the heat of his breathe brush against her skin.
"Really? ALL the time. So when he is with you, you're thinking of me. When he touches you, you want me to believe YOU think of ME." Jake's hand grazed her cheek and then cupped it in the palm of his hand. Bella lean in to it. His heart fluttered madly, his blood began to boil with passion. He was losing control of the situation. He had not intended to stop by and be seduced by her but just need a healthy dose of seeing her face. It eased his broken heart and settled down his wolf who grew restless the longer he was away from her.
"It's not like that with him." Bella gulp for air as her chest stretch, her hand lifted up circling around his wrist again, while her eyes pleaded with his to understand how much he meant to her.
"What do you mean Bella? Are you telling me that Edward still refuses to be your lover." Jake felt his wolf scratch furiously inside of him. The thought of Edward tasting what he had been savoring for months while Edward had ran off, deserting the girl he was supposed to love more than his own happiness, made the wolf and the man angrier than hell.
"Yes." Bella confessed, her eyes broke away from his, and he saw the familiar self loathing back in her eyes. He hated it. He hated how Edward always made Bella feel unworthy of his love. How in the world Edward had enough control to turn down what Bella offered him was a great fucking mystery to him.
"So what? Now you come to me wanting me to help scratch that itch." Jake's voice crack as his cock grew harder and his balls swelled.
Jake had not been with anyone since Bella walked away from him and these past two months he was force to jack off in the shower each day he returned from a long patrol. He knew there was several girls who would be more than happy to be his lover but the dreaded feeling of betrayal always washed over him before he let it go further than a few flirty moments.
"No! I just ….so happy to see you again." Bella hated the way he made her sound like a horny teenage girl. Edward did that enough.
"I can tell." Jake's nostrils flared and Bella's cheek turned tomato red. She had nearly forgotten about his heighten sense of smell and how he had mention he could pick up the scent of her arousal. He knew when he had an effect on her. She unfortunately had to rely on the massive hard on that he often had when ever he was near her.
"Oh." Bella released his arm and started to take a step back from him but his other hand reach up cupping her face so that he held her head between his hands.
"Don't." His voice growled. Bella felt butterflies swarm the center of her stomach.
"Don't what?"
"Don't act like your such an innocent with me. We both know how much you like it." Jake's face drew closer to hers.
"Jake, no." Bella shook her head back and forth trying to get away from him but his hands only grip harder. It hurt and it frighten her the way his eyes burn into hers and his hands held her in place. There was no way to escape him, even if she had wanted too.
"You say no but your body is screaming yes." Jake stated the obvious.
"I can't Jake. I ...am with him now." Bella closed her eyes as tears began to burn the back of her eye lids.
Jake covered her mouth with his. The kiss started out fast and hard. His rage, his pain and his frustration flowed into it. He heard her wince and regain control of himself and replace it with tenderness and the love that he had for her. He was rewarded with a soft moan that escape between her lips, her arms wrapped around his neck pulling him up against her. Their bodies were so close that they almost seemed magnetize and their hearts beating simultaneously made Jake remember why he could not give up on her. It was just another sign in Jake's mind that that they were intended to be together. She might not be his imprint but she was definitely his soul mate.
Pushing her away from him was one of the hardest things he would ever be forced to do but he knew from experience if he got to close to Bella she would only end up burning him.
"You might be with him but belong to me." His voice shook with raw ache and his eyes glisten with love as his lips curl up in an almost smug fashion.
Then without another word spoken he walk out of her house. Bella stood there once again with her fingertips touching her bruised lips. Her heart was ripping at the seams, her pulse was escalated and her eyes over flowed with tears.
She knew he was right. She might have chosen to be in love with Edward but she would always belong with Jake and that knowledge left her feeling bittersweet.