Title: Dear Diary 1/2 Author: saar_fantasy Pairings: Puck/Kurt Rating: PG Word Count:~500 Genre: Friendship, Romance Warnings: a little angsty...
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters, neither do I own the people in real life. I know...It's very sad.
Summary: Puck finds Kurt's diary. He doesn't want to break the privacy boundaries, but when he sees his name, mutiple times, being written down on one of the pages, he's too curious to let the chance pass.

Dear Diary,

Even though I'm gay, I'm not really the boy who writes in a diary, but this time it's an emergency.

I just have to tell someone and I really can't tell anyone at school. Not even Mercedes, Artie or Tina.

I think I'm falling in love...

Not with Finn Hudson, like everybody thinks I am, but with his best friend; Noah Puckerman.

Although Finn is the quarterback of the football team, I think Puck should be it.

Puck is not Finn's sidekick like everyone thinks he is. In reality it'sthe other way 'round."

Puck's smarter than Finn. I should know because I have verbal sparring games every day with him at the dumpster.

Yes, he still dumps me in those containers, but I don't really care.

It's only a little unfortunate for my clothes... But the thought of my clothes completely fade as I put my hands on Puck's biceps when he lifts me off the floor.

I can feel his muscles on my back, even through our layers of clothes.

It's just like I'm in Heaven for a moments before he drops me down in Hell.

-..-

Dear Diary,

Noah Puckerman has chosen Glee before football!

Ok, so maybe it was because he wanted to be a good Jew, at least that's what Rachel told us, but still...

Noah Puckerman choose for the Geeks instead of the Jocks.

Has the world turned upside down?

-..-

Dear Diary,

Noah's gonna be a dad and everyone hates him for it. Why? Because he made his best friend's girlfriend pregnant.

I don't hate him though. Because, let's face it, it wasn't entirely his fault. Quinn could have said no, even if there were wine coolers involved.

Quinn doesn't want to keep the baby, even after Noah and Finn have done so their best to give her money and support.

Maybe she's right...Maybe she and or Noah/Finn aren't capable of raising a child.

Even though it breaks my heart to see Noah look so lost and hurt.

Maybe it's all for the best...

-..-

Dear Diary,

I hate David Karofsky. I hate him with a passion.

He's the most bigotted dickhead in McKinley High and now he kissed me.

He just stole away my first kiss!

The kiss that should be all romantic and just...Special.

He stole that all away from me.

I can't stay in this school any longer...

He's expelled for a while because he gave me death threats and my dad went to principal Figgins, but what will happen when he comes back?

I have to get out of McKinley as fast as possible.

Even if it means that I won't see a certain person anymore as much as I would like...

-..-

Dear Diary,

I'm now attending school at Dalton Academy. Which is so different from McKinley in so many ways.

First off, we didn't have to wear this ridicilous uniform at McKinley, it's an all boys' school and...There's an anti-bullying campaign.

It remembers me of when I told the Glee club at McKinley that I was leaving and Sam told me that they could protect me.

Then Noah said something about a secret service and I almost stayed.

Yes, almost.

But not quite...

Now there's Blaine, but he'll never be Noah.

He will never fully have my heart.

-..-..-..-

"What are you doing?"

Puck dropped the book to the ground when he heard Kurt's voice coming from behind him and turned around, looking guilty.

He was sitting in Kurt's dorm room at Dalton and found the book underneath Kurt's pillow.

He had dropped himself down on the boy's bed to wait, only to jump up again when he felt something hard under his head.

He didn't want to intrude on Kurt's privacy, but he thought it was just a sketch book or something.

Boy, was he surprised when he saw his name mentioned on one page. More than once even.

"Are you reading my personal diary?" Kurt shrieked, storming over and picking the book up, holding it close to his chest, looking accusingly at the jock, "How much did you read?"

"He will never fully have my heart."

Kurt let out a frustrated noise and buried his head in one of his hands for a minute before looking back at Puck.

"Can you please leave?"

"Kurt..."

"Now, Noah."

"Fine," Puck huffed, turning towards the boy with his hand on the doorknob, "Just know that you might be surprised soon."

Kurt frowned, but before he could ask what that meant, Puck was already gone.

-..-

"David and Wes want an extra Warbler practice tomorrow evening."

Kurt nodded as he walked with Blaine towards his dorm room. "Ok."

Blaine smiled, then his eyebrows furrowed when Kurt's door came into view.

"What's that on the ground by your door?"

Kurt, who had been searching for his key in his satchel, looked up and followed Blaine's gaze towards said door.

He frowned too when he saw the little package lying there.

"I have no idea."

"Well, let's go check it out then." Blaine replied and both boys picked up their speed.

Blaine picked up the gift while Kurt opened his door to get inside, weighing it in his hands.

"I think it's a book."

Kurt was even more confused,taking the package from Blaine's hands.

"Well, open it."

Kurt did and his eyes widened when he saw a black book, much like his own, with a post-it note sticking onto the front.

His eyes widened even more when he read the message.

'I've got a little view into your mind, now you'll get a view in mine. -N-'