A/N: Here's the last chapter, sorry for the wait :P

Warnings: Rated M for bad language and a full jar of lemonade *grins*

Disclaimer: Tite Kubo owns Bleach- perverted thoughts are mine:D

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Love and Consequences

Chapter Two

Never thought that I would fall in love again. The last person played with my heart and I swore to myself that I wouldn't let another motherfucker mess up my life again. I was told to move on and I did, but that didn't mean I needed to be in a serious relationship, right?

The days I spent with the berry made my heart open up a little and I started letting my feelings out again, and that scared the hell out of me. The kid seems to be a good person but appearances can be deceiving, right? I sound like I still have doubts, don't I? Even after the tears, heartache, and bullshit that I've been feeling since that day at the airport, I still have some doubts.

I've been living with this shitty stuff overwhelming in my mind for the past few months. I bet you're wondering why I've been like this for so long. Well, I can show you my reasons. A month after Ichigo left for America I received a letter from him. I was completely surprised by it, since I hadn't exactly been expecting to hear anything.

Dear Grimmjow,

I hope that when you receive this letter you take the time to read it. Before I continue let me say this: Fuck you Grimm, I hate you for not showing up at the airport on time! I know you went, my best friendwho drove me told me you showed up late. Grimm, before we met I already knew about you and that it would be difficult for you to let someone back into your life and your heart.

Remember I told you I'm studying Medicine? Well, in my first year I was taking Psychology and I became very interested in it thanks to the professor I admired. I became his assistant and it's because of him I received this opportunity to study abroad. I know you must be thinking that I was in a relationship with him and the answer is no Grimm, I wasn't. So get that thought out of your head right now.

As I continued working for him, I learned many new things. Then one day he told me a surprising story about playing with another person's emotions and destroying their heart 'in the name of science'. He had been doing research on intimate relationships for a thesis in human psychology that had lasted for almost three years.

At first, I was so fucking mad at the bastard. Then I became curious about this person and asked for more information. He told me everything except your name. A year later I was hanging out in that bar with my best friend and that's when I saw you. I knew it must have been you.

I kept gazing at you and when you started to stand I told Renji to get the fuck out because I was hoping you would approach me, and you did. I was captivated by your smile and as we kept talking, I wanted to get to know you better. Then you took me to your apartment and kissed me until I became addicted to your lips, the way you touched me and your scent…all of it driving me wild and making me want you even more. When we got to your bed and I pulled you against me, I looked into your eyes and saw an emptiness in them that made me feel so guilty.

After that I couldn't stop thinking about you and I wanted to see you again but you didn't call me until a few weeks later, and I couldn't answer because I was afraid. Moments before your call I was working with the professor and had nervously asked him the name of the person he used for his so-called "research". After he said your name, I punched him and left the office feeling angry, confused, and terribly guilty. I had to get out of that building, and then I called you.

My professor's name is Sousuke Aizen. Grimmjow, I'm so sorry for not telling you earlier but I wasn't sure it was you. The professor had told me the guy had blue hair and a horrible attitude, but when I first met you that day at Coyote I enjoyed talking to you and after that I started to like you.

I can understand why you were acting like you weren't interested in me even though you were. When you realized you were starting to open your heart, you backed away and made stupid excuses to not see me.

What Aizen did to you must have left an awful scar on your heart and I was committed to helping heal that wound, even though I was always afraid of losing you. But then I felt guilty for not telling you the truth so I tried convincing myself that you were never gonna accept the fact that you liked me too. We stopped seeing each other, which started to affect my studies. I didn't know what to do anymore.

I just needed to get away for a while and that's when I was offered a chance to study abroad. At first I wasn't sure if it was the right thing to do, but Prof. Aizen told me to take the offer because a professor in San Diego was impressed by one of my essays and it would be a good experience for my future.

Grimm, I don't know how you might feel now after knowing the truth, but in a way I'm glad I told you like this and not that day at the airport. I don't know if my heart could've handled your rejection. I don't expect you to write me back, and maybe it's better if you don't. I don't expect your forgiveness either, but I didn't want to leave things unsaid. I miss your smile and I hope that someday you meet someone you can let into your heart and love again.

Goodbye,

Ichigo

After that, I kept writing one reply after another but I never sent any of them. I felt lost at first and I knew I needed things to change. I started visiting Coyote again and saw his friend Renji a few times. At first, he looked at me like he wanted to kill me, but then he approached me one night and we became drinking buddies. I guess something or someone changed his mind. He usually talked about Ichigo when he got drunk. Okay, I won't deny it…I did too.

Months had passed and my feelings for Ichigo never changed. Not having the berry by my side had made my fucking life miserable, so I tried to focus more at work since my performance there had been affected too.

It was already December and I knew the berry got back from America two weeks ago. I wanted to call him and see him so badly, but I didn't. The day before Christmas I received a call from Renji. We talked for a few minutes and two hours later, I left my apartment. After driving for a while I arrived at a hotel that was filled with well-dressed people but shit, none of them looked as good as I did. I made my way to the elevator and once inside I pressed the penthouse suite button. As soon as the doors opened I exited the damn thing, pissed at how fucking long it had taken. I walked towards the large double doors guarded by a tall man in a suit.

"Good evening, Mr. Jaegerjack. Everything is ready for you inside, sir."

"Thank you, you can leave for the night."

The man opened the door for me and once I was inside, he closed it. The room was dark, the only light coming from the full moon glowing through the windows. It was just enough for me to see a struggling person tied to a chair.

"Stop fucking around and untie me, Renji! And why the hell do I have to be blindfolded?"

I approached the screaming berry and whispered into his ear. "Mind if it's me and not Renji?" I asked slowly removing the scarf from his eyes.

"Grimmjow…? What are you doing here?"

"I'm here to finally set things straight," I said getting close to him and placing my hands on each side of his face. I lifted his head to look into his eyes. How I missed gazing at those beautiful brown orbs. I gently pressed my lips against his and murmured, "You don't have any idea how much I missed these lips of yours."

"…Grimm, what are you trying to-?"

I interrupted him by sucking his bottom lip then I kissed his chin and started to unbutton his shirt, exposing smooth tan skin. I continued giving him tender kisses across his jaw line while tracing lines on his chest with the tip of my finger.

"Like I said, I'm here to set things straight." I replied, kissing that sweet mouth of his a little more roughly. He kissed back, opening his mouth to let my tongue savor his.

"Untie me Grimm...please…" he moaned.

"Can't do that yet," I replied. I started kissing his neck and shoulders before moving further down to his chest. I swirled my tongue over his left nipple and teased the other between my fingers while unbuttoning his pants with my other hand. He let out a sweet sound making me bite him gently.

"Aahhh….fuck!"

"Soon, but not yet berry."

My tongue made a slow journey down to his navel, tasting his soft and delicious skin. His scent was making me so fucking desperate but I wanted to take my time. I unzipped his pants and took out his cock, licking the beads of pre-cum that had gathered on the tip. I looked up to meet Ichigo's lust filled gaze and couldn't help but lick my lips and smirk.

"Grimm please untie me now," he begged.

"No." I purred against him, making him moan loudly.

I started slowly licking from the base to the tip and then licked my lips once more before taking his full length into my mouth. Damn, I never tasted anything so good in my life. I moved my head a little more and the sweet sound that escaped from Ichigo was so fucking hot. I put two of my fingers between those sexy lips, and without instructions he started to suck as if they were candy. Did I say that I was horny as hell at that moment?

After a minute or so I removed my fingers from his mouth, placed the back of his thighs on my shoulders, and moved him closer to the edge of the chair. I moved my head down, taking his cock deeper as I pushed my two wet fingers into that amazingly tight hole of his. Moving my head faster, I pushed my fingers even deeper until I hit his prostate.

"Aahh…damn it Grimm…I'm gonna-" The berry screamed before he came and I made sure to swallow every last drop.

"Mmm…berry, you really taste so fucking good," I said licking my lips and glancing at Ichigo's face, seeing pure lust mixed with a desire to be fucked until morning reflected back at me. Hell, that was my plan from the beginning.

I untied him, got him naked and carried him over my shoulder towards the bedroom. I opened the door to reveal lit candles all around and rose pedals scattered over the bed, it was so fucking perfect and beautiful. I placed Ichigo on the bed and started taking off my clothes, grinning at the way he seemed mesmerized by how the room had been decorated. He looked at me with a surprised expression on his face.

"Grimm, I don't believe this…you did this for me after I lie-"

"Don't talk about that now." I interrupted, moving towards him to cover his body with mine and began kissing him.

The kiss started sweetly enough, but the more our tongues touched it became uncontrolled and wildly passionate. I caressed his side, moving my hand down until it was on his hip and then slid down to his inner thigh. I spread his legs a little further apart and placed the tip of my cock at his entrance and stopped. You can't imagine how much I loved teasing him.

"Stop teasing…" he pleaded, and I grinned.

I slowly pushed my aching cock deep inside him. It felt so damn good that I almost came right then, but I somehow managed to keep that slow rhythm for a while.

"Aahh, fuck Grimm, move fas- haah…"

He didn't have to finish telling me what he wanted. I started thrusting into him harder and faster, hitting his prostate repeatedly until he came with a scream of pleasure. And that right there was the end of my fucking limit as I groaned and emptied myself inside him.

I kissed him and moved beside him, he then laid his head on my chest and fell asleep. I waited a few minutes before getting out of bed to put on my pants and go to the balcony for a smoke. It was cold as hell so I only took a few puffs before finishing. Before I could turn around the berry had embraced me from behind, covering both of us with the blanket he had around him. I turned to face him so I could see those beautiful eyes.

"Grimm… I-"

"Let me say something to you first, Ichigo." I tightened my embrace around him.

"I know I was an asshole last year and you didn't deserve the way I treated you and for that, I'm sorry. I walked away so many times without confronting my own feelings for you and that hurt you. Damn, it hurt me too. I was a fucking coward and I don't want to make the same mistakes again. You don't know how many times I wanted to go to America to see you…to look into your eyes and tell you that I missed you. But your friend Renji always stopped me, telling me to wait a little longer until you returned because you were working so hard to finish your studies and come back early. I love you Ichigo, and I'm asking if you can give me a second chance."

"Grimm, I don't know what to say…"

"Just say how you feel."

"No wait, what I mean is… that I didn't expect to hear you say that you loved me."

"I do Ichigo, I lov-" I was interrupted by a kiss. "Mmm- wait."

"What?"

"Let's continue inside, I'm freezing my ass here."

After we got inside, he started kissing me again and pushed me down onto the bed. I fucking love it when he gets aggressive like that. He got on my lap and continued kissing me more aggressively, making me hard again. Didn't I say all night? Tch… after a few more rounds we both finally fell asleep.

I woke in the morning, immediately noticing Ichigo wasn't next to me. Then the bathroom door opened and the berry came out with only a towel wrapped around his waist. Damn he looked hot! He approached and sat on the bed next to me with a serious look on his face.

"Grimm…"

"Yeah?"

"I love you, too."

The consequences of being blind to the fact that you fell in love is that you might never get a second chance, unless you get lucky like I did. Now that I can be honest with myself, I know I realized he was the one for me the night I met him. And not only is he giving me a second chance, I'm giving me a second chance to love him…and to be love by him.

And that right there ends the story of my fucking misery.

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