You pulled away from his grasp and headed to the bed. You laid down and went to sleep. You were not asleep long before you woke up from a dream holding Naraku in it. You sat up in the bed, running your hands through your hair you could see the moon shining into the room. You placed your hand on your check and could feel the tears that had fallen from your eyes. You went to get out of bed but your wrist was grabbed and you were pulled back into the bed. You didn't struggle as you were pulled into his body his arm wrapped securely around your waist. You turned in his arm and he let you as you rested your head against his chest taking in his scent. His arm then tightened again around you and you fell back to sleep. The next morning you woke up to his movement. You didn't want him to get up you wanted him to stay so you could sleep with him there. "Stay," you said your voice light. He looked over at you and came back over to the side of the bed. He sat on the edge of it running his hand through your hair pushing it behind your ear. You looked up at him slightly. He leaned over and placed his lips to the side of your head, "Go back to sleep," he stated before he got back and left the room. You tried to go back to sleep but it was in vain. After a few moments, you got up and headed into the bathroom where you took a hot bath. You closed your eyes as you leaned your back against the wall. You relaxed for a little bit in silence just letting your mind go blank. Course that was put to a stop when you heard your name said. You opened your eyes and looked over at who it was. It was Mika; at this point, you were starting to think she was a jack-of-all-trades. She helped with your clothes, helped with medical issues, and some other things as well. "Mika is there anything you don't do?" you asked her.

"No, I do it all," she stated and held a towel up to you.

You got out and walked over to her and took the towel from her. You wrapped it around you and then walked into the room and sat on the bed. "Anything you would like to wear today?" she asked as she walked towards your clothes.

"Something long," you stated to her.

She looked over at you, "Covers your arms as well?"

"Yes," you said to her.

"Sakura are you okay? This isn't like you to cover ever part of you," she stated to you.

"I don't feel like showing off my body right now," you stated to her.

She didn't say anything else as she pulled out a dark blue kimono with print on it. You placed it on and headed down to the main room where most the people had already arrived. You found Sesshomaru easily as you approached him with a glass already in your hand. "Lady Sakura," the other lords acknowledged her.

She nodded her head to them. She was quiet after that just listening to their conversation. She was usually outspoken but she just didn't have it in her after everything that happened.

After a little bit longer Sakura slipped away from the guests and headed back up to the bedroom. She couldn't do it she couldn't be around those people right now. She sat on the bed and looked at the wall across from her. She heard the door open and shut behind her, his scent told her it was him.

"I can't do it. I can't be down there," she stated to him. "I lost my first child from being poisoned, my second I didn't want because it wasn't yours," she started there was probably more but tears started to fall from her cheeks. He didn't say a word to her and she wasn't expecting him to say anything to her either.