A little something I wrote up. I apologise for my long absence. I've been so busy I haven't been able to find time to read through and update any fics. To those of you who are waiting for updates, I'm sorry. I'll try to get them out as soon as possible. However I'm not sure how long that'll be. In the mean time, please enjoy this little drabble.

Tsugaru x Psyche.

Warning; character deaths, implied BL relationship.


The alarm went off, ignored. Half an hour later his phone rang; ignored. It rang again,; ignored again as he burrowed under the blankets, trying to drift back into his peaceful slumber where he was with his other half, where he was happy and where he was his old self.

The raven didn't want to wake up that morning, however, it was a necessity. He had work to do, even if he would like to just stay at home and mope and mourn about all day.

He got up, lethargically, his once boundless amount of energy now depleted for probably forever. He grabbed his phone, answering it but not saying a work except an 'ok' so his boss wouldn't call again.

Staring at himself in the mirror he sighed at the now duller pink eyes. He knew the other would be sad to see him in this state, but, he couldn't help it. He'd love him so much, so much more than he could comprehend and then, he was gone. Just like that. It happened in a flash.

His hands moved to his red puffy eyes, red from crying in the middle of the night, crying himself to sleep to find solace in some imaginary world of his dreams. How he wished to go back to sleep and stay there, forever, where he could be happy again.

He moved from the bathroom to the kitchen, now dressed. He looked around, finding some coffee he'd made yesterday. He stared at it for a while before leaving it there. No coffee and no shower this morning, he was late. Not that he really cared about any of that anymore. He just wanted his lover back.

Getting into his car, well, not really his car. It was his next door neighbour's who said he could borrow it since his had broken. Psyche got it, not even bothering with his seat belt anymore. Starting the car he drove on auto pilot, his mind in another place. A place where it was calm, it was peaceful and there was love and there was his beloved.

What happened next surely wasn't planned, or, perhaps it was planned by some greater being, up in the sky who was looking over everyone.

The light turned red, but it was only just yellow. Psyche hadn't noticed it and before he could properly react there was an impact and then nothingness. It was black, so very black. But, he wasn't afraid, he wasn't scared. It was strange how it was somehow so warm.

His eyes fluttered as he felt something touch his head. Opening his eyes he saw a light, and from that light he saw a figure. He instantly recognised it as his hand was taken and he was helped up. "Tsu-chan…" He said, eyes watering as he looked to his lover. He'd come back. "You're back…" The other gave a light nod, pulling the other close gently and giving him a light peck. "Yes. And I always will be." The other;s face smiled, he smiled for the first time in weeks before following the other into the warm and welcoming light.


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