I had to admit, that douche bag Sebastian guy was a pretty good duet partner. Of course, I sang better, I was Santana Lopez, duh.

Now, we were looking at each other, breathless.

"You're good, J-Lo copycat."

I rolled my eyes.

"I am good, jerk. You're.. decent."

"Decent?" he laughed "Honey, I'm honey better than all the New Directions singers together."

It was my turn to laugh.

"Cocky, huh?" I crossed my arms "But even Mike Chang would kick your ass with his voice."

"Sure." He leaned over me.

I stepped back and looked with disbelief at him.

"What the fuck are you doing?"

"For a mean girl, you can be pretty dumb. I was going to kiss you."

"Why?"

"Because I wanted to."

"I don't know if you're retarded, but I'm a lesbian and I have a girlfriend."

"I know, it doesn't bother me. I'm gay too.. but it doesn't mean I don't wanna fuck you against the wall."

I choked.

"What?"

"Don't ask so surprise, for a "lesbian", you gave me very straight looks."

"So did you."

"That's why I wanna fuck you."

"I can't."

"Okay, you can think about it. You should know that lesbians don't get wet for me, if I finger you right now, I'm sure you'll be dripping. Think about what you want, what you really are and then you can come over."

He turned and walked away, I sit on one of the many chair in that room and just closed my eyes. I was wet, I could feel the heat between my legs.

Was he right? I wasn't a lesbian? I loved Britt, but boys still caught my attention. Sam Evans rocked my world when he danced like a stripper in Sectionals. Holly said it's all about who I fall in love with, but it seemed so wrong. I wanted Sebastian, so Brittany wouldn't care about this, would she? Just a booty call. Actually she didn't even need to know..

I got up, I needed to get out of there and think about everything. I needed to find Blaine, Kurt and Rachel. I searched everywhere and find them in the parking lot.

"Santana, are you okay?" Rachel said.

"Yes, let's just get out of here.."

They nodded and we came back to Lima, I didn't say a word. Blaine left me in home first, I mumbled a thanks you and got out. When I lay on my bed, my phone buzzed. It was a message from Britt.

"I missed you today, love you ):"

I didn't answer, I didn't wanna answer. Since we became girlfriends, something changed, I was happier but I was also bored. It seemed to me that.. we reached our sealing. I was no longer interested..

She's the perfect girl, but maybe she wasn't the one for me.

At least, not for good.

The phone buzzed again and I didn't recognize the number.

"So.. you and me, tomorrow morning at Lima Bean. In or out?"

Sebastian, I should've known.

"In, you better be there at 9 or I'll cut your dick off?"

That was my answer. Screw this, I wanted bang him, so why not? I didn't need any labels. I could be lesbian, bi, heterosexual, it didn't matter. The only thing I knew was simple: I was gonna get into that Warbler's pants.

In the next morning, I put my cheerios outfit and let my hair down. I put my leather jacket and grabbed my car keys. When I got there, I saw him drinking his coffee and our eyes met. He smirked while I walked towards him.

"So.. Mrs Lopez, why are we here today?" he asked.

"I wanna talk."

He sighed.

"What? Did you except I was coming naked and ride on you in front of everyone?"

"Well, you could have used a robe and give me a hand job, but that is even better."

I rolled my eyes.

"Okay, spill."

"I'm torn."

"Huh."

"I'm serious. I love Brittany, but –

"Stop, please. I'll tell you once and just once: I've seen you and her a couple of times. You love her more than she loves you. She doesn't have to know and if she does, she'll taste her own poison."

I frowned.

"I heard she cheated on that wheelchair guy with you."

"That's true, but –

"And you're in love with her now, but maybe tomorrow you realize she isn't the one. Do what you want, no regrets."

"You're right. Who knew you had a working brain after all?"

"My dick is also working, so don't worry."

I giggled and he smiled.

"When.. did you notice me?"

"West Side Story, you were a great Anita. But I realized I wanted something when I saw you in Sectionals, you killed it."

"Thanks, but.. what about Blaine?"

"I know he won't leave Kurt, but it's fun to mess with them."

"I like the way you are."

"I know you did something like that, broke up a couple in McHinley High."

"I broke up many couples."

"So did I."

"You're just like me, Symthe."

"Yup, maybe meaner."

"I doubt." I laughed.

"So what do you wanna do?"

"I'm gonna order and drink a coffee, then we are going to your place, we're gonna get drunk and we'll fuck until you can't feel your dick anymore."

"Nice."

We drank coffee and he went to his house in his car and I chased him. It wasn't a surprise to see a big mansion. He opened the door of my car for me and grabbed my hand.

"Being cute?"

"I won't treat you like a whore, you aren't one."

I didn't admit but it was one of the nicest things someone ever said to me.

"Let's go." I said "Don't be lovely, after this.. forget about me."

"Why?"

"It's just a fuck, you'll get over. So will I."

"You'll go back to the blonde?"

"Not of your business."

"Just wanna say she may be doing the same."

"She isn't."

"How do you know? You helped her cheat that guy."

"She wouldn't do that to me."

"You're doing to her."

"I'm a bitch."

"N-

"Less talk, more action." I cut him with a kiss.

He wrapped one arm around my waist, pushing me closer.

"And the part of getting wasted?" he broke the kiss.

"Fuck me first."

He nodded and we went to his bedroom, I pulled him and he lay on his bed, I straddled him.

"You and the warbler guys only have these clothes?"

"Says the girl always wearing her cheerios outfit. Yes, I'm very poor as you can see."

I rolled my eyes again, then get rid of his tie, blazer and shirt. When I saw his torso, I licked my lips. He smirked and flipped us.

"Now let's get rid of this." He took my jacket off and threw it on the floor.

His lips went to my neck while his hands opened the zipper of my top. He sucked my skin, leaving hickeys. I closed my eyes and cleared my mind, my top joined the other clothes on the floor and he smirked again.

"No bra?"

"Waste of time."

"Agree."

He licked my nipple and put one breast in his mouth, I arched my back, offering myself to him. He licked and bit it, his hand found its way under my skirt, he groaned and whispered in my ear.

"No panties either?"

"Again, waste of time."

His hand was inside of my skirt now and his thumb circled my clit. I allowed myself to moan, fuck this, I was going to enjoy it. Then he inserted 2 fingers inside of me, I bucked my hips against his hand. I pushed him and we kissed.

He tasted coffee and honey. Sweet.

I started to clench around his fingers and when I was on my edge, he pulled his hands.

I whimpered and he licked his fingers. He tossed my skirt on the floor, leaving me naked underneath him, his face disappeared between my legs, he spread and put them above his shoulders.

I stopped breathing when he licked my clit. He circled it a few times and then his tongue was inside of me. My hand went to his hair and bucked his face into me. I felt him smiling but he didn't stop. His thumb brushed my clit and circled it. I started clenching around and my body was shivering, he went faster and I couldn't take it anymore. I relaxed and he drank everything I gave him. Next, he lay by my side and looked at me. Something was different, his eyes were..

Nah, never mind Santana. He's just like you.

We kissed once again and I tasted myself in his tongue. Without breaking the kiss, I straddled him and my hands reached his belt. I opened it and pulled his pants down, he kicked it and wrapped his arms around me.

I didn't wanna stop, I wanted froze that moment and kiss him forever. I never wanted that before. Not even with Brittany. I rubbed my hand along his erection and he was hard, I could feel it though his underwear. He didn't wait and pulled it down and kicked it. I could feel him against my stomach. He flipped us again and grabbed a condom on his nightstand. I took it from his hand and put it on him.

He looked at me.

"Are you sure?"

I nodded and he entered me slowly, making us moan. I pushed him by his neck and crashed my lips on his while he began moving. Each thrust was harder, faster and deeper until he hit my spot, making me shiver, he continued then his thrusts hitting that spot. Moments later, I was breathing hard and moaning against his mouth. I was clenching around him. He was close too, I could see. He worked on my clit again and we came together, moaning each other's names.

Neither of us moved.

"So?"

"It was.. incredible." I said.

"I know. You're the best girl I've ever had."

"I'm honored."

"Should be."

He pulled out of me, lay by my side and covered us with the sheets.

"Wanna talk?" he asked.

"I don't know.. I feel weird."

"Good way or bad?"

"Good, I guess. I'm feeling.. happy."

"Me too."

We didn't say anything else, he just grabbed my hand and squeezed it. I squeezed it back and sighed.

"What do you wanna do now?"

"Go grab the vodka and let's get drunk."

He smiled and grabbed a bottle of vodka. We drank it all he had and we were wasted. Then we had sex several times, all day.

It was the end of the afternoon when we finally stopped, already sober.

I lay by his side and he pushed me closer.

"So.. what will happen now?" he asked, hesitant.

"I don't know."

"This isn't just a booty call, right?"

I shook my head.

"I don't know what will happen from now on, but I don't like labels either. I liked having sex with you so let's do it again. We definitely aren't done."

He smirked.

"Good to know Lopez, I found a new duet partner."

"And a sex partner." I giggled.

He joined me and we kissed. I was confused about my sexuality so I decided I'd do what I wanted. And I wanted him.