This is going to be a series of oneshots based on the show. If you want me to write about a certain thing then tell me in a review and I'll make it happen.

I was sitting on my bed trying my best to not cry. Nick was supposed to be going out with me but now he was on a date with some girl named Ashley. I thought I was actually going to become something special maybe even popular table special but I was wrong.

I heard a knock on my door and I looked up to see Billy standing in my doorway. I quickly wiped my eyes and stood up. He pulled me into his arms and held me while I started to sob my heartbreak out. I knew Billy hated it when I cried but I couldn't seem to stop.

"Why am I never good enough? Why can't I ever be anyone's first choice?" I whimpered out as he moved us over to my bed and sat me down on his lap.

"What do you mean, Janie? You're always first to me and to Ben isn't that all that you need?" he asked, pushing my hair out of my face and wiping my cheeks.

"I'm not first to you anymore now that's Lulu. I'm not first to Ben that's his job now. And I'm not first to Nick he's got like three other girlfriends and then Jeremy has India. I don't have anyone anymore," I said, crying even harder and hiding my face in Billy's shoulder.

"You're Ben's number one and you're always going to be. You've always been my number one and nobody can ever take your place," he whispered taking my face in his hands.

"You say that now but what happens a few more months down the line when Lulu gets tired of sharing you with me? What happens when she tries to change you and we stop talking?" I asked, my bottom lip trembling lightly.

"I don't care what she says I'm always going to be best friends with you. I need you too much to let you go," he said, kissing my forehead.

"I really hope that you continue to think like this. I really need you too," I whispered, lowering my head to his chest. "Will you stay with me tonight?"

"Of course I will, I know you need me. Let me go call Lu and tell her that I'm going to have to rain check our date," he said, sliding me off of him and walking out of my room.

I unzipped my party dress and let it hit the floor before walking over to find some pajamas. I didn't hear the door open while I was on my search and when I turned around I squealed. He was standing there looking at me with his jaw hitting the floor. If I wasn't so embarrassed I would have made fun of him.

"What are you staring at? Turn around," I shouted trying to cover myself up with my arms but I knew it was pointless. He's already seen everything.

His hands flew up to cover his eyes and he said, "I'm sorry I wasn't thinking about you being naked when I came back in. Next time you should lock the door or at least warn me first."

I pulled pajama pants on and a tank top before saying, "You're safe to look. And by the way it's my room; you should have knocked before you came inside."

"I know that it's just that I'm used to not having to knock. We've been friends since we were little," Billy said, pulling me into a tight hug.

I sighed before wrapping my arms around his waist and saying, "I know that but you're going to have to be better about it. I'm sure Lulu wouldn't like you randomly seeing me in my underwear."

I felt him nod before he pulled me down onto my bed. I lay with my head on his chest letting his steady heartbeat calm my nerves. I'd never thought about having feelings for Billy in my life but lying in his arms like this made me second guess that.

"It doesn't matter who I date they're never going to be more important to me than you are. You're always my number one, Janie," he whispered.

"I just thought that I was something special to him. He made me feel like that anyway," I said, running a hand mindlessly up and down Billy's chest.

"I warned him about hurting you and here he is breaking your heart. He's lucky I don't know where he is right now or-" Billy said but I cut him off.

"He's probably on top of Ashley right now. Not that I know that for sure or not," I said, shaking my head in defeat.

We were quiet after that and I assumed that Billy had fallen asleep. Then I heard him whisper something down to me, "You're always going to be important to me Janie. I don't think you'll ever realize how perfect you are. With your curls and your smile you just drive me completely crazy. I don't think I'll ever have the courage to tell you this when you're conscious but I can right now. I'm completely in love with you, Jane Quimby."