WARNING:SOME GORE.

As promised here's an update :3...okay I admit I'm only updating because Tumblr is down xD

Only the oldest of the children of reapers gets their parents power and job,every reaper is different so every weapon is different no matter how simaler they may do have rues though and Cloud told you a couple of them but our main one is the one I failed to mske sure wasn't broken...

"So what does this mean for us..?"Axel voice sounded a bit concerned. "Your not in trouble are you?" He shocked me with that question.

"No..but you kinda are..."I laughed at his expression."It's just...when were caught by a human...well I'l say it in a way you might understand,were now bound on a spell like contract."I paused at this next part because I was scared of what I had to say next."..and you have to help me,always be by my side,and make sure nothing happens to me while I do my job." I looked over to see his reaction,Axel was looking responding.

"...I...What happens if I don't?" He asked me and made him look up to my eyes.

"Then you'll be killed,and I couldn't bare to live if you were." After awhile Axel nodded.

"Okay..." He can never look at me the same...

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As we walked back Axel didn't look at me,and it was like taking a dagger to a could never be the same ever again,it hurts so much I love him but now he never will love me back.

"Roxas."Axel disturbed my thoughts."I..I just need to...process this...okay." I just nodded and walked a bit ahead,but he quickly caught up with me."Roxas please try to look at this from my perspective,it's hard...please don't cry.."He wiped some of the tears that escaped.

"Just...can you promise me something?"I asked.

"Anything."

"Don't hate me."I asked burring my face into his stroked my hair and made me look up at him.

"Never."Next thing I knew his warm lips were pressed against mine,and I didn't hesitate to kiss back.I never thought after he found out who I really pulled away smiling at me."You have no idea how long I have wanted to do that."He breathed.I just smiled so happy and kissed him.

"Come on we should get back it looks like some rain is coming."

~midnight~

I put on my coat,grabbed my weapon and went outside."Axel..?" I called appeared out of the shadows."Come on." I spotted who I was looking for and forced Axel to hide close by.I approached them quietly and grabbed them and threw them down to the cried out in surprise.I pressed my weapon to his throat.

"Don't scream and this will be painless."His eyes widen and I stabbed him in his heart,the best place for the Soul to appear with no screamed in pain and from the corner of my eye I saw Axe sliding down covering his heart nearly broke,so I ended it as soon as possible.I walked over to him,and was going to comfort him until I noticed I was covered in blood."Axel..."I said."It's over..."He looked up and I couldn't take the fear I saw,the fear of me.I ran fast and far.I didn't know where I was going, and I didn't care.

"I'm nothing but a monster."I muttered over and over until I fell asleep in the woods with rain pouring down on me,washing the blood away from the morning I didn't go home.I couldn't face Axel again so looked at me like a little kid would look at the boogie man.

My heart aches so much...I don't know how much longer I can take it...It's too much...for even a cold hearted monster like me to handle...

So sorry chapters are so short I can't write that much for some reason xP SEARCHING FOR A BETA!please contact me if your interested!