A/N: Last chapter! I'll see you on the other side...

Edward: JFC. She looks so fucking cute when she's sleeping in my bed.

BPOV:

The walk to his apartment was short and we walked hand in hand like a real couple. I felt giddy and wanted to laugh out loud but tried to restrain myself. This somehow still seemed too good to be true. When we got there we took turns in the bathroom and then we went to bed. It felt comfortable getting ready for bed together, like it was something we were used to. Which couldn't be further from the truth, we had never slept together in the same bed before.

We were lying in bed on our sides looking at each other. We were surrounded by a comfortable silence just looking into each other's eyes. "God I've missed you…" Edward said and took my hand. He laced our fingers together and rested them in the space between us.

"Me too…" I smiled at him. I had so many questions to ask him I didn't even know where to start.

As if sensing my hesitance Edward started to talk. "You know I can actually remember the first time I saw you…" He was looking intently at our hands avoiding my eyes. "It was your first day at Forks High and you had just come out of the admittance office and you looked so lost. I just wanted to pick you up and hold you and take care of you…"

I couldn't help but frown. "You noticed me in High School..?" I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

"Are you kidding me? I had the biggest crush on you but before I could muster up the courage to ask you out, you were already going out with Jake and I just couldn't put myself out there like that…"

I couldn't help but smile at his admission. If only I had known at that time that Golden Boy was crushing on me… God, how different things could have been. But to be honest I wasn't sure I would have been able to handle attention from him at that point in time. I was still so insecure about myself that attention from Edward probably would have made me blush to death.

He continued: "So when I saw you here on the first day it almost felt like winning the lottery." I could see his smile in the dim light of his bedroom and I almost felt like I would turn into a puddle of goo from being so happy.

"So why all the girls Edward? You haven't exactly been holding back for me…" I said quietly. Still needing to hear the answers to these questions.

Still holding on to my hand he rolled over so he was lying on his back. He was looking at the ceiling and had stopped smiling. "I know it's stupid. We just became friends so fast and I didn't know how to get out of that and become more to you. So at first I tried to make you jealous by being with other girls. And when I could see that wasn't working I just thought that I was the only one with feelings so it just became a way of getting off. I had given up on ever becoming something else than friends with you and was forcing myself to be content with that. I just wanted you in my life Bella…" He said and finally looked at me.

I was rendered speechless. He was really putting himself out there for me and I could sense my hesitations about him disappearing. I wanted to be able to put myself out there for him as well. Before I could figure out what to tell him he rolled over to his side once again, this time much, much closer to me, and said: "And then you came up with that awesome idea of me getting you off and I swear I thought I had died and went to heaven…" He smirked at me in that ovary-melting way and I could feel my body responding to him.

I scooted closer to him so that our bodies were touching and said: "Well the things you did to me certainly made me feel like I was in heaven…"

He put his hand on my hip and stroked me with his thumb. It was dangerously close to where I wanted it to be and I could feel myself heating up. He leaned forward and nuzzled into my neck. I could feel him hesitating not knowing if it was too soon. So I pushed on his chest a bit and as he rolled over onto his back again I climbed on top of him. I was so ready to be with him again. I was hot all over and his words were really turning me on. I grinded on his hard dick and he whimpered. I took his hands and put them on my breasts guiding him and letting him know that I wanted him too. He sat up and began worshipping my breasts. I leaned back, put my hands on his thighs and arched my back giving him full access. He was taking his time and I was growing impatient. I wanted him inside me, filling me up. So I put my hands in his hair and guided his lips to mine. The kiss started out slowly but soon gained momentum. I was overwhelmed by his tongue in my mouth, the feel of his hands on my body and his dick grinding against my pussy. And with just a slight movement of my hips I was sliding down onto him. I couldn't help but give in to the feeling of him stretching me again and I closed my eyes overwhelmed.

His hands had left my breasts and had found my hips instead and he was guiding my movements. We were going slow just enjoying the feel of each other. His one hand left my hip and he started to caress my cheek. "Please Bella. Open your eyes. Look at me… I need you to look at me." He sounded desperate and I immediately complied. I opened my eyes and almost drowned in the way he was looking at me. Nobody had ever looked at me like that; like I was everything. The connection between us was almost palpable and very intense. It only made me more desperate and soon it just wasn't enough to go slow.

He could sense the change as well. "Shit, I want to but I can't hold back any more…" He exclaimed and rolled us over so he was on top of me. He started to roll his hips and the movement made his lower belly hit my clitoris with each roll. I was seeing stars and getting closer and closer to the edge.

"You feel so good Bella. I can't hold back. Please, I have to…" He didn't even finish his sentence before he got up onto his knees still buried in me. He had a tight grip of my hips and started to pound into me. Seeing him losing control like that was such a turn on.

I grabbed hold on his underarms and sank my nails into them. I was chanting "Yes, yes, yes…" trying to convey to him that I wanted this as well. His hold on me was so tight I was sure there was going to be bruises tomorrow but I couldn't give a fuck. I was so close to the edge and I could feel myself letting go. Edward was swearing like a sailor and obviously hanging on by a threat. Our eyes were still locked and even through the roughness I could feel him worshipping me. This pushed me over the edge and I came screaming his name without further warning. I could feel myself clenching around him and it only lengthened my orgasm.

He was still pounding into me trying to prolong my orgasm before letting go himself. I could feel his movements becoming erratic and with the last strength I had in me I put my legs around his waist keeping him close to me. This seemed to do the trick as he shuddered and shouted my name. His grip on my hips became indefinitely tighter and I couldn't help but moan breathlessly from the sight of him. He was glorious. Every muscle in his body was wound tight and he was struggling to keep his eyes on me. It seemed to take a while but he finally collapsed on me.

I put my arms around him holding him as tight to me as I could manage. I enjoyed his weight on top of me, the feeling of his withering penis inside of me. I enjoyed the soreness in my pussy and in my body. It was perfect. And I told him just that. "This moment is perfect…" I whispered into his ear breathlessly. I could feel him smiling against my cheek and he lifted himself up upon his elbow to give me a searing kiss.

He leaned away just enough to look me in the eyes and said "Yes. It really is…" and his smile was so overwhelming and contagious that I just knew this was right. We were so right together. I felt asleep in his arms, unworried and happy.

THE END

A/N: Soooooooo... HEA after all. Well, no surprises there, I'm really just that kind of girl. :)

So I know I've been a massive fail at replying to reviews lately, but I've been really sick with the flu this last week and this is the first day that my fever is down so I'll get to them today, I promise... :)

I just have to say that it has been funny how many of you think Bella is a complete pushover. Almost as many as you who just wants her to forget everything Edward has done and get together with him. It is such a hoot reading your comments I swear! :)

I want to thank all the readers and the reviewers. You make my day! :)