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The humming of the silver civic cut out. I pulled down the mirror and checked I makeup, a bit smudged from a few hot tears, but nothing Beck would notice. My eyes were a bit red and swollen, but then, I could just blame them on allergies. I slammed the mirror and opened the door. It was way too silent, I didn't like it. I stepped down and was startled. The click of me heel scared because before it was silent. I hate silence it was one of the only things I, Jadelynn West fear.

I wiped her feet off on the rug and stepped inside I didn't knock because, I don't like to. I heard the shower running and assumed he was inside. So I decided to snuggle with his blankets inhaling his scent she cradled its warm and blissful scent, it smelled of my Beckett. I stood up and looked in the mirror, staring deep into my eyes and then I felt pain strike in me in my heart

Pain, pain from what- then I heard something stir I turned around to see no other than Beck, hair wet and glistening. He had a towel wrapped around his waist he had no shirt and his abs were glistening.

"Oh! Uh… hi Beck, uh I…" Beck smiled a deep warm, boyish, lustful, devious smile.

"Jade," he purred "pleasant surprise" he walked up to her and got really close.

"Uh Beck" this shirt I don't want it wet!" I wanted to keep my voice strong but his hotness made me voice waver and it was too late he pressed up against me.

"Beecckk!" I whined, but he silences me with a kiss. A kiss so filled with passion and love. He grabbed me and pulled me closer, and with that I began to cry.

"Oh, Jade. I didn't know it was that serious"

"No, no, no, no, no, no, No, NO!" I pushed him off of me

Why did I have to cry like a little bitch! Pick yourself up Jade!

"Look Babe" he began when I compulsively grabbed him and pushed him so hard that he fell and landed o n the RV's bed and bumped his on the wall.

"Jade" he groaned.

"Babe-

"What's up?" I leaned in for another kiss to shut him up but he refused. Instead, he pulled me close to him and I took a deep breath and inhaled his beautiful masculine scent. I began to feel a pang in my stomach from earlier. I needed to forget so I pulled my shirt off and attacked him in a fit of kisses.

"Jade, what you are doing?" he breathed before I kissed him again

"Enough." He said firmly, but not exactly harshly.

"What's the matter baby?" I asked

"Why are you, so off today?" He asked.

"I'm just- I don't know, lonely" I lied.

"Oh babe, I'm always here"

"I know I know I just, miss you."

He smiled grimly and I began to cry. He pulled me and began to stroke my hair and i listend to his heart beat and it was just perfect with his smell. My head calmed and I felt at peace

I awoke with the sun shining in my eyes.

"Uhhhhg!" I groaned and I pulled myself closer to Beck… Beck. Wait Beck!

"Oh no!" I got up and put on my shirt. Beck rolled over and propped himself u on his elbow he stared at me.

"Why are you in a rush" he patted the bed. There was a warm comfy bed" he checked his watch "It only 10:30" he cooed

My eyes popped open "10:30! Beck! SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!

"What?"

"I wasn't supposed to stay the night. My dad is going to kill me."

"Jade, come let me take you home"

"My car is already here"

"Doesn't matter"

"But I nee-

"I'll bring it later okay? Just let me drive you there"

I sighed in frustrated agreement; there will be enough arguing when I get home. There was no point in having one here.

We drove home in science. I refused to talk to Beck as he tried to make conversation.

"Jade?" he looked at me obviously upset. I stared back in to that puppy like brown eyes unable to make my lips move. I was too busy awaiting my snappy step 'mom' and my angry father's response.

Beck put his arm around me and kissed me cheek. "Here," he whispered and in fact we were.

"Thanks Beck."

"You want me to come-"

"No." I said quite too firmly "no." I breathed "it will make things worse."

"Jade I can help."

"No just go babe," I kissed him and walked towards the porch.

God please don't make it like yesterday.

Hope you like R&R :)

BTW.. next chapter should clear up a lot.