Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight if I did things would be so different.

There's a time in your life, where you just have to sit and wonder to yourself, what happened? how did everything you thought was so right turn out to be the exact opposite?.

Bella Swan had already had this moment hundreds of times, and still she didn't know the answers, even though once upon a time she would have sworn to herself, that she wouldn't have to worry about knowing the answers, because it wouldn't be necessary, ever, but now as she made her way home in her truck, she couldn't help but laugh at how naïve she had been back then, to just think that her life was going to be perfect, that it would be just as she thought it would, which was with her as a vampire, with Edward and the rest of the Cullen family forever.

Now though, now she knew that you can't plan your life, so you shouldn't even try, because if she had know that Edward and his family would just leave her in the manner that they did, well she hopes that she would of been smart enough to not get involved with them. Because she couldn't help but think that how her life was now was their fault as well as her own, that if it wasn't for them leaving, she wouldn't have acted the way she did, she wouldn't be-.

Her thought broke of there as she spotted a very, very familiar cherry red BMW parked on the drive, she braked, and just sat in her truck for a moment, wondering what the chances were that one of them had come back, and judging from the car, that it was the one that had despised her the most.

Taking a deep breath she drove onto her drive, turned off her truck, then made her way to the front door of her home. Opening the door what she saw shocked her, but at the same time it didn't because she was kind of expecting it, because there, right there standing in front of the couch in her house, was none other then the Ice Queen of the Cullen family, Rosalie Hale.

"Rosalie" her name was a whisper that Bella knew she would have heard.

The blond stood there awkwardly, not really knowing what to do, so ended up giving an awkward wave followed by a quite, "Hello again Bella"

The brunette just stood there, not really knowing how to deal with the mixed emotions she was feeling from seeing one of them again, so she settled for the most prominent one, anger.

"What-what the fuck are you doing back here? What do you even- how could you even think-" she broke of there, not even knowing what it was she actually want to ask, "Just, just why, why are you here again after your family" the word was spat out with so much venom, that Rosalie actually flinched, "Just decided they got fed up playing with the little human and left?"

Bella watched Rosalie, who seemed to be frozen in shock, which she actually was, she never expected this to happen when she had chosen to return to Forks, and to Bella, she didn't understand it though, what Bella was saying didn't make any sense.

"Bella what are you talking about, you know that's not what my family thought at all" Bella scoffed not believing a word, "It's true none of my family thought that at all, even me" she quickly added seeing the expression on Bella's face.

"Bullshit" the brunette spat.

"I'm serious Bella, I-I-I just don't understand, Edward said he explained all of this to you when you broke up with him" she ran a hand through her blond hair in frustration.

Bella looked at her, eyes wide with disbelief, unable to believe what she just heard, "When I broke up with him!" She squeaked, to shocked to even raise her voice. The blond vampire nodded slowly not sure where this conversation was going exactly.

"I didn't break up with him, he broke up with me" she stated, making her way over to the couch to sit.

Rosalie sat and looked at her, shocked "But Edward said-"

"Oh I don't doubt Edward told you that, seems like the fucking cowardly move he would make" Bella commented, cutting the blond off "A few days after my birthday, Edward came to my house and asked to talk, we went into the forest out front, after a bit of walking, he then proceeded to tell me that you all were leaving, so I figured that I was coming along, but he told me that I wasn't, that you guys were fed up with pretending to be something you're not, that he was bored of me, and I was a pathetic human, stupid for thinking that someone like him would really want me, so by now I'm fucking freaking out hyper ventilating and shit, then he goes that it was fun being able to play with me, but he didn't want to anymore, and so he was leaving. Then he did leave and I just collapsed and cried, I didn't move at all, even when it started pouring with rain, I just laid there until one of the La Push boys managed to find me." She finished, watching Rosalie who was sitting still not moving, not even to blink.

In a flash Rosalie was out of the chair, growls leaving her continuously, she couldn't believe what she just heard, her inner beast demanded she and hunt down her worthless, excuse for a brother and kill him for hurting her mate. She stopped pacing immediately at that thought, she'd always had a thought that maybe Bella was her mate, but she'd never actually accepted it, but now to consciously think that, she had accepted it, and she didn't know what to make of it, but she knew that she couldn't tell Bella, that was something she was sure of.

Taking a deep breath Rosalie tried to calm herself, now was not the time to start loosing control, "Bella, I'm so sorry I didn't know that was what happened, when Edward came to meet us all in Denali, he told us that you said you didn't want to see us ever and that you didn't want anything to do with any of us, Jasper's been feeling guilty this whole time" she explained, sitting back down.

Bella shook her head not even knowing what she wanted to say to that, because what could she say that was months ago, nothing she said now could change what had happened so she figured it was time to change subjects, "Rosalie not that I'm not happy to see you and all, but what are you doing here exactly I thought you hated me?" She questioned.

Caught a bit of guard by the sudden change of topic, she took a moment to think about what she should, and should not tell the brunette, "Well I didn't agree with my families decision to leave, but Carlisle told me and everyone else to respect Edwards wishes of leaving you to the human life he claims you told him you wanted" she explained, and as an after thought she added "I don't hate you Bella I never have, I was jealous of you"

"Jealous of me?" Bella asked incredulously, this was news to her, "What could you really have to be jealous of, I mean you're a beautiful, immortal vampire, while I'm a human" she stated.

"That's why I'm jealous" Rosalie began "You're a human I never wanted this life, if I had the choice I wouldn't of chose it, and I've resented Carlisle all my life for making me into this, then I found Emmett he was the only thing that made me happy about being a vampire-"

"Wait you said was as in past tense, as in he isn't anymore" Bella cut in.

"Yes was we aren't each others soul mates, we just happened to meet each other when I was hunting once, he was interested in our diet, then he joined us, the both of us got together out of convenience, but now that I chose to leave my coven we aren't together anymore" the vampiress explained.

"Wait wait wait!" Bella exclaimed, "You've left the Cullens?" She questioned shock evident on her face.

Rosalie nodded, "Yes, I told Carlisle I was coming back to Forks, he told me that no member of the coven was going to go back to Forks, so I in turn told him that I wasn't a member of Cullens anymore" she stated with a small shrug.

"Rosalie-" Bella began.

"Bella I know what you're thinking, but its not just because of you why I left, I've been thinking about it for a while, which is why Emmett understood that our 'relationship' was over" Rosalie cut in, "But we've gone completely off topic, so back to why I acted the way I did, as I already said I was jealous that you were human, but I was upset that you was just going to throw that away, do you know why I hate this life I have?" She questioned to which Bella shook her head, "Its because when you become a vampire you aren't able to have children, and that's the one thing I wanted my whole life, even when I was human, and you, you were, are able to have children and you just wanted to throw that away that's the main reason I acted the way I did" she finished, looking at Bella.

"Oh" she said, because that's all she could say, her mind was not really there, she was thinking about something else, something she had been dreading since had found out that morning, but had forgot about until that very moment in time.

"Bella are you okay?" Rosalie asked, seeing the colour drain from Bella's face, she made her way over to Bella and crouched down in front of her, "Bella?" She questioned again after getting no response. When Bella finally looked down the amount of fear in her eyes shocked Rosalie to her core.

"Rosalie" she whispered, her voice cracking slightly "I need your help"