I believe I've finally figured out this website :).
This is a story about Sakura and Sasuke Love...It's rated M because I'm not sure.

Don't own anything...except the idea for the story...characters and people aren't obviously mine :(
:) Hope you enjoy! _

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SAKURA

I could remember his lips against mine, sweet, nervous, and a little hesitant. Everything about that night seemed so romantic in a way that I couldn't explain. He always seemed so silent, so dark, and so mean, but really he was just someone who wanted love; just like I did.

When he reached for his father's van door nervously I knew it was over, I knew he'd be leaving that night, and I knew that I wouldn't ever see him again. When he slides the door open the over head light flicks on and reveals our exposed faces to each other. His hair is rumpled and his onyx eyes avoid mine in a way that makes my heart rip.

"Thanks, Sakura,"

I nod slowly.

He closes the door and heads back to the party nervously, leaving me in the dark, and alone in his father's van.

Thanks, Sakura.

I sit up and reach for my shirt holding back my tears. I couldn't cry here where we did it, that would only make it worse, and I know that he'd want me out of his van before he had to go home. I quickly got dressed and headed back to the party where I knew I could find my friends waiting for me.

"So? Sakura what happened? Was it good or was it amazing?" Ino persisted as she leaned in closer to me. I shrugged my shoulder slightly, "I don't know…okay I guess."

I could still feel his hand take mine, leading me down the pathway to the van. I can still see his coal eyes staring back into mine, closing slowly as he leaned in for a kiss.

"Okay, Okay! C'mon Sakura, we're you're best friends, you can't possibly believe that we'll take that as our answer!" I looked over a Tenten, who although a whole year older than us, stared back at me for an answer about the deed. I sighed, "Ino, I don't want to talk about it…" Ino crossed her arms angrily.

I felt his warm, whisper against my neck: Sakura, oh Sakura.

"Sakura, why can't you trust us? I mean really you're supposed to tell your best friends!" Ino whined, but Hinata touched my shoulder lightly.

I could remember the way his lips pressed hard against mine, the way his hand ran down my back, and soon held me in an embrace before taking off my pants.

"Well its okay Sakura, y-you d-don't have t-to tell us if you d-don't want to…" Hinata was always there when I needed back up, but Ino just wouldn't have it.

Let me touch you. His husky voice said while leaving small kisses down my chest.

"Sakura Haruno…you just slept with the most popular, sexiest, smartest, hottest, guy in school…and you won't tell us a single detail!" Ino said exhausted. I nodded and turned away from them. I didn't know whether to get up and leave already or sit here the rest of the night holding my legs together tightly. Ino realized I wasn't going to spill any details and decided to go dance with the closest guy near us and Hinata and Tenten decided to follow me out the back door to sit outside.

"Sakura you alright?" I shook my head and took a deep breath. I felt like an idiot…I expected a lot from someone who has the entire girl population in school all over him and I was chosen as the lucky one he got to sleep with. And I think the alcohol was getting to my head, because I started to get woozy.

"S-Sakura, you don't look very good, why don't you sit down?" Hinata pulled my arm down and my body followed suit as I held my knees closer to chest.

"Was it that bad?" Tenten asked. No it was awkward, but it felt great, I felt wanted, and I felt like I wasn't the annoying girl who always tried to prove herself.

Thanks, Sakura.

In the house the music blasted louder and the other teens that were outside ran back in to join in the fun that was going on. I turned to look back and noticed him staring out of the window towards the fields that laced this old town. He didn't seem to notice me staring at him and when he turned to head back to the party, he caught a glimpse of me and become suddenly nervous. I couldn't tell whether or not he liked what we had done, but apparently he wasn't really into me because the way his eyes widened and his whole body became ridged just screamed, it sucked.

I wanted to hurl and as I ran to the nearest tree, I threw up everything I had that night, the alcohol, the food, and the pain. Tenten and Hinata held my hair back for me and rubbed my back as I kept puking up everything I was feeling, the awkwardness, the hurt, the tears that I couldn't shed, and the hope of someone actually wanting me for me.

I squeezed my stomach and let out one more gag that had finally allowed tears to burst through and I couldn't help but choke on my screams because I just wanted to go home to a house that nobody seemed to live in, and I just wanted to get away. Hinata seemed to understand, because the next thing I knew I was sitting in the backseat with Ino and Tenten while Hinata drove a little faster than she normally does.

"Sakura, I'm sorry, I didn't realize it hurt you this much…" Ino said apologetically. I shook my head and gave her a weak smile.

"It's okay, Ino," Because at the moment all I cared about was his last words to me before he left.

Thanks, Sakura.

That was the first part of my story...if you liked it please let me know, because I can add the rest of it in. :)